Even when I lose my head

A/N: ayyyye my guys. You miss me? I hope you did! I had time to write so I did and I decided to do it based off this song that I love by Jon belion. Hope you enjoy! And remember to comment and vote if you like. Give me recommendations and and writing prompts I'm gonna run out soon! Btw it's gonna be kind of sad. Lance is very depressed, but it does end on a good note!

3rd Person POV
Keith lay sleeping in bed dreaming of a place with grass and a blue sky. God how he wanted to see a blue sky, it was the only thing he enjoyed about Earth. It reminded him of his only memory of his mother, sitting in the grass looking at the sky with her. But suddenly he heard her crying. Why would she be crying? He looked at his mothers face, a messy blur of lost memories, of how her hair and eyes looked. He saw her smiling so where was the crying coming from? He opened his eyes to the cold white ceiling, and heard the source of muffled sobs coming from lances side of the bed. He threw his arm over and held him tight, nuzzling his nose into the soft hair of the back of lances head.

"Babe, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" He muttered sympathetically letting it get lost in the cold night air.

"I don't even know. It's just like I wish I could see them, they think I'm dead. What if they're mad at me for leaving if they ever see me again? And I'm gonna miss my baby brothers first steps and I don't know I'm just sad and I don't know what to do about it. I'm such a useless piece of shit they might not even want me back anyway. I can't believe I'm crying over something so stupid. I don't do anything for the team and I'm literally just a joke. And I don't even know why your with me. I just keep losing my head." Lance sat up ripping out of Keith's arms, sobbing harder, and violently wiping at his tears.

Keith sat up next to him. He wrapped his arms around him, resting his forehead on lances shoulder. They stayed there like that, silently, for a Century a minute. Then Keith spoke, "Lance WHEN your family sees you again they're gonna be grateful your breathing because I've learned how amazing of a person you are. You are my world and your gravity is the only thing keeping me on the ground lately. You've saved the whole team more than once and I'm with you because I fucking love you, head lost or not." Keith looked up at him as lance turned his head. Keith reached his arm up, his hand resting on lances cheek. His thumb wiped away his tears.

"Thanks dumby." Lances arm that he had been leaning on had now swung with a pillow straight to Keith's face.

"Oh it's on." Keith swiftly grabbed a pillow swinging it randomly in the dark.....and then he fell of the bed.

"Shit are you ok?" Lance moved across the bed to the lamp on the nightstand flipping it on.

"Yeah I'm good." Keith sat up rubbing his sore head.

"Good." Lance flung a pillow at his face. Keith threw it back on the bed and crawled up there.

"Hey get over here." Keith grabbed lance pulling him to his chest hugging him tightly, "i love you."

"Love you too." Lance snuggled into Keith's chest, and looked up at him. Keith looked him in the eyes and as always saw a beautiful blue sky.

"Good night lance." Keith reached over and flicked the light off.

"Goodnight Keith"

A/N: sorry it's kind of short but wow I feel like that came out better than I planned. I hope you like the song. I'm slowly becoming more and more obsessed with Jon Belion. Anyway have a great night. Please vote, comment, and follow. Goodbye luvs.

~love, Elena

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