A/N: SO THIS WILL BE THE LAST PART IN THE HOLD ON SERIES (IF I MADE ANOTHER PART MIGHT AS WELL MAKE IT A BOOK HAHA) ANYWAY SO I WILL NOT POST ANOTHER PART OF THE FRENCH SWEETHEART BECAUSE....... I MADE IT A FULL BOOK! YES I HAD SO MANY IDEAS FOR THAT BOOK THAT IS ENOUGH TO MAKE IT A MASSIVE STORY! I NOW OWN THIS MOVIE AND IT'S CRAZY BUT AMAZING! I DID THE ORIGINAL SONG FOR THIS STORY ANYWAY HERE IS A YEAR LATER...... 

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Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more

Bless this day.  

Bless the fact I am marrying my soulmate. 

Bless everything. 

I laid in my bed and looked at my phone for the time. 6 AM  was staring at me in the face with a picture of Kurt on that day I proposed.  I sighed and looked at my bedside. A glass of water and pictures of still him and I. If we were not together I swear I'd look like a stalker or a serial killer. I got up sluggishly walking down stairs to make some coffee. I not sleep last night, I was too excited for today to finally come. I smiled and pulled out a record on the record player and started to hum the song that was playing. 

Come What May by Moulin Rouge. 

I danced around while making a pot of coffee. Practicing my part for our dance tonight. I never knew I could feel like this. I feel like I was dreaming. Once I had made my coffee and smiled and walked outside. I looked up to see a clear sky with the sun coming up; the birds singing in harmony. It felt like I have not seen the sky before in a million years. It was like a moving painting. 

I was scared to close my eyes for too long. If I did I felt like I would  have to face that faithful day. 

Kurt's suicide attempt. 

I shrugged it off and took a sip of my coffee. So far this year has been better for both of us; especially for Kurt. This year was Kurt's year. We did have some downs but I was right there to help him. He was smiling more, eating better, never skipped out on his meds and never attempted. 

He was him. 

He was the guy I loved most in this universe and I got him back. 

Every glee club, every date, and every we get intimint I fell in love with him more and more. We never talked about that day since he was discharged and it makes me worry and wonder. 

During the whole time planning I tried to do most of it during the year. This is to take the stress off of Kurt's shoulders so he doesn't fall back into deep depression. I wanted this to be remembered as a great memory not one that hurt him. At times Kurt begged me for him to do at least half of it and we  both agreed.

During the time I was lost in my thoughts I saw a small asian trying to climb my fence, it was Tina. I laughed and went to go help her. 

"Hey how was the weather up there?" I laughed as I helped her down. 

"Very funny blainey days but you didn't answer the door so I did the next best thing." Tina scold  me. I helped her brush off the dirt off of her dress and laughed. "Breaking into my house?" I joked to her, she was not pleased. I helped her inside and made her a cup of coffee. "So Blainey you have only so many hours until you and Kurt are married. How does it feel?" Tina asked me swirling her coffee with a spoon. I went quite and smiled like an idiot. 

"Blainey?" Tina tried to get me back down to earth. I just looked at her and smiled even wider. 

"It feels like a dream." 

I told her while I finished my cup. I got up and put my cup in the sink. I looked at my phone again to check the time and changed records. 7:30 AM. I sighed and kissed my phone screen. Tina coughed and got up from her seat when we heard a knock from the door. I ran to open it and what I saw was a mess. 

I saw Sam with a drunk buttoned white shirt on with his backpack off on. I saw Artie with sunglasses on and in a sweatshirt.  They looked like a tornado and smelt like rubbing alcohol. 

Truly a bachelor group. 

"You guys did hit the bar too hard during that rehearsal dinner last night did you? " I joked even more to them as they walked into my house. " Well our hungover look doesn't explain it then I don't know what would have." Artie said to Blaine as he took off his glasses; showing massive bags under his eyes. As Sam put his stuff down Tina came in rushing. 

"Blaine let's get you ready! What I have planned will take us hours!" Tina spoke to me. I laughed and looked at her and everyone else. "Then what are we doing? Don't just stand here! We have a wedding to get ready for!" I joked to her. "What do you have us to do first?" I asked her. "Faceals!" She screams in joy heading to the 1st floor bathroom. 

"This will be a crazy day." Sam told me. 

I sighed and said " It will be Sam, it will be."

I went to go and change the re    

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?

Telling me to give you everythingSeasons may change, winter to springBut I love you until the end of timeCome what may

3 hours later, 2 pots of coffee, and crazy amounts of hair gel later; I was ready to getting my suit. It was almost time. 

My heart was racing. 

My breath was shorting each minute. 

My stomach had a terrible feeling but I shrugged it off. I looked in the mirror and sighed. Still yet again had a picture of Kurt on the side of my mirror. Staring back at me I smiled back at it and took it down. 

"Kurt today is the day." 

"Today is the day the rest of our lives start."

"Together." 

I said kissing the picture. I put it down to go and get dressed. I started buttoning up my white shirt when I heard a knock on my door. I look to see who it is and it's Sam. 

"Hey are you ready? Tina is trying to make Artie put on makeup and he is wheeling around the house like a mad man with Tina holding a brush screaming at him." I told me while I now heard the faint screens of the scene that is made out by Sam. 

I lightly laughed at what was going on. "Yeah I'm just finishing up in here." I tell him looking into the mirror and fixing my hair one last time. Sam handed me my jacket that was on the bed. I put it on and sighed fiddling with the sleeves a bit. 

I still had a horrible feeling. It was so unsettling but I still kept quiet about it. Somehow Sam noticed. "Dude you will be fine everything will be okay. Hey you and Kurt survived almost everything under the sun but yet you both got through it together. Blaine you are the greatest thing in Kurt's life. If it wasn't for you he would have been dead. His life would have never continued. Your his soulmate Blaine." Sam said me fixing my collar. 

Sam could have been more right than anything. If I wasn't in his life he wouldn't have the strength to be who he is today. I looked at the Kurt photo again and slimed. Man my cheeks hurt but my love for him I would do anything if that means I can have him. I sighed and put my phone in my pocket. 

"Come on Sam let's go save Artie from Tina's wrath." I joked and I walked down stairs. I was witnessed to see Tina was armstreching out to add mascara to his eyes. "Tina that's enough! It's Blaines day not mine!" Artie told Tina off. " Come on you will look so good in those wedding pictures and you will thank me later!" She argued. Sam looked like he had enough and rolled his eyes. " Well come on guys if you keep this up  the guy who needs to be at the wedding would be late." He said grabbing the car keys and heading out the door. Tina sighed and made a truce with Artie and they both headed out the door. I looked one more time in the mirror right before I headed out the door. I turned around and looked.

Time to get married.

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

The car ride was talking about the wedding and what was the plan. We stopped at the place that started it all. 

That hill. 

Kurt and I chose that because it was a full circle and it was a prefect sunset wedding spot that Kurt could dream of. We got out of the car and headed up the hill. Sam was following along carrying Artie and Tina carrying his chair. I looked behind and smiled. 

True friends. 

I looked around to make sure everything was in order. Making sure the chairs were prefect. making sure that our tent for our snacks with pictures of Kurt and I around. We were going to have the dinner at Kurt's house because Burt wanted us to save money for when we are on our honeymoon and for our 1st house. I was looking at all the pictures that were hanging around it was like a little time line of us. 

The time when we were at Dalton, or our 1st duet, or even our first date; leading up to our picture of our engagement. I had some tears rolling down my cheeks.

Happy tears. 

The sound system was up and running. Music started to play around and everyone was rushing to get everything done and set up. Guests were even showing up. Marley was already here laughing with Ryder. Jake talking with Puck. Mr. Shue trying to work on the sound system. I looked at the clock it was 2 hours until the wedding starts. 

2 hours until we were Mr. and Mr. Anderhummel or is it Mr. and Mr. Anderson- Hummel ,Hummel-Anderson. I forgot what we chose, I was just so excited for today.

Today is the day. 

I just kept telling myself over and over. 

I went to go and work on my vows. 

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect graceSuddenly my life doesn't seem such a wasteIt all revolves around you.

1 hour until the wedding. More and more guests showed up. One by one telling me how happy they were about us together. Everyone was writing cute stories and thoughts on our signing frame. It would be for our big wedding photo of us together. We didn't really have a set photographer we told our friends from glee to take pictures. We did hire a photographer to be sure so we could have eased my feelings about having the perfect picture. 

That picture that is in the moment. That picture that did say a million words. 

That picture that showed us together. 

Happy.

Everything was going so great. People enjoyed the music people were talking with each other and no one was messly drunk yet. 

Yep everything was going as planned. 

but that feeling in the pit of my stomach was still there and this time it was heavier, stronger. It made me want to be sick. 

"Blaine, are you okay? You look like you are going to be sick." Mr. Shue took my hands. I felt light headed a little because of this feeling and it just worse. I stumbled back and Mr. Shue caught me. "Blaine, please sit down. I will get you some water. Have you eaten today?" He asked me. I remembered I only had coffee.Once I shock my head no. Mr. Shue freaked out. He ordered some guests to give up their seats for me and to order the glee club to get me water and food. 

I had taken a couple bites but I couldn't finish what they had given me. That feeling in the pit of my stomach took most of my hunger. 

Something bad was going to happen I just feel it.

Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gatherAnd stars may collide

A minute before the wedding. I felt better and I was at the start of the path. My mom and dad looked at me. "Honey we are so proud of you for what you have done. You are so grown up." My mom said while crying. "I had a feeling when I first met him that he was the right one for you." My dad come in. "Thank you for everything." I told them as we hugged. I looked at the time. 

4pm.

It was time. 

Time for me to get married.

My mom took my right side and my dad took my left. We started all walking down together. We were behind the flower girl. It was Becky Jackson and Emma. Once we reached to the end of the path I got up in the middle of the altor while my dad went left and my mom went right. 

Now it was the moment we all have been waiting for.

Kurt. 

We all looked at the end of the path. I wanted to see my husband to be. It has been killing me I was not able to talk to him for most of the day and I want to see him. I was smiling until I felt it.

That feeling. 

It came back stronger only to no use it wasn't going to leave. I felt really horrible. I was trying not to pass out at my own wedding until we saw someone coming up. It wasn't Kurt. It wasn't Burt. 

It was Finn 

and he looked worried. 

"Kurt is in the ER!" Finn said out of breath. The guests looked so panicked and the music stopped. It was then it hit me. 

That feeling. 

"He relapsed!" He told all of us. He was sweating and crying. Puck helped Finn balance and Mike was fanning him. Everyone started to whisper and freaked out not knowing what to do. I still was frozen at the front. 

Kurt could be gone. 

No I can not let this go on again without another fight! I ran out of the wedding.

I overheard my dad say to everyone let's go to the Hummel's house and start the party. I ran into my car and tried to started it. 

It started to stutter. 

Shit. 

I ditched the car and ran. 

I ran like there was no tomorrow. 

I ran like death was chasing me. 

I ran all the way to the ER. 

Once I made it I went up to the desk. "Where is he!?" I screamed. "Where is who sir?!" The woman tried to calm me town. "My hus... fiancè, Kurt Hummel!" I told her.  I got impatient." Tell me where he is! I am not going to lose him this time over again!" I was angry; I wasn't upset at her but at the whole universe.

She told me the room and I told her sorry as I ran down the long hall. It seemed longer then it was as I continue to ran to him. I reached his room and stopped. 

I was getting ready for the worst. 

I opened the door and my heart sank. He was awake but his arms were all bandaged. 

I stepped into his room and ran to him."Kurt honey look at me." He started to sob, My heart just kept breaking. 

"I am so sorry Blaine! I fucked up our wedding! I am so selfish! Everything was so much! I c-couldn't t-t-t-alk to you! I grabbed sharpest thing in my bed room and.." I had to cut him off. My heart hurt worse than last time. 

"Sh, Kurt honey it's okay. You didn't ruin the wedding." I tried to calm him down. I took his hand and kissed it. I took my other hand and cupped his cheek. I looked into his eyes. 

I only saw hurt. 

I kissed him to send a message to him. Once I broke our foreheads were touching and our lips were inches apart. Kurt sighed. "Well there goes are magical day. I fucked it up. I am sorry Blaine." He spoke to me. I looked at him in his eyes again."I love you Kurt Hummel. More than anything else. Kurt Elizabeth Hummel you are the 8th wonder of the world. I don't care where we are I just want to marry you." I said to him. 

Just as Kurt was going to speak we heard a knock. It was all of our friends, looking scared and worried. "Kurt is fine." I ressuered them. It was like they all timed their sighs of relief. "I am sorry everyone for scaring you all." Kurt told them in sadness. I held his hand tighter then I have. I was scared if I let go Kurt would be gone. 

"Blaine, I want to marry you but I don't think I can do it in front of everyone. Just not like this." He said to me hinting about his arms. At that moment I had an idea. "Maybe we don't have to." smiled at Kurt. 'I will be right back my lovely. Please get some rest." I kissed him. I left the room and told everyone to come with me. 

I had a plan to save this wedding.

                                                                   But I love you (I love you)

This plan will make Kurt smile even more than I have ever seen. 

Well that's what I hoped.

                                                 Until the end of time(until the end of time)

"Kurt, can you come with me?" I asked him while holding out my hand.

I helped him out of his bed and interlocked our hands together. We both walked out the door. We turn into the chapel and Kurt's eyes widen at the sight to come. 

Everyone on in glee was on each side of the aisle and Mr. Shue was the officator.. 

"Blaine, you did all of this? Just for me?" He said looking at me. I kissed him and nodded. Kurt was speechless. He kept looking back and forth in tears. 

"Let's get married." He says to me. 

I smiled at him. 

"Let's get married." I told him back. 

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

I was at the other end of the path as the glee club started to hum Come What May as Kurt started going down. He lit up more then the lights in this damn hospital. When Kurt got to me he took my hands in his and smiled even bigger. 

"Ladies and gentlemen. We are gathered here today to celebrate Kurt Hummel and Blaine Anderson." Mr. Shue said. 

Everyone was standing together. The sun was starting to set through the windows and it just brought that glow to him that made me love him even more. "Please id there is anyone to object to this wedding please say now or forever hold your peace." I looked around not a single dry eye in the place. Not even Kurt and I's. 

"Now the couple will exchange vows." Mr. Shue said to us. I urged Kurt to go first. 

"Blaine I have never met any one more caring then you have done with me. No one has ever done anything like what you have done. You have stuck by me though my lowest points in my life and out of all the chances you could have left me; you didn't. You fought for me. Blaine you are like my angel. 3 years ago if someone told me I would have found my soulmate in high school, I would have laughed in their face. You are the best thing in my life Thank you and I love you. I can't wait to have a future with you." Kurt tripped up at the end but I was the one who was left speechless. 

"Kurt. As much as I can't speak right now is how you take my breath away. I love you Kurt. A year ago I thought I was going to lose you. That my one true love would've been gone. I didn't and still don't know how I was going to live if you were gone. I was in luck that you are still here. I am so blessed to have someone in my life that can help me stay grounded. You have soothed me when I was panicking, frustrated, or upset you are there to help and Kurt," I kissed his hands. "You are my angel from heaven. I will love you forever. I can't wait to make new memories with you. Kurt Elizabeth Hummel I will never leave you. Baby you are not alone." I said to him. 

We turn to see Tina sobbing with Sam. Burt crying with my mom and dad. Finn trying to hold it all in. "Rings please." Finn fumbled with the rings and handed it to Mr.Shue. 

"Blaine Devon Anderson. Do you promise to care for, protect and love until death do you part?" 

I smiled. "I do." 

Kurt Elizabeth Hummel. Do you take..." Kurt cut him off. 

"I do. I will always do." He smiled followed by a waterlogged chuckle. 

We grabbed the ring and looked into each others eyes. "With this ring I'd be wed." I slide the ring on my finger. As Kurt did the same. 

"And by the power invested in everyone here. I pronounced you as husband and husband, you may kiss." Mr.Shue told us. 

We did not miss a beat and kissed. 

The world felt like it was only us. 

Everyone was cheering for us. 

Oh, come what may, come what may

I will love you, Oh I will love youSuddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Kurt was released from the ER shortly after and we headed back to his house. 

We were together hand and hand. 

I squeezed Kurt's to make sure he was okay. All he did was snuggle into me and hid his face away. 

 When we reached to the house. I quickly got out and helped him out of the car. We forze at the front door. I stepped in but Kurt was still there. 

Frozen and scared. 

"Honey are you okay?" 

"No Blaine people know about me. They will keep asking questions over and over again. 'Why did you do it? Who made you? Why aren't you happy on your wedding day?' I kissed him to stop rumbling. 

"I can't handle that Blaine." He sighed. 

"Kurt if any one does that to you come to me I will handle them. I will be right by your side. I will never leave it." I told him and took his hand. 

He sighed and walked in. 

The party was huge and everyone who was invited was their. The party went as planned. We had our first dance together. We cut the cake together, Kurt smashed it in my face instead of feeding it to me. Everyone said their speeches to us witch still no dry eyes left in sight. Everyone in glee sang a song as so I did to Kurt that I did write myself and we just ended the night will dancing, kissing, and laughing. As we ended the night with us singing our song. Come What May. 

The night was perfect. 

Correction he was perfect. 

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Soon the night came to an end and him and I thanked everyone for coming. We both headed upstairs to his bedroom. I took off my jacket and pants and jumped into bed. Kurt laid his out on the chair and joined me. I warped my arms around him and kissed his shoulder and cheek. "I can't believe we are married." Kurt said looking at his ring. 

"Believe it honey. You are mine forever." I joked. "I am so happy it was to you, I love you. "Kurt said looking at me. "I love you too." I responded. He snuggled up to me and we just talked about how our future was going to be until Kurt fell asleep. Right before I did I kissed him and held him tighter. 

"I will love you until my dying day. That is a promise." I told him as I drift off to sleep. 

Ready to start our future.

Together. 

A/N: THE END! CONGRATS YOU HAVE READ 4 THOUSAND WORDS. I AM DEEPLY SORRY IT'S SO LONG I WANTED THE ENDING TO BE SPECIAL. SOMETHING TO FINALLY MAKE THE SERIES HAVE THAT BIG FINNISH ANYWAY. THIS TOOK MY 3 DAYS TO WRITE IT SO PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF IT. ALSO THANK YOU FOR READING THIS.I WANTED TO SHOW THAT EVEN IF YOU ARE IN OR DONE WITH RECOVERY. IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU BETTER. RECOVERY IS A LONG BUMBY UNPAVED ROAD. SOMETIMES YOU WILL HAVE SOME POT HOLES BUT IT'S HOW YOU OVER COME THEM AFTER YOU GO OVER THEM. 

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