Song: You'll be in my Heart by Phil Collins

Episode one shot is placed in: National {3x21}
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Blaine looked down at Kurt who was sleeping soundly with his head on Blaines shoulder and his hand holding Blaine's. Blaine breathed, looking down at his boyfriend with a troubled look.

"Hey, what's the matter?" A voice said.

Blaine was snapped back into reality to see Mike, staring at him.

They were currently on their way to nationals. They had a five hour bus ride so Kurt decided to take a nap, so did Tina who was in the same position as Kurt. She was leaning into mike while she slept.

"What are you talking about?" Blaine asked confused, looking to Mike who was in the seat across from him.

"You seem really anxious. What's going on, you can talk to me." Mike was being very sweet. He always thought Blaine was perfect for Kurt. Blaine was actually one of Mike's best friends.

"Promise you won't tell anyone?" Blaine asked.

"I promise." Mike crossed his heart.

"Kurt's been kind of clingy. Trust me I'm not complaining! I'm his boyfriend, I always want to spend time with him. But he won't hang out with any of his friends anymore, only me. I just feel bad. And like this. (He motioned to how Kurt had his head on Blaine's shoulder) He hates PDA."

"Blaine that's not even PDA. He's literally just cuddling with you."

"Exactly. He doesn't like doing that because he's afraid someone will find it wrong. He won't even kiss me on the cheek when we are in glee club because he's still afraid you guys don't accept us. I just find it odd. Now he will give me a kiss goodbye after school, while still in the hallway. He's not acting like himself. Kurt's also hugging me like it's the last time he ever will, holding my hand like he will never hold it again. Am I crazy?" Blaine finished.

"You're not. Tina's been doing the exact same thing."

"Then what do you thinks going on?"

"Blaine, Kurt's graduating. He's going to New York. He's afraid of losing you."

The realization swept upon Blaine. It was all coming together. It all made so much sense now.

Kurt suddenly started squirm in Blaine's grasp.
Blaine smiled and was about to say something but Kurt started to scream. He kept on screaming and tears rushed down his face.

Mr. Shue hurried to the middle of the bus.

"Blaine, what's going on?!?" He asked concerned.

"H-He must of had a nightmare. It's okay Mr. Shuester, I got it." Blaine replied.

Blaine hugged Kurt and whispered reassuring phrases into his ear, so he knew Blaine was there.

"It's okay." "It's Blaine- I'm right here." "It was just a-"

Blaine was cut off by Kurt pushing Blaine away from him and staring out the window.

Blaine looked at Mike confused and Mike just shrugged.

"Kurt, babe-" Blaine started, he reached for Kurt's hand but Kurt slapped it away.

"I don't want to talk to you! And don't call me babe ever again!" He yelled.

Blaine breathed and figured he should give Kurt some time.

Santana who was in the seat behind him, leaned over so Blaine could see her. "What did you do to him?" She asked harshly.

"Santana, I have no clue, so don't be mad at me. He was fine when we got on the bus. He fell asleep then he woke up mad at me."

She rolled her eyes and continued her conversation with Brittany.

Many thoughts started to rush through his head.

Why was Kurt mad at him?

What did he do?

Did Kurt not love him anymore?

Unexpectedly, Blaine understood what was going on.

Blaine remembered a conversation he had with Burt a few days prior.

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Blaine's phone rang and he quickly picked it up.

Blaine::: This is Blaine speaking.

Burt::: Hey there Blaine, this is Burt.

Blaine::: Oh hello Mr. Hummel, what can I do for you?

Burt::: I know this is an odd question but you told me Kurt fell asleep while you two were watching a movie last night.

Blaine::: I sure did. I just thought you should know why he was home a bit later than usual.

Burt::: That's totally fine kiddo but I was wondering, did he have a bad dream?

Blaine::: Not that I recall. But I do remember Kurt waking up kind of skittish.

Burt::: Thank you Blaine, that really helps.

Blaine::: Is Kurt okay?

Burt::: I'm going to be honest, I'm not sure. He hasn't slept in days. When he does he wakes up with nightmares...

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Nightmares Blaine thought.

Nightmares!! That's what happened to Kurt. Whatever he was upset with Blaine about didn't really happen. It was all a dream.

"Kurt." Blaine said abruptly.

"What do you want?" Kurt said coldly.

"Okay, that hurt. Why are you so mad at me?"

"I have a right to be! Us has all been a lie! You never loved me!" Kurt yelled.

"What are you talking about Kurt?!? I've always love you!" Blaine rebutted.

"Jeff and Nick dared you to ask me out and you did. You never wanted to! You just did it so you could laugh in my face later!"

"Kurt, Nick and Jeff never dared me to do anything. You, you woke up from a nightmare. Could that scenario possibly be from a dream? Because I can tell you 100%, I never got dared to do anything. I asked you out because I wanted to."

Kurt thought for a moment then looked at Blaine with tears in his eyes.

"It was all a dream. I've been acting like a jerk to you, because I thought a stupid dream was real." Kurt said in disbelief.

Blaine hated how Kurt looked. Kurt looked tired, worn out, shocked, scared.

"Will you ever forgive me?" Kurt asked between sobs.

Blaine took Kurt into his arms and rubbed his back.

"Of course I forgive you. It's not your fault."

Kurt snuggled his head into Blaine's shoulder.

"Can you tell me what's going on?" Blaine asked soothingly.

"I haven't been sleeping. Every time I do, I have bad dreams."

"What are these bad dreams about?"

"They are mostly about you hurting me, mentally." Kurt admitted.

"Kurt, have I ever caused you pain?"

"No. I think I know why I've been having these dreams though."

"Why, please tell me, I beg you." Blaine moved Kurt's hair out of his face.

"I'm afraid you're going to leave me once I go to New York. All the memories we had together, they are all gonna be gone." Kurt admitted.

"Never. I'm never going to leave you. You are the only one for me. The love of my life. Distance isn't going to break what we have."

Kurt nodded into Blaine shoulder.

"Promise?"

"Promise. What can I do to make you feel better?" Blaine put his arm around Kurt and Kurt snuggled even closer to Blaine.

"Sing to me." Kurt muttered, voice quivering.

Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight

Blaine placed Kurt hand in his, the one that wasn't around Kurt's back.

I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

Blaine wiped away Kurt's tears.

For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here
In my heart
Always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different, but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

Kurt's breathing became even, the tears died down and he enjoyed the singing Blaine was providing for him.

And you'll be in my heart
Yes you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you
But you got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
You'll be here in my heart
No matter what they say

I'll be with you
You'll be in my heart
I'll be there
Always...
Always...

I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always

Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there
Always

All the students on the bus clapped, now knowing that one of the best relationships in the club was alright.

"I love you." Kurt murmured.

"I love you too." Blaine replied.

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