CHAECHIII 💕:

YOU:
wtf wTF WTFFF

YOU:
CHAEJIN IM CRYING

YOU:
NOT LITERALLY BUT I WANNA

CHAECHIII 💕:
BITCH DO NOT

YOU:
BITCH I'M GONNA

CHAECHIII 💕:
BITCH YOU WON'T

YOU:
BITCH I GOTTA

YOU:
ohhhhhhhhh it HURTS

YOU:
is this how it felt every time i shot him down?

YOU:
FUCK

CHAECHIII 💕:
look just relax it's okay

YOU:
it isn't okay!!!!

YOU:
i thought you said i was his valentine for white day!!!!

CHAECHIII 💕:
i didn't know there was another girl!!

CHAECHIII 💕:
i was only going by hoseok's screenshots!! and he says he really didn't know about another girl either!!!

CHAECHIII 💕:
he onLY SENT ME A PART OF THEIR MESSAGES

YOU:
OH THE PAINNN

YOU:
i bought a pair of yeezy's for him and everything bro

YOU:
i had to hustle the shit outta my plug to get these yeezy's half price man

YOU:
you know how bad he wanted the yeezy's, i even got them in beige for him. BEIGE.

YOU:
aND I WAS ABOUT TO EMBARASS MYSELF ON INSTAGRAM TOO

YOU:
I HAD ONE OF THOSE DEEP ASS CAPTIONS AND A PICTURE OF US READY TO SLIDE INTO HIS DMS AND EVERYTHING

YOU:
I ALMOST POURED MY HEART OUT TO HIM

YOU:
BECAUSE YANNO I DIDN'T WANT IT TO BE UNFAIR

YOU:
I WANTED HIM TO GET THE GIFT HE MISSED FROM ME ON VALENTINES DAY, TO MAKE UP FOR IT AND SHIT

CHAECHIII 💕:
he at least gave you a card right?

YOU:
but he gave one to you and hoseok and even jungkook too

YOU:
no offense, but i don't feel very special about that

CHAECHIII 💕:
it's okay i get it

CHAECHIII 💕:
idk why i even brought that up tbh

YOU:
he has a girlfrieND

YOU:
what a lucky girl

YOU:
WHY DIDN'T I TELL HIM EARLIER GOD DAMN IT

YOU:
WHY DIDN'T I TELL HIM I LIKED HIM

YOU:
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

YOU:
oh boy here come the tears

YOU:
only pussy ass bitches cry

YOU:
well

YOU:
i guess i'm officially a pussy ass bitch

CHAECHIII 💕:
well you're still my pussy ass bitch

YOU:
okAY, but i wanna be taehyung's pussy ass bitch :(

CHAECHIII 💕:
listen bitch i get ur sad and all

CHAECHIII 💕:
but i'll still check you so don't start moving funny

YOU:
i know i know

YOU:
fuck my life tho man

[2] NEW MESSAGES!

HOBI BOBI:

HOBI BOBI:
i'm sorry my dear herb i did not kno!!!

HOBI BOBI:
i reALLY AM SORRY IM SO SORRY IM VERY LOSER

YOU:
it's okay

YOU:
it's more my fault than yours

HOBI BOBI:
OKAY I KNOW YOU JUST SAID YOU FORGAVE ME BUT PLEASE FORGIVE ME

YOU:
hoseok it's okay lmao this one is on me

YOU:
if i told him how i felt at the beginning he would have been giving me those gifts.

YOU:
holding my hand, kissing my forehead, giving me those nice big hugs where he puts his arms all around you like a big teddy bear and u can smell his cologne and shit and,,

YOU:
YO FUCK MY LIFE SON

HOBI BOBI:
damn ur really hurt

HOBI BOBI:
i fucked up so bad i'm sorry

YOU:
NO ITS NOT THAT ITS JUST

YOU:
I'M WALKING TO THE BUS STOP AND I KNOW HE USUALLY COMES TO THIS BUS STOP BUT HE BROUGHT THE GIRL AND I CAN SEE HER

YOU:
she looks so pretty...

YOU:
and evil???

YOU:
definitely gorgeous tho

YOU:
wow hobi how much stuff did you help him get??

YOU:
lol i know you love me and all but like isn't this a bit much

HOBI BOBI:
areum how u gon be sad and still act up

YOU:
bitch i'm sad but it's still fuckin lit lmao

YOU:
no but srsly she has so much

YOU:
balloons, flowers, something from victoria's secret, and a bracelet or something idk i can't really see it from here i'm kinda a ways away from the bus stop

HOBI BOBI:
WTF I THOUGHT THAT STUFF WAS ALL FOR YOU

HOBI BOBI:
THAT SLIMY SNAKE

HOBI BOBI:
wait "a ways away" yikes ew who even says that anymore

YOU:
me tf

YOU:
maaaan fuck boys

YOU:
but also fucc boys yanno?

HOBI BOBI:
lmfao

YOU:
why r boys so hottttt wtf

HOBI BOBI:
i like girls so idkkkkk but thanks for the complimenttttt

YOU:
i made a simple statement and yet here u are defending your hypermasculinity again

HOBI BOBI:
what did i even do

YOU:
everything, hoseok

YOU:
every fuckin thing 😂

my phone continued to vibrate wildly in my hand, sign that i had set off hoseok, but i quickly became irritated and pocketed the device instead. holding onto the straps of my backpack with one hand and my umbrella in the next, i slowly approached my bus stop.

my heart was pounding, but my feet wouldn't slow. the soft pitter patter of rain on the tips my school shoes and socks was usually annoying, but for now, i disregarded the feelings. all i could focus on was kim taehyung and his very lucky girl.

he held their umbrella, and stood by as she opened her gifts one by one. it was a bit obnoxious really, the way her smile had put an even bigger one on his face.

except they looked so happy, that i wondered if it was better to be angry at him or smile along from afar.

her hair was dyed the same shade of auburn as mine, but longer and curled. her two big eyes were somewhat wide set, but with her perfectly pink small mouth and peachy complexion, they made her even prettier.

but even though her bottom row of teeth were straight, she was still not prettier than me.

nice try though hunty.

i pouted, looking at my school shoes in the rain. i wanted to look at my gifts some more, see what was so special about this girl, and even cry a little bit. the more i looked, the worse it hurt.

i only realized how long i had been in that spot, sulking and draking, when the bus arrived. the bright, white light of the vehicle illuminated all the awaiting passengers at the stop, while i fumbled to get my transit card ready for use.

and when i looked up, the girl -- his girl -- was wagging a finger in his face. he laughed at her.

i didn't know what for, but i was stunned nonetheless.

yet i tried to mind my own business at first.

squeezing past taehyung and his girl was much easier than expected. however, this was only because he was so preoccupied with her yelling and had no time to find my eyes in the small crowd.

he looked lost then, now that i thought about it. gloomier than the storm clouds or the grey skies, lonelier than the sound of rain itself while he stood there, taking the brunt of her words.

she was causing a scene. but it was not any of my business, and i boarded the bus.

behind me, i heard her voice raise again. i flinched without looking. she yelled about how she wanted whatever she got in silver, not gold, how it was so easy not to mess up, and how he still did anyway.

but that's taehyung. he messes up. he fails most of his physics tests and kang hates him, but he tries. quite possibly more than any other person i've known before.

these were the words i wanted to say, but it was not my business. so i took my seat on the bus, closed my umbrella, and put my headphones in. and through the worn glass window, i could see his eyes looking straight into mine. he looked like he had something to say to me, but her yelling pulled him away from me again.

so i went home.