I was reading a fanfiction when mom suddenly hit my arm

" ouch "

" aren't you gonna give some help I'm doing all the things here I'm not your maid " she whined while preparing lunch

" be kind mom, I'm going to USA in few weeks and you're gonna miss my presence "

" I doubt it "

" ow I can't wait to see all the handsome guys there " I mumbled but I think I was louder than what I intended

" I'm sending you to study not to get a boyfriend " she yelled

" I'm gonna do both don't worry "

" that's why I'm not sending you alone "

" what ? " I turned to look at her I thought I will be finally free

" do you remember ms. jeon "

" I do. how can I forget her when I see her in our house more than you "

" don't talk about my friend like that! "

" whatever "

" her son is going there too "

" what ? jungkook ? " I let out a loud laugh " how can he even get to college that bastard "

" don't curse "

" ok ok " I waved my hands when she was coming to hit me " but seriously he is stupid "

" he was! he got a better ranking than yours "

my jaw dropped

how ? in only one year he jumped from the bottom to the top

" but seriously mom he is a playboy he is 24/24h with girls, I will be fine alone "

" I trust him " she shrugged

" but I don't! "

" I know you're insisting to go alone and that's what you will never get "

I hit the pillow beside me and went to my bedroom

he always gets in the middles of my happiness to burn it

he's a bully. he was my classmate in the middle school he was calling me an uptight girl because I rejected him when he asked me out and I never had a boyfriend, the girls were making fun of me because of that, they were just following whatever jungkook says

I was obligated to show them that i'm an open minded so they can leave me alone, but I ended up being called the school's slut although so far I never had a boyfriend, but I acted like if I have a lot and I accepted that they will stay against me no matter what I do

that boy happened to be the son of mom's best friend

so I had to deal with him even at home which I thought was the only place where I get rest

but thankfully he didn't tell them that I'm famous as the school's slut because dad gonna kill me right after jungkook tries to open his mouth

but well I've things against him he will never want me to tell his mother about

the day

I packed my luggage and got ready
I bid my goodbyes to my parents and headed two hours earlier to the airport

when I entered the airport I looked right and left looking for jungkook
I was planning to hide and never meet him

he's gonna threaten me with telling mom whatever I do

speaking of the devil someone touched my shoulder and as expected when I turned around it was him
wearing sunglasses like if he was a famous star, but I have to admit that he looked so fine

I rolled my eyes

" take this one with you " I didn't even greet him and immediately pushed my suitcase toward him

" yes I'm fine and you? " he said sarcastically and passed by me

" you're not going to let a girl carry a heavy bag do you? "

" call your boyfriends for help I'm not giving free services "

I huffed and followed him

after the tiring airport's checking we finally got in the plane and I can't be more unlucky than that I've got a seat next to him

our relation isn't awkward but he is annoying me, since because of him I won't get the freedom I was dreaming of since the day I got accepted in that college

🎶Kiss and make, kiss, kiss and make up
How about we leave this party?
'Cause all I want is you up on me🎶

I tried to chase my phone panicked as the hostess was saying 'turn off your phone miss' with her creepy smile

" didn't you tell your men that they won't get to see you again? " jungkook said loud enough for everyone to hear

" not so professional from a slut to do that " he added

" one word and I'm gonna break the thing that you go to the clubs everyday to use " I gritted my teeth the put my headphone and closed my eyes just to avoid him

because of him I've became like that saying bad words, flirting with strangers, cursing a lot

the plan landed in LA airport I was so tired although I was just sleeping the whole time till jungkook flicked my forehead telling me that we've arrived.
it took 2more hours to leave the airport I was ready to sleep on the street but I was excited to be in a new country for the first time

our English was poor so it was hard to get used to living there but at least we are two

he stopped a taxi for us and we headed to the dorm
the outside view was pretty

" jungkook I'm tired I swear I can't carry them anymore " I tried this time to ask respectfully

" ugh " he whined and took my heavy suitcase in the other hand with my back bag

I smiled while trailing behind him.
the administrator led us to our dorms. jungkook was suffering with carrying the luggage to the 3rd floor

the administrator opened the first dorm which was mine.
as the door was opened my jaw dropped, it was dusty and small, I saw a cockroach running inside and I bet there were more inside

" I'm not gonna stay in this trash can " I yelled at jungkook

" just clean it "

" I said I'm not going to stay one second there, besides is that the 5stars dorm you said you booked "

" that's what they say in their site plus it's the nearest to our college "

" I prefer sleeping on street "

the administrator was clueless since we were arguing in korean

jungkook sighed when he saw that I was insisting on leaving he excused and walked downstairs. I tried to mute my laugh while looking at him struggling again with the heavy bags.

once we left the building he put them down roughly more like throwing them pissed with my hard to satisfy character

" oh mizoo sorry " I ran and hugged my suitcase " hey you punk ! " I yelled

he chuckled " wtf did you bring one of your boyfriends in a bag "

" shut up " I yelled and walked away leaving him laughing behind

" hey wait " he followed me, " what are we going to do now? " he asked

" looking for available apartments for rent "

" huh and who's gonna pay? "

" you of course "

" that happens only in your dreams "

" say it to my mom, aren't you responsible of anything happens to me here? besides I'm disappointed I thought you're a gentleman but nah you only pay for the bitches "

" as I said I don't give free services I'm not your Santa Claus "

" but you're gonna pay for me tho "

" ugh you're clingy "

" pay for me this time and you'll never see me around you "

" I don't have enough money "

" please " I grabbed his arm and blinked trying to do aegyo. I needed to convince him because if he didn't accept I will have to tell mom and ask her for money and she's going to refuse for sure saying that dorms are more secure and that she doesn't trust me staying in an apartment alone

whatever

he rolled his eyes and shoved my hands but I can tell that he was convinced

he is a bad a$$ but sometimes he can be nice

the sky darkened and we couldn't find a good available rental apartment nearby

the monthly pay was so expensive
jungkook wined for the hundredth time after our 14th try

" seems like we're going to sleep outside tonight, they are so expensive I can't afford two apartments rent "

" be optimist we will find a good and cheaper one "

" optimist my as$, I'm fucking tired here let's just go with the last one and share it together "

" what? " I scoffed, " you and me in the same apartment hell no "

" just remind me why I am even asking for your permission it's me who's going to pay so if you wanna join the door is open if no I don't give a shit about you and what may happen to you and I'm not aiming to give you a single dollar if I see you by any chance on the street begging for food " he yelled

" stop yelling at me can you? man why are you whining about being tired more than a girl, and yes I'm not going to live under the same roof with a fuckboy "

" you have nothing to lose anyway "

" say it one more time if you dare " I pointed my finger at his face

" you're not my type don't worry " he grabbed my finger and moved it down

" says who! should I remind you that you've confessed to me once "

" I was stupid back then, beside it was in the middle school move on girl stop living with the old hopes "

" what? I rejected you and I have never regreted that " I let out a chuckle to annoy him

he rolled his eyes and went back inside the building we were in before our useless conversation

" I'm taking it " he said to the owner paying him the rent

" but excuse me sir we haven't moved the furniture yet, so is it ok with you to wait till tomorrow " the owner explained

jungkook sighed because of all the misfortune we had that day " it's ok as long as we can sleep under a roof just give us the keys already "

I kept looking at him as he was settling the forums and payment etc with the owner

he took the keys and walked upstairs not giving me a single glance

I shifted my gaze to the building's main door, it was late and dark outside and I barely saw anyone on the street. ofc I was scared, It was my first time being in a new country. maybe jungkook isn't trust worthy but staying with him is less dangerous than staying alone on the dark streets.

or maybe that's just what I thought

I knocked the door, he opened it and went back to his bag without even looking toward me like if he was sure I will follow him

" oh.. how can we sleep here? " I asked looking at the empty space, not even a couch was there

" on the ground, you won't die it's just for tonight and I bet you're going to pass out once you lay down "

" yeah I'm tired " I rubbed my eyes and yawned

" at least there are two rooms, it's the best pick for roommates "
he picked out a black shirt from his bag and lay it on the ground, I thought he will sleep on it but he laid few inches away from it then he patted it " come here sleep on it "

" wait I'll bring mizoo first "

" who the fuck is mizoo? "

I opened my bag and carried my teddy bear on my arms jungkook immediately let out a chuckle " you're an adult act like one, it's funny seeing this side of you "

" I'll do whatever I want and you know nothing about me so don't act like if you do "

I laid hugging my bear
his eyes shinned with a sudden bright light for a second, my heart skipped a beat, it scared the hell out of me but I closed my eyes and shooed the thought away blaming it on the lake of sleeping and the tired day we had.

I hugged my bear tighter and I fell asleep faster than my wifi

Jungkook p.o.v

for few seconds I've had a weird feeling but not unfamiliar though
I blinked when she closed her eyes, the feeling faded away but I felt uneasy about it

I turned to the other side giving her my back, I crossed my arms like hugging myself, I was scared, scared of myself

not again