The Beginning and End of a Bad Habit

     I cringed as I heard the thunder. I was so scared. I remembered what Lula told me about the knife. I had heard of people doing it and knew how to, I just never really thought of doing it. I took the knife out of my bag and mad two small cuts on my wrist over my bathroom sink. As I watched the blood drain I felt the fear drain with it. I breathed out as I bandaged the wounds I had just created. I waited for the bleeding to stop. Once it did, I got a jacket and pulled it on. The storm was loud, but I wasn't scared, just tired. I fell asleep in a happy bliss.

     "Good morning guys!" I cheerily screamed as I approached the host club. I had cut this morning and as still slightly off. Their eyes got wide as  I enveloped Tamaki in a choking hug. "What's wrong with you Kiyo-Chan? You seem different." Mitskuni said as he eyed me. I threw my hands up "Nothing! I feel great!" I noticed Kyoya glare at me. I hadn't realized my sleeves had slipped a little. Nobody but him had noticed, so I just kept smiling. "I have somewhere to be though, but I just wanted to come say hi!" I bounded off to the tree beside the lake and knocked. Lula suddenly appeared and dragged me inside. "Good to see you again Kiyoko. I hope you had a good time with my blade?" She raised an eyebrow. I showed her my wrists and she smiled. "Perfect. And how do you feel?" I smiled widely. "Better than ever! Except for being a little bit out of-" I was suddenly awoken as I felt cold water on my face. "KIYOKO!" They embraced me. "What? Where am I? Where's Lula?" I asked puzzled. Kyoya sighed. "We know you've been cutting. We had a doctor do an analysis on you and they said you got so scared you must have imagined somebody, because you were mumbling the name 'Lula' in your sleep. We checked, there has never been a Lula anywhere near here. You need to start talking to us about these things instead of taking it out on yourself. We've already talked to the twins about scaring you. Please promise us you won't do it again." He looked so worried. I sighed and began sobbing. "I thought if I hurt myself, it would make the pain go away! I tried to pretend like it did but it didn't! I just don't know what else to do! Lula was one of the only people who was nice to me when I was in middle school, so I guess I imagined her telling me to. Why? Why can't I be brave!" I collapsed into Kyoya's arms and he patted me on the back. "Shh, shh. It's ok. We're here to take care of you now. We won't let any more harm come to you. We talked to your parents, and they agreed to let you stay with me for a few days, so I can keep a close eye on you. We WILL protect you." He pulled me into a big hug and all I could do was whisper "Thank you" over and over until I fell asleep. 

Author's Note: Sorry for the short chapter, but this one was just to clarify the whole Lula situation. I hope you continue to enjoy!

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