You Can Hear Me?

A/N: Ahh now since Hold On has finally come to an end. I am doing  A small request form a few chapters back. Kurt is deaf, he has been deaf all his life. So he had an oppourtinity to be able to get implants. His reaction to be hearing his husbands voice. Will make you cry... 

Enjoy...

7 Hours in a plane, 2 more hours in a car, and a 30 minute wait finally the moment is happening. 

A life changing moment. 

I have waited almost a year for this moment. This moment will make my whole life change. I have been deaf ever since I was born. I reads lips and know ASL. My whole life they in rolled me into deaf schools but right when high school started, I wanted to go to a normal high school. My family begged me try to go to the school for the deaf but I wanted to be normal.

 Freshman year I tried William Mckindley High school but they never helped me. 

No one knew how to talk with me. 

Everyone had to write something down in order to speak with me, this is also because they didn't think I read lips. I also had to switch out because being the only gay and deaf kid here in Lima; is a mixture for bullying.

 So in the middle of my Sophomore year I changed to Dalton Academy because they were the only hearing school that would have helped me. They had an interpreter with me every time during class. 

I was walking around the school after have been there for a few days. When I felt the vibrations of something. I walked around the corner to see this singing and dancing group. I looked to see what was going around and I noticed a guy that caught my eyes. 

 A big room with so many guys moving around and all my eyes were on the cute lead singer. 

He had raven black hair slicked back and had soft brown eyes. He was dancing perfectly to the beat.

 I have noticed that he couldn't take his eyes off of me. 

He kept turning around just to be able to look at me. I just kept smiling, feeling the vibrations. Once they did their big finnish and everyone was walking away, he came up to me. I read his lips "Did you like the show?" He asked me. I shock my head and smiled. He smiled back and laughed. I kept looking into his eyes. 

They were golden instead of brown. 

They were sparkling in the light.

Like he was an angel. 

"I haven't seen you, here are you new?" I read his lips. I still just kept nodding. I wanted to hide the fact I was deaf to him as long as I could. 

I was ashamed. 

Ashamed of being deaf. 

Of being disabled. 

 He gave me a weird look. "You don't talk much do you?" I read again. I sighed and nodded. I do talk at times but it's not normal for me. "What is your name?" He asked me. I signed my name and the look of speechless I have ever seen was on his face. 

" I am deaf." I spoke to him.

I saw his lips weren't moving.

 I could tell he didn't know ASL. If he did he'd know what to say back to me. "Oh." I just read. 

Right before I was going to speak again I felt the bell ring for class and saw my interpreter waiting for me. I dropped my shoulders and sighed sadly; I just left him saying nothing. 

I am sure he ever wants to talk with me again.

 That night I cried in my dorm quietly so  my hearing room mate could sleep. I met the guy of my dreams but who wants to date a guy who is deaf; who has a disability. 

I never spoke to him after that. I have seen him in the halls but when he would get close I'd just run away. 

I was scared.

2 months that kept going on he tapped me on the shoulder one day as I was writing something down. I looked up and saw. 

It was him.

 I tried to run but I then noticed he was signing to me. 

I thought he didn't know how to sign. As time went on I found out he taught himself sign just so he could have talked to me. He asked me on a date and I was head over heels with this guy. 

We never left each others side after our first day. 

We were the gay power couple of our school. 

I was happy. 

Every time he the warblers preformed Blaine begged for me to come with them. He joked and said that I was their good luck charm. During every friday he took me out on a date and we just talked. We did everything together form dancing together, holding hands around the halls, kissing openingly in school, to having a scert heated moment while my roommate was out for the day visiting family. I didn't want anything to change until that day. 

 Blaine proposed to me one week until graduation.

I said yes. 

It was a massive dance and singing number but during the whole thing he had made everyone sign the words. 

It was beautiful. 

I will never forget that moment.

Now here we are. Married and in our last 2 years of college and living on our own in the big city. 

We were perfectly happy together and nothing was going to change it. 

Until we got an email. 

I had gotten an email saying that they would pay us to go to UCLA and implant a hearing aid to my ears so I could hear. It took me a week and a lot of thinking before I agreed. 

During the plane ride over I held on to Blaine. 

I was worried what was going to happen. 

So many questions running through my mind. 'what would be my life when I can hear? What should I try and hear first? Will it work? Will I die?' Of course Blaine saw me and held me tighter during the last few hours of the flight, trying to comfort me. 

Soon the plane stopped and I tried catching my breath. 

We were here. 

Walking out of the airplane and into the taxi still I wasn't at ease for what was going to be happening in less than 24 hours. 

We headed to the university because our room wasn't ready. I still held on to Blaine like I was a little kid with his mother. 

boom boom boom boom 

Went my heart in my chest. 

boom boom 

It kept going on until we got to the front of the center. 

My heart froze. 

I wasn't ready I thought. 

My whole life I was used to the fact I couldn't hear and now here we are. My stomach was turning as we walked through the halls. Blaine held my hand during the whole time. 

I was blessed to have him with me. 

He was my angel. 

They got me in a room and in the bed. 

For the rest of the day the did Cat scans and xrays to know how and if they could go through with the plan.

 I was lying in bed while Blaine next to me while the doctors told me; Blaine helped me translate how they were able to do the implant and how they were going to do it.

 I still only heard my heart. 

boom boom boom boom. 

I had never been so scared. 

The night before I begged Blaine to sleep with me in my bed. I signed to him how scared and worried I was and how I have gotten used to not hearing. He agreed and snuggled up against me. I cried the whole night signing to him that I was trying to back out. He just wrote down that I should take this moment. Not many people with my type of deafness is able to do this. Is able to get a ability the had never had before. Also that if it is a successed that I would have advanced medical field by another few years. I would be the hope for others who would have the chance to get back what they were taken. He explained that if I still don't feel comfortable we can call it off. 

It made me think through out the night. 

I should do it. I thought right before I fell asleep in his arms. That morning we did the surgery. 

Blaine was by my side until I was wheeled away. I kissed him and looked into his eyes. 

I looked at them like it would have been the last time I would have. I signed 'I love you' to him as I was wheeling away from him. 

3 Hours later I woke up. When I did I woke up to my life line. 

beep beep beep

What is this? I had a weird feeling. I woke up to see Blaine by my side. "Honey, can you hear me?" He asked me. I was taken aback. 

His voice was so angelic like.

 So pure.

So soft 

So sweet.

I cried. 

I could hear. 

"Kurt please, are you okay?" He asked worrying and took my hands in his. 

I couldn't speak I just nodded repeatedly. I saw him start to cry too. "You can hear me?" He asked again to me with a sparkle in his eyes. "Yes."  I spoke to him. 

Hearing my voice is weird. He kissed me with so much emotions. 

The whole day as I recovered from my surgery was just me listening to sounds from his laptop. We were in the bed cuddling while he laptop was on the moveable table. When we were half way through I noticed a video posted that was him in the thumb nail. 

I begged him for me to listen to him sing. " Come on I bet you voice is godlike." I joked, still felt weird hearing my voice. 

After a few minutes of begging and a promise he let me click on the video. 

Hearing his singing made me cry. It was so pure and how dare I say god like. The others were good but my husband's voice was my favorite one to hear.

 I was just smiling and giggling while at the end of the day when I heard 3 words from him that I will always would love to hear from him. 

I will also remember them if I ever go deaf again. 

He told me once he kissed my cheek. 

"I love you." 


A/N: NO MATTER YOUR DISABILITY YOU WILL ONE DAY FIND HAPPINESS. I HOPED YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK. IF YOU HAVE ANY PROMPTS PLEASE COMMENT. THANK YOU FOR READING.

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