A/N: This is that tiny sliver in the song Santana sung in season 3 when Student Council happened.... 

  I sighed and looked at the application, looking over and over making sure nothings wrong. 

"It looks okay Kurt." Blaine said to me as he rubs my back and squeezes my shoulder.

I put it in the envelope and tapped it up. I started to think. 

"Im not good enough." 

I threw the packet across the table and put my head down in my arms.  The packet I heard just nearly fell off the table.I heard Blaine sigh and hurried o get a chair.  I felt Blaine's arms around me and I hid into his chest. It was the back of the library so no one can really see us and make fun. We stayed like that until I told him what my outburst of tears was. 

"Im not good enough Blaine, whats the point." I said quietly into his chest. He shifted and moved me on his lap, wrapping his arms around my waist. 

"Why do you believe that, you have more talent in Ohio then Rachel has in her finger." Blaine said to me trying to cheer me up. 

"Blaine, she's better then board ways combined." I said a little louder but still a whisper.He kissed my hair and sighed. 

"You're talented, send it I know you will get in." 

"How can you say that since you're better, you're the male Rachel Berry okay." I got annoyed for no reason. 

"Enough about Rachel okay you're Kurt Hummel, the only one." 

" Yeah well Kurt Hummel is getting no where in life, he'll probably be stuck in Lima while his husband is laughing having a drink with Jean or or  is on tour all the time. Maybe he doesn't even have a husband cause the thinks his husband is a Lima loser."I got up and walked out of the library, I couldn't take it anymore.

I ran down the hall crying like I did for Junior prom. I run down the hall like a zombie was chasing me. I finally found the stairs that no one uses.  I put my forehead on the wall and thats when my demons hit me like a train on a track.

 You're not good enough. 

Give up now. 

You know one day Blaine will leave you. 

LIMA LOSER!

I threw my bag on the ground and screamed, it was after schools finally bell so I couldn't be more pleased. I broke down, I tumbled to the wall and slid down and hugged my knees. I wish Blaine was here, I need someone now.

I soon felt someone slid down next to me, I looked up to meet hazel eyes, it was blaine. I threw my arms around him and  sobbed into his side shoulder. 

"Im sorry Blaine."

"Its okay I understand." He took his hand in mine and rubbed the back with his thumb. I sighed and put my head down on his shoulder. 

"You want to know what I see?"

"What?"

"I see you flying over the crowed, singing and smiling. The lights all pointed to you, Kurt you should send the letter."

 He handed me the letter and pecked my forehead. I took it and sighed, this moment will change my whole life. He got up and held his hand out for me, I took it and smiled. He put his free hand on my check and wiped the last tear that fell from my left eye. 

"I know your future is bright, like time square bright." I laughed and we walked to Guidance counselor and handed her the letter. 

"Hey Kurt, ready to send your letter to NYADA?" 

I sighed handed her the letter, she took it and gave me a sympathetic look.  "Don't worry Kurt." she smiled and I walked out with Blaine.

Once I was in glee I couldn't help but smile at Blaine, if he wasn't there I wouldn't have sent the letter to NYADA. He is my soulmate

A/N: SORRY IF IT SUCKED I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE CUTE.