" omg look at you! It's easy to fool you, are you scared? " jungkook laughed but you were still confused

Should I run away now?

" what scared you ? " he chuckled while walking toward you

He told me to not approach him no matter what he says, he's weird

But why I am even scared? he always likes to tease me if I run now he's gonna make fun of me for years

Your shaking hands were gripping at the hem of your hoodie, you took the decision in a second when you remembered the incident with lisa. You turned your heels and ran toward your bedroom the fastest you could. the fear reached the top when you heard his footstep following you. he was faster than you if it's not thanks to the door of his bedroom that you slammed close to obstruct his way.

Once you closed the door of your bedroom he bumped to it in a loud thud, the keys fell on the ground and you struggled to grab it again while keeping the door close.

Your heart pounding in your chest, your hands trembling you screamed in fear every time he hit the door roughly but you managed to grab the keys quickly and lock the door as fast as you could.

You sighed in relief but you jolted when a sudden loud punch met your bedroom's door.

Focus y/n and calm down it's not the time to panic and cry !

I must hide the keys

You fastened your steps toward the window. The trash can was right 2 floors down your appartment, without thinking much you threw the keys on it and rushed toward the drawer next the door, You pushed it all the way to place it in front of the door. his punches were so rough that you were scared that the door may be broken in any second.

" open the door " he yelled in a hoarse commanding voice " I'm gonna kill you "

You hugged your teddy bear and kneeled beside your bed " please help me I'm scared " you mumbled tightenning your hug on the thin toy as tears streamed down your cheeks " mizoo I'm scared I'm really scared, I can't trust him anymore, what should I do? How can I leave this room ? "

You cried till your eyes became bloody red

His hits on the door stopped after a while and suddenly the silence engulfed

You put your hands on your mouth, muting your sobs. Your fear increased by the second as you imagined him breaking inside or coming out of your closet or your windows. You imagined all the worse weird events.

Jungkook fell on the ground when he saw hani walking out of his body. Using the blood in her wrist, she wrote on the wall ' I will comeback to take her with me ' she smirked then vanished along with the blood she traced in the wall.

He leaned his back on the door hugging his knees.

She knows his feelings toward you, and she won't stop till she takes you away from him

He doesn't want to hurt you.. and the worst seeing you dying when he can't do anything

The tears rolled down his cheeks when the image of you running away from him displayed on his thoughts, your screams and your sobs.

He sobbed " I will be lonely from now on, anyone who will know this side of me will run away for his safety, what should I do? What did I do to live this kind of life " he thought while shedding more tears

By then you have stopped crying and you sat up beside the door listenning to his sobs. The only thing that was bothering you at that moment was that you couldn't console him, you were also worried if he hurt himself.

He initiated with a weak stutter " are you ok? "

You felt a surge of relief when his soft voice came back to bless your ears " yes how about you? "

" I'm not " he replied honestly and bursted in tears immediately, his fail in muting his sobs shuttered your heart and you couldn't find the appropriate words to comfort him

" what happened a while ago? " you asked

" you can go out now if you want "

" I threw the keys outside as you told me, can you bring it back for me? "

" ok wait " he wipped his tears and washed his face before walking downstairs

You pushed aside the drawer and you waited him in your window to appear on the street

He raised his head toward you, you smiled and waved for him trying to cheer him up

" I can't see it where did you threw it ?" he shout out so you can hear him

" right there " you pointed your finger to the trash can

" you didn't find anywhere better than the trash how can I find it inside with all that dirt "

You heard him whining

" hurry up, I didn't eat anything I feel like starving here " you commanded, " I bet you smell like a rotten fish now " you teased to make him smile or hear something back from him but in vain.

He found the keys and opened the door before you could ask anything he blurted out " I will take a bath " and he walked to his bedroom

You knew he was ashamed when he didn't walk out of his bedroom even after 2hours

You knocked his door and once he opened the door you grabbed his wrist and dragged him to the living room.
You leaned on the edge of the couch as you shared a long eye contact before you started " let's talk now! Stop running away just tell me everything, maybe I can help "

" I'm sorry " he mumbled looking down on his feet

" I can't understand you, I can't see why you keep appologizing. Jungkook, I think this is the second time I will ask you this question, do you have a mental disorder ? "

He glanced at you before shifting his gase again to the ground " yes I think so, I have to see a doctor again "

" again? "

He nodded " I have seen a psychologist few years ago "

" then why you keep appologizing for god's sake, that's not your fault " you grabbed his hand " every problem has a solution. Don't worry, ok? "

He nodded

" I will stay beside you till you get over this " you took a step to hug him but he stepped backward, you tried to understand his situation and not force yourself on him.

" I made fried rice let's eat it together "

When you were eating you didn't share a word, the both of you were drawn in thoughts. He couldn't find the best timing to tell you that he packed his things and that he would leave, you said 'good night' to him and walked to your bedroom.

You've never went to your bed that early but you were a coward when it comes to this kind of situation, although you had a lot to be curious about but you couldn't ask.

Jungkook wasn't done packing when he thought " that's my chance I have to tell her everything,I have to tell her the truth, I can't fight alone I need someone who can listen to me and believe me and she's the one "

He walked in a slow pace toward your room, feeling excited that he can finally get rid of the weight on his chest by sharing his struggle with someone else he trusts, someone he loves.

His heart was pounding crazily against his chest. He stood up in front of your room full of confidence to share his secret, the one which was slowly killing him day by day.

He sighed gathering his strenght before he held the door knob

The click sound that came from the door made his heart skip a beat before his hand fell beside him.

The door was locked

You've never locked it except when you fight, since you still fear ghosts

His eyes became full of tears in a second " she's scared. Maybe I should leave quietly "