Kieth: " Lance look at me! What are these!?" He fell to his knees " I want to die" Lance said as he curled up in a ball on the floor and started to sob louder than ever. " No baby don't say that! I love you! I love you so much!" I hold lance as tight as I can and pick him up holding his head to my chest.
"Sh sh sh sh shhhh" I say repeatedly as I sit down on my bed and rock back and forth.
This goes on for a while, I feel lance relax and I hear the sobs stop. I guess he fell asleep.

How could I let this happen!? My baby! My sharpshooter! It's my fault! I feel tears fall down my face. I still haven't stopped rocking back and forth.
A full 15 minutes of this. Of lance sleeping on my lap with only a towel on, Me rocking back and forth crying uncontrollably. Lance wakes up again and looks at me. He pulls his towel off and moves to the top of the bed and lies down, he tugs lightly at my hoodie sleeve. I move up with him and lie facing him. He Kisses away my tears and nuzzles my nose. " I'm sorry" he whispers "I'm so so sorry"
We fell asleep in each other's arms both sobbing slightly....