" I was with someone." Blaine said to Kurt tears on the verge of coming out. It was a cold winter night as Blaine and Kurt were with Rachel and Finn walking back to Callbacks. Blaine has been very emotional since his trip back to visit Kurt, he cheated on Kurt with a guy he yet met on Facebook because he felt so lonely. After he did it he knew that Kurt and him were meant for each other, He wanted to not tell Kurt but the guilt was eating him alive. 

"It was Sebastian wasn't it?" Kurt asked Blaine almost on the verge of tears, he looked into Blaine's eyes to see if his mouth and eyes were telling the same thing. 

"No." Blaine's head was moving with his eyes, he couldn't look at Kurt's eyes or he would've broke down at that spot in the conversation. "It wasn't Sebastian." Blaine took a heavy deep breathe. "But it doesn't mean anyth- he didn't mean anything it was just a hook up." Blaine finally stopped moving his head to more meet Kurt's eyes, they were so filled with pain it was as if he was getting stabbed in the heart thats what he felt as the conversation. 

"Ok." Blaine said trying to move on from this and go back to being happy. 

"Who was it?"

"It doesn't matter who i was with Kurt, it matters that I was by myself I needed you, I needed you around and you weren't there. I was lonely and... Im really sorry" Blaine confessed, he was relived that he told Kurt this but he now regrets what he just said. 

"You don't think that Ive been lonely? You don't think that I had temptations but I didn't act on them cause I knew what it meant.  I knew something horrible." Kurt's voice was shaken in tears about ready to go into a ball and hope it was a dream, sadly for the both of them it wasn't .  

"Im so sorry Kurt, I really am." Blaine apologized again but no to return Kurt walked away from Blaine, Blaine also look at Finn do the same. 

Blaine just stopped there just cursing at himself, he was so heartbroken he couldn't move. When  he saw Rachel leave he knew he needed to follow them or just try to win Kurt back again. He ran to catch up of the group. 

Kurt moved texted to Rachel that was following Finn, she didn't look happy also. They all followed Finn to a big fountain as Rachel and Kurt spilt to the other sides of the fountain to try and regain from what just happened. When Kurt looked down at his reflection he noticed all the colour or once of joy was left from his face, all there was was his red puffy eyes and a ghostly face looking back at the dulled eyes he had. 

Kurt was thinking it was his fault and then in the middle of his thoughts he felt arounds around his waist. 

"Babe Im sorry." The figured said to Kurt, Kurt pulled Blaine off of him in anger, he had enough. He fell backwards almost into the fountain until Blaine took his tie and helped Kurt up, The next thing the boys both knew was that they were inches from there faces. Blaine kissed Kurt but Kurt didn't kiss back.

They both froze in the spot and didn't move a muscle. Kurt pushed Blaine for him to get up and bush himself off. 

Soon enough Kurt was leading everyone to the apartment, Blaine trying to run to talk to Kurt but it was no use, not one word left Kurt's lips.

"Kurt please you're the love of my life." Blaine said as they reached the apartment door. Rachel and Finn went into her room and Blaine and Kurt went into Kurt's room. Kurt sat at the edge of the bed while Blaine was getting ready for leaving tomorrow and took a shower. Kurt looked at himself, battling what is in his head. He wanted to forgive Blaine but he couldn't, his body was saying yes but his mind was saying no. 

He gave a heavy sigh and went to get ready for bed.

Blaine was in the shower but his head was on the wall where the shower head was. The tears on his face was mixing with the water coming down, washing the pain and guilt of the night away. He soon couldn't stand and he had to sit, as he did that his body was pulled with shakes of his sadness as he rolled into a ball, he knew he had to get out soon but he just wanted to just cry. 

Kurt was waiting for the shower to stop and Blaine to leave the area before he got in. He heard the water stop and the door open. He got his towel and left his room. 

 Blaine was waiting for Kurt in the living room so he could try and apologize again. 

"Kurt Im sor-" Before he could Finnish Kurt shut the door and started the shower. Kurt didn't hesitate to shower and leave to go to bed, when he opened the door he ran with his towel around his waist. Blaine was laying on the bed already and dressed just waiting for Kurt, he wanted to know if they were together so he asked. 

"Kurt please tell me if-"

"We aren't together anymore, when you leave for lima never talk to me again." 

Kurt played down and turned away from Blaine, he was secretly crying him self to sleep as did Blaine.