A/N: Hello sorry haven't been really posting chapters, work. Anyway.......... I got this off a cheesy hallmark movie so heres the plot. Kurt is in the military and he has been away for months on end, he and Blaine have a kid and thinking about another one. Blaine hasn't heard from Kurt in 4 months, is he gone or is he coming home this christmas. enjoy :) This is Blaine's POV. 

Another sleepless night with out knowing he is alive. With out nothing to say he is coming home for the holidays. The last time I got to get in contact was when we were in a skype and then I heard an explosion and everything went blank; the last thing I saw was his face smiling and then that was shortly taken away from me. How do I tell everyone, hell how do I tell our 7 year old that his papa died and he will never see him again. I have just today before christmas and if he is not home then I have to tell the news but for now I have to plaster a fake smile and get things ready for an amazing christmas. 

 I get out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face. Once I was done drying my face with a little towel I looked at to see a broken shell on a human. I look to my left empty, it has been awhile since Kurt was right next to me to get ready every morning. I just sigh and go to wake up ou.. my son. I walk down the hall to his room, I walk in to see him finishing adjusting his bow tie in the mirror next to his bed. "Hey buddy how are you today?" I say with a joyful tone in my voice. 

"Im good dada." He turns around to face me."How does the bow look?" He points to his bowtie half was up and half was down. I chuckle and go straight the crooked bowtie, "Prefect, now you are ready to conquer the world with your bowtie."I say to him while kissing him on the head. "Now come on lets go down and Ill cook breakfast while you write a list for santa." I tell him while a mess his curly hair up even more. "Alright dada." He says to me in reply as he runs down the stairs, I still continue to smile at my little bundle of joy. I make my way down the stairs to see him running around for a pen and paper. I still smile as I make my way to the kitchen to start on my famous lemon and blueberry pancakes with a little side of white scramble eggs.  I got my chefs hat and started to turn on the stove. 

After just flipping the last pancake I hear the door bell ring. "Ill get it." Said Winston, my son running to the door. I hear the door open and heard foot steps as I turn off the stove I turn to see my father with Burt with Winston on his shoulders. "Hey son, man are those your famous lemon blueberry pancakes?" My dad said with a big smile. "Yes dad they are and lucky for you I made plenty for all of us." I told them as I got my apron off to hug him. "I missed those for years, I remember when you almost set fire to the kitchen when you were 5." My dad told me as he got a plate and started taking of a few pancakes. Burt and Winston trailing behind him with their plates, today was going to be a busy day. 

As we ate we talked and talked about what has happened since we last saw each other until Burt broke the conversation. "I hate to break this chat but we need to get this try up and running or we won't sleep until midnight." We all laugh as soon as he said that and I sipped my last sip of coffee and grabbed the dishes to wash them. Burt and Winston went up to get the tree from the attic while my father stayed to help with the dishes. 

"So hows Kurt and whats the story?" He asked drying the 3rd dish to last dish. "He is doing well, I just talk to him last night actually." I lied. 

"Damn it Blaine!" He screamed while throwing the rag down. "I know thats a lie, I have raised you 18 years and I can tell when you are lying. What is the truth my little boy." He said to me almost in tears. I sigh and put my hands on both sides of the sink with my head down. 

Silence fell on us. 

"Yo..ure right." 

"Seeing you like this is killing me son, tell me." 

"Kurt and I have lost contact 3 months ago and the last thing I saw was his smile." I said falling down in tears. He gave me the list that Winston gave him for santa and what it said made me fall down to the floor sobbing. 

It read...

"Dear Santa, I don't want a Xbox, anymore bowties, or toys all I want is my papa to come home. " 

My dad rushed my side and rubbed my shoulder to comfort me. "How can I tell him that his Papa is gone? How to I tell anyone the love of my life is gone just by one stupid bomb that went off to take my angle away from me, it hurts dad, it hurts so much. I said with every heart heavy breath I had.

"Son you just got to hope for the best, hope he understands but for now on your secret is save with me." He said and kissed my head. 

"Dada come help us bring the tree down, please." My son yelled form up the stairs. I look at my dad, "Go, make sure this christmas is the best christmas he ever has." My dad told me whipping my tears off. 

"Thank you dad." I told him and run up to help my son and Burt. 

The last christmas ornament was place which was the promise ring I got him back when we where in high school. Christmas music in the back around while Burt and my dad chilling with some  eggnog. The sun was down so I got a movie ready for the night to end, I plug in the movie Elf and sat back with Winston and hit play. My dad and Burt left in the middle of the movie so they could go home before my mom and carol wander where they went. In the middle of the movie Winston asked me a question I'll never forget. 

"Dada is it lonely without Papa?"

"Why is that sweetie?"

"I heard you cry and toss and turn last night but don't worry santa will make him come home this christmas." 

"Me too buddy me too." I said before I fell asleep on the sofa. 

"Dada walk up!" My son told me while shaking me. I get up to see a christmas miracle, gifts were all over the place, the stockings where filled to the rim and the cookies were gone. 

"Santa came!" He said filled with joy. My dad came in from the kitchen with two cups of coffee handing me one. "Thank you so much." I whispered to him. "Your welcome." He said to me while we clink cups together while Winston is opening his first present. 

After Winston opened his last gift he found a little envelope under the tree addressed to me. " Dada, heres your present." He handed it to me. I opened the envelope and there was a piece of paper that said 'open the front door'. I got up and opened the door to see the best thing that I will ever receive in my life. 

My missing husband on my door step with roses in his uniform unharmed.

"Papa!" Winston said running up and hugging him. "Hey love bug." He said to him, I was still in shock. He put Winston down and went up to me and wrapped his arms around me. "Missed me?" He asked me. 

I shed a tear and smiled, a real smile. "You have no idea." I looked up to stop the tears but saw and mistletoe above us. I look into his eyes and then the next thing you know I felt his lips on mine, man I missed this for 7 months and now its here, forever. 

A/N: sorry its long I wanted it to be cute and amazing and also happy holidays and hope everyone is having an amazing life. I may post more soon but if i don't heres my christmas chapter for you humans. If you have any ideas message me or add them in the comments, ill add them to this one shot. or do you think i should stop with this one shot what do you think anyway, see you humans later. 

-phoenix