Seventy-Five
A/N: So this is the last proper chapter of Kiwi guys and then the epilogue. I'm kinda nervous.
Harry
"Okay, do we have everything?" I asked. Honestly, you'd think Jess had been here for a week with the amount of stuff we had. Three balloons, Jessi's hospital bag and another bag with god knows what in it.
"I think so, does Daddy have everything, Robin?" Jess grinned down at our baby girl. It really was a genius idea of mine to bring the pushchair frame up so we could clip the car seat into it, otherwise we, well I would have been making two trips. "Robin doesn't care one little bit because she's fast asleep and Mummy doesn't care as long as we have Robin." She tapped her nose gently.
"She looks so peaceful." I joined Jess in admiring our little masterpiece. "And she looks so pretty." She looked adorable in her little Gucci outfit. A grey romper suit with the green and red stripe down the middle with a matching hat. She also had on a pink and gold cardigan and was wrapped up in a fluffy blanket because it was pretty chilly outside.
"Hmm... promise me, no more Gucci until she's old enough to wear it for more than five minutes?" Jess quirked her eyebrow at me as we made our way down the corridor towards the exit.
"Fine." I pouted. "But you'll have to tell Alessandro too." I smirked.
"Don't think I won't." She smirked back at me.
"I love you." I kissed her forehead, and she chuckled softly.
"And don't think that's going to work on me either." She wagged her finger at me so I bit the tip of it between my teeth.
"You're such an idiot." She chuckled as she rested her head against my arm.
"But you love me." I grinned.
"Yes." Jess sighed happily, her eyes still fixed on Robin. I definitely had competition for her attention but I didn't mind, watching them together made my heart happier than I ever thought possible.
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Jessi
"Harry?" I called out into the upstairs hallway, he'd gone to change Robin's nappy about half an hour ago and so far he hadn't come back. There was no noise coming from the Nursery and my feet made no noise on the soft-carpeted floor. I twisted the handle to the baby's room but found it empty so I walked towards our bedroom, the door slightly ajar. I pushed the door open and walked inside, a smile creeping across my face as I realised where my loves had gotten to. Harry was lying shirtless in the middle of our bed, Robin curled in a little ball on his chest, completely naked except for her nappy, which her genius of a Daddy had put on backwards. They both looked so content, Harry's left arm strewn across the bed, his right arm bent so his hand cradled our daughter gently. I knew I should get back to our guests, but I just stood there and gazed at them in wonder. I pulled out my phone and snapped a picture of the two most important people to me, I'd never felt such a delightful sense of accomplishment before and I knew nothing else I could do in my life would ever feel quite this wonderful.
"Jessi, do you have anymore napkins?" Lori's voice yelled from downstairs so I backed out of the room and gently closed the door, leaving Daddy and Daughter to their power nap. "Hey, I thought you were going to get my God Daughter?" She huffed as I reached the bottom of the stairs minus the star of the party.
"Sorry, Lor but she's napping with Daddy and I didn't have the heart to separate them." I grinned as I showed her the picture.
"Aww. That's adorable. Wait! Has he - is her diaper on backwards?" Lori chuckled, and I joined in as we walked to find the extra packs of napkins I'd bought. "So how are you? I mean you just had a baby, Jess. I still can't get my head around it."
"I'm good. My body feels a little beat up, a bit bruised and tiredness just kinda creeps up on me but apart from that I feel amazing Lori. She's wonderful, a tiny little miracle, she has completely charmed both me and Harry, I often catch us staring at her in total fascination." I gushed.
"Oh no. You're not going to become one of those women who only talks about their baby!" She joked, and I smiled.
"Maybe but hopefully you'll be joining me soon, right?" I whispered so nobody else would hear. Her and Niall had been trying to get pregnant for a few months now.
"Shh..." She whacked my arm. "But yeah, fingers crossed." She whispered as I rubbed over my arm.
"You find them?" Danny's voice shattered the quiet of the kitchen.
"Yeah. They're sleeping." I smiled and Lori went to deliver the napkins to wherever they were needed.
"I'm not surprised. I don't think Rockstar got a wink of sleep last night. Heard him pass my room at least four times and he was fussing in the Nursery until about 2am." Danny explained and I suddenly felt guilty, Robin and I were sound asleep then and she'd only woken me twice during the night to feed. My thoughts had been so consumed with the baby I hadn't really thought how Harry was doing without us and with everyone being here I'd barely seen him all day. I suddenly realised I missed him. "Look at you, my beautiful girl." I turned my head to find Danny grinning at me. "You're amazing. I'm so proud of you." His eyes were tearing up as he pulled me into a hug.
"You sound like Harry. Thousands of women give birth every day, it's not that extraordinary." I smiled as I hugged him back.
"Hey, just because half the population is capable doesn't make it any less wonderful. Your Mum would be so proud of you too, she used to tell me you were the best thing she ever achieved in her life..." His voice trailed off as we both started sobbing. I knew what she meant, I felt exactly the same every time I looked at Robin, happy, proud, so completely in love and above all an overwhelming sense of responsibility. That soft, pink, tiny little bundle of love was ours, mine and Harry's and I knew we'd do everything in our power to protect her, teach her to be kind and understanding and give her all the tools she needed to flourish into whatever her little heart desired.
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"You okay, sweetheart?" Anne asked as she sat down beside me on the sofa.
"Mhmm... just tired. And missing my loves. I thought they'd be awake by now. Robin should be getting hungry." I replied.
"Oh, don't worry, she'll let you know when she's hungry. I'll start trying to gently nudgepeople home. Are you okay to have Jeffrey and Glenne? Niall, Lori, Mitch and Sarah are staying at mine. Gem and Michal are heading back to London tonight. Juliet said her and Des would pop in later tonight." Anne explained.
"Oh, what about Danny? Maybe Jeffrey and Glenne could find a hotel?" I seized my opportunity to switch out my guests. Glenne still seemed a little off with me, maybe I was just imagining it? Anne's grin stopped my train of thought. She leaned in and cupped her hands over my ears, "Danny is staying at Pam's tonight." She pulled back and my eyes scanned the room for the gentle giant. I smiled once I'd found him, sitting with Pam, a bright smile on his face as he listened to what she was saying as if it was the most important thing he'd ever hear.
"How did I miss this?" I smiled as I glanced back to Anne.
"You've been kinda busy plus I shouldn't have told you. He wants to introduce you guys."
"But I already know Pam, she's great." I chuckled. "Also, don't worry I won't tell him you told."
"Aw, just let him be, it's sweet." She grinned.
"Baby! Our daughter is trying to eat me!" Harry's panicked voice yelled across the room. I turned to find him rushing towards me as if the room was on fire. "Ow! See?" He yelped as Robin tried to latch onto his nipple. Anne and most of the room had erupted into laughter and I couldn't help but giggle.
"Hey Sweetpea, I told you Daddy has no food, only Mummy." Harry was pouting at me while Robin began to fuss in his arms as he tried to pacify her with his finger. I held out my arms for her just as she began crying. "Which way do you want her?" Harry asked as his gaze moved to my wrist, the pink hair elastic on my left wrist, giving him his answer. I unhooked my maternity bra and pulled down the vest top I had underneath my loose black t-shirt as he placed her carefully in my arms. She was still wailing the place down as I lifted my t-shirt, she was impatient and wouldn't latch on properly and I could feel my anxiety building. By the third time she let go I was ready to give up completely and get one of the bottles I'd expressed earlier, for emergencies. "Shh..." Harry cooed, stroking Robin's head. "Baby relax, you got this." He softly kissed my temple, and I took a few deep breaths and released a sigh of relief as she latched on properly this time.
"Thank you." I sighed as I leaned my head against his shoulder. It was then I remembered that we weren't actually alone, my cheeks burning up as I saw everyone's eyes trained on us. "Uhm... maybe I should do this in the other room?" I spoke quietly.
"Don't you dare move." Harry exclaimed before he stood up and began shooing people out of the room. He's such an idiot but I love him.
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"I missed you." Harry whispered as he crept up behind me, his arms wrapping around my middle as his chin rested on my shoulder.
"Missed you too. Feel like I've barely seen you all day." I smiled as I looked down at Robin fast asleep in her cradle.
"She has your little button nose, it's adorable." His voice tickled my ear.
"Hmm... maybe." I mused as I looked at her nose. "But she looks so much like you, it's ridiculous but I love it."
"I love you." He kissed my cheek softly.
"I love you too. Now let's get to bed before she decides she's hungry again." I hummed happily as we both climbed into bed. "Really did miss you." I sighed as I lay my head down on his chest, my fingers, drawing patterns over his butterfly tattoo while his fingers drummed softly on my hips. It didn't take long for both of us to drift off into a peaceful sleep.
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Harry
"Let's go for a walk along the river?" I grinned at Jessi as she buttoned up Robi's vest and pulled up her cute little pink leggings. I re-read the slogan on her white t-shirt again and it made me chuckle, Treat Daddy with Kindness. Jess had got it printed after the Milan show where a few of the fans had gotten a little too eager, one almost slapping me in the face and another's hand had to be removed from my pink sparkly Gucci suit by security.
"Is that safe?" She asked as I held out my arms for my little girl.
"I'll have Mark scope it out. It's really nice out, please?" I begged, I'd been cooped up for far too long, we flew straight from the O2 to our Hotel last night and then came straight to the venue this morning for the sound check. I needed some air and the Glasgow venue was literally on the river so we wouldn't have to stray far.
"If Mark says it's okay then yeah, that would be nice. I think Robin could do with some fresh air. Plus, I could take some pictures since it'll be the last time we see you for a while." The sadness in her voice made my heart hurt. I honestly don't think I was ready to spend one day without them nevermind two months but it had to be done, shows needed to be performed and I wasn't prepared to subject my 10 week old daughter to a 17 hour flight.
"You have no idea how much I'm gonna miss you." I whispered as I pressed my lips to hers.
"I think I might." She giggled as her lips moved against mine. Her fingers moved to tangle in the curls at the back of my neck as she attempted to pull me closer. I opened my mouth to her, and she didn't hesitate to slide her tongue inside, mine quickly trying to catch up. I chased her back, her head sinking into the soft cushion of the leather sofa and she let out a moan that had my dick straining against my pants so I pulled away from her. My eyes caught the little jade green ones staring up at me and I felt myself blush. "Okay, so you go speak to Mark and I'll get little Miss Hungry-pants ready and into her pushchair, yeah?" I softly kissed her lips before kissing Robin's forehead and handing her to Jess. I grabbed my hoodie from the chair and made sure the ring box was still in the pocket. I was determined to ask Jess that four letter question before I had to leave them. So much of our life had been consumed by the baby lately that I just wanted to remind Jess, to show her that I was committed to her too.
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"It's so nice out, today. Not too hot and not too cold." Jessi grinned as she snapped a bunch of pictures. "You look so handsome when you hold her, gives me butterflies." I knew I'd been hogging Robi all day, but I wanted to memorize everything about our little snuggles. That sweet baby smell that she had, the way her chubby little cheeks squished against me, the weight of her against my chest and the way she slept with her mouth slightly open just like her Mummy. And boy was I going to miss her Mummy. It was like I loved her on a whole other level now that we shared this little person. And the fact that Jess was giving me all the time I wanted with Robi even although I knew she was dying for hugs too made my heart so happy it could burst. I patted Robi's back and she let out a happy little squeal. "Well, that was new!" Jess giggled.
"I think she's excited. Are you excited, Sweetpea?" I grinned at her and she let out another little squeal. "Baby, can you give the camera to Mark so I can get a picture of the three of us?" He was walking a little bit behind us with the pushchair and there was another security guard walking a little bit in front of us. "And then it's my turn with the camera, I need some pictures of my girls."
We were almost back at the venue when my hand slid inside my pocket and grasped the ring box, this was the perfect moment, it reminded me so much of our first date at Hudson River Park and that had been where I originally planned to propose. "Jess?" I smiled as she hummed in response, slowly tearing her eyes away from a sleepy Robin. I slowly began to pull my hand out of my pocket when I heard an ear-piercing scream. Shit! I saw Mark glance at me as the three girls came running towards us. I quickly looked at Jess who nodded as she tucked Robin into her stroller and pulled up the hood so nobody could see inside. I nodded for Mark to let them pass and left the ring slowly burning a hole in my pocket once more.
"Uhm... Hi! We're coming to see you later." The girl in the middle spoke.
"Really? I think you're a little early?" I smiled and all three of them giggled.
"We all came down from Aberdeen, figured we could spend the day here." The smallest girl added. "Is that Robin? Can we see her?"
"Sorry, she's sleeping." I replied.
"We'll share a picture of her soon, I promise." Jess smiled. She'd taken lots of pictures of her a few weeks ago and we had planned to post one but hadn't gotten round to it yet. "Do you want me to take a picture of you guys?"
"Can we have one with just Harry and then one with both of you?" The last of them spoke up, and they all nodded. Jess smiled as she took the phone and snapped a few pictures. I grinned happily when they maneuvered her into the middle of the group, although she didn't particularly like this sort of attention, it did make her happy when they included her and made her feel like they accepted her as my love.
"Come on guys, we should get a move on." Mark interrupted as the girls bundled us into a hug. We said goodbye and quickly followed behind Mark. I hoped there were no other fans about otherwise we could end up in a sticky situation as we'd be completely cut off here.
Thankfully, there were no other fans, and we made it back inside without incident. As I glanced down at Robin, I was reminded of her t-shirt and I had an idea for how to propose to Jess but I'd need some help.
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Jessi
"Harry? Can I look now?" I huffed, he'd had me standing here with my eyes closed and my hands covering them for what felt like an eternity. I could hear him skulking around.
"No, just two more minutes." I could hear the smirk in his voice which made me roll my eyes even although he couldn't see me. "Okay now you can open them."
"Fuck me!" I exclaimed as my eyes roamed all the way from his head to his Gucci loafer clad toes. My eyes blinked rapidly as I tried to process what I saw.
"So, it's okay then?" He smirked as he closed the distance between us, his pointer finger pulling on my chin to close my mouth which I hadn't even noticed was hanging open. "I mean, you don't think they'll be offended since I'm not Scottish?"
"I honestly don't think they'll give a flying fuck when you look like this." I grinned as I walked around him, the view from the back did absolutely nothing to calm the fire burning in my pants. "Why do you look so hot in a Kilt?"
"Harold! Picture time!" Mitch yelled as he poked his head in the Dressing Room door before quickly retreating again.
"And where do you think you're going?" I grabbed Harry's arm as he headed towards the door.
"Gotta work, Baby." He smirked and continued walking.
"But - Styles!" I pouted, crossing my arms over my chest. My hard and over sensitive nipples rubbed against my t-shirt and I let out a whimper. Fuck - I needed him! He poked his tongue out at me and sauntered out the room like a catwalk model. Robin began to fuss as she woke from her nap and I walked over to the pushchair and scooped her up. "Your Daddy is a little fucker, do you know that?" I asked, and she looked up at me with a massive toothless grin as if to say 'yeah I know, Mummy'.
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I shuffled Robin in my arms as Harry spoke to some fans, he found a group that were here from Texas, by the sound of things they were here specifically to see his show. The audience erupted in a massive boo as they said they weren't enjoying Scotland. Not a wise move in a room filled with people from that country. "We love it here, don't we Robin?" I smiled down at her even although she had no idea what I was saying since she had her baby ear defenders on, she smiled at me none the less. Harry quietened the crowd down as he continued to speak to the girls. And I scrunched up my nose as Robin made a not so lovely present in her nappy.
"I'll get it." Glenne smiled and held out her arms towards me. My face must have betrayed my thoughts as she continued to speak, "I have a bunch of nephews I know what I'm doing. You should stay, enjoy the show."
I handed Robin over and wondered why she was being so nice to me. She suddenly pulled me into a hug and I gasped, it wasn't one of Glenne's normal hugs, the kind that was warm enough not to be impolite but still there was no real emotion behind it. This hug was warm and friendly and I couldn't help but wonder what had changed. "I'm sorry I've been a little off with you. I just - Harry's like a brother to me and I don't want to see him get hurt again." She yelled in my ear over the noise of the music and the crowd. "I'm not planning on going anywhere. I love him." I smiled as I glanced toward the stage, I swear he was doing everything he could to tease me tonight.
"I get that now." She yelled back as she hugged tighter before disappearing with Robin. I stood there stunned for a second before Jeffrey grabbed my elbow.
"You coming?" He asked before pulling me along the gauntlet towards the B-Stage. Some fans yelled my name, but I never stopped, it scared me too much. I just smiled politely and hoped they didn't hate me. It was always the most nerve-wracking part of Harry's show, the fans weren't always thinking clearly in the excitement of the moment and sometimes they'd get a little too close for comfort or sometimes they'd pinch him to try to get his attention and I didn't enjoy that.
Jeffrey danced with me to Sweet Creature and then he started yelling instructions towards Rob when Harry's microphone stopped working when he tried to sing If I Could Fly. I couldn't help but chuckle as Jeffrey had about as much of a clue how to fix it as I did. They finally switched out the microphone, and I felt myself get all emotional when he finally began to sing. This was still my most favourite song of his and nine times out of ten it still made me cry. I loved watching him sing it on stage, just him and his guitar and it made my heart happy when the crowd did the backing vocal parts. As he reached the end, I grabbed Jeffrey, and we hurried back along the gauntlet to wait by the stairs to the main stage because one of my favourite little traditions was waiting there for him and he'd give me a kiss before getting back on stage and tonight I intended to make that kiss count, he'd be sorry for being such a giant tease.
I watched him walk back towards us, touching and interacting with as many fans as he possibly could. and when he reached me I grabbed onto his jacket and pulled him towards me, crashing my lips to his. I pulled his bottom lip between mine and nipped it with his teeth before he pulled away from me with a massive smirk on his face.
The rest of the show continued in a similar fashion, Harry being a giant fucking tease. At one point he twirled right above my head, giving me a perfect view of his black Calvin's and from the screaming I heard I guessed he gave the fans in the first few rows a nice glimpse too. I flipped him off for that one which made him chuckle.
As soon as Kiwi finished, and I saw him run off the stage I quickly made my way backstage. "Hand over the baby!" Sarah grinned as she stepped in front of me.
"Huh?" I pouted as I waited for her to get out of my way.
"Me and Uncle Mitch will take care of Robi, we've all seen the way you've been undressing Harry with your eyes. Hand her over!" Sarah chuckled. I did as she asked and I spotted Mitch coming out of Harry's Dressing Room with Robin's pushchair and changing bag. "Now go! Have fun!" She winked and nudged me along the hallway.
"I LOVE YOU!" I yelled after her as Mitch quickly stole Robin from her and left Sarah to push the pushchair. I opened the door and closed it behind me, turning the lock so nobody would disturb us. I grinned at Harry stood in the middle of the room his hands hidden behind his back. I leaned against the door as I thought about where I wanted to start. "You better not still have those pants on?" He smirked as he pulled one of his hands out from behind his back, the black Calvin's dangling from his finger. I walked towards him and then made my way behind him, I unbuckled the clasp which held his Sporran on and we both laughed as it fell to the floor, another orange rolling across the room. I made my way back to his front and slid off his jacket and undid his waistcoat and pushed that off his shoulders too. His hands reached for the buttons on my dress but I stepped back from him so he couldn't reach. I kneeled down on the floor in front of him and slowly pulled his right sock down his leg and pulled it off along with his loafer. I did the same to his other leg, and I giggled when he almost lost his balance and fell over. I looked up at him as he looked down at me and I reached for my camera that lay abandoned on the sofa from earlier.
"Baby, I really don't have the patience for that tonight." Harry groaned as my fingers locked around it.
"Please? Just one picture." I begged.
"Fine, just one." He hissed as I lay down flat on the floor.
"Shuffle closer." I grinned as he quirked his eyebrow at me and walked up my body. "Okay, stop!" I smiled as the tips of his feet were level with my shoulders. I looked through my lense as he looked down at me, his curls falling forward and the tent he was making in his kilt was very obvious. "Unbutton your shirt."
"Baby, please?" He groaned. "I need you." But his fingers unbuttoned his shirt, anyway. I snapped my picture once he threw his shirt across the room. I sat my camera down and wrapped my hands around his ankles, pulling him so he was standing over my head, I slid my hands up his calfs and he let out a groan as I tickled behind his knees.
"Fuck, Harry. I really wanna taste you but I need you, like right now!" I whined as I looked up at him.
"C'mere, Baby." He growled, his hands grabbing mine as he pulled me up off the floor. "I love you. Gonna show you just how much."
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"Baby, hurry! I really need your help with Robin!" Harry yelled. And my heart jumped into my throat as I rushed towards the bedroom where Harry was supposed to be getting our daughter dressed. I swung open the door and dived inside to find Robin lying on the bed looking perfectly happy. I walked closer to scoop her up, and I froze as I spotted her t-shirt. It was pink, and the writing said "Will you marry my daddy?" I turned to look for Harry who was down on one knee, holding out a ring box with the prettiest ring inside.
"Please? It would make Robin super happy." As if on cue she let out a little gurgle. "See? We want you to be a Styles just like us. Please, just say you'll think about it?" He pleaded as I walked towards him.
"Harry, I can't believe you used our daughter like this!"
"Jess?" He whined.
"It was absolutely adorable." I grinned and Harry flashed his dimply smile as he glanced up at me. "I would love to marry Robin's Daddy, I don't think anything would make me happier. So please can you get off the floor and kiss me?"
"My pleasure, Future Mrs Styles." He grinned as he stood up. "First though..." He trailed off as he reached for my left hand. I couldn't stop smiling as he slid the ring onto my finger. The rest of our lives together began right now and I couldn't wait.
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