" jungkook.. my family refused "

" oh why? "

" they said that you're just using me for your desires "

" but you're here now "

" because I love you jungkook, and you're the only one I trust "

" great! that's why I chose you to be my girlfriend " he said as he leaned toward her and then threw her on bed and hovered over her

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she opened her eyes slowly, the sun rays were lightening the large room, she squinted and turned around to look at the love of her life. but the last thing she imagined was to wake up alone

" jungkook! jungkook! " she called several times hoping to hear his voice responding, but in vain

her hands reached out for her phone which was above the desk beside the bed. she dialled his number and called him nonstop biting her lips and her nails as she was waiting for any sign from him but he totally ignored her calls

she realised that she wasn't special, her case isn't any different from the girls before her, he doesn't have any feeling toward her, he didn't change as he claimed, he is a fuckboy

after dating him for 6months she thought he loves her. they lasted longer than his usual relationships.

her tears streamed down her cheeks as she lost the last drop of hope and threw her phone

she trusted him, she gave him her virginity, she fought with her family for him, she was ready to run away with him and go against her family's protective attitude

she was too innocent to understand how this cruel world works. it was her first love experience, he was her first love, which turned out to be a fake love

she stepped out of the fancy hotel wrecked, she even forgot to wear her shoes. everyone was shouting her sharp stares wondering if she was crazy or homeless

her feet led her to the nearest park, she kneeled in the middle her knees giving up on her before she reaches the bench
she bursted out crying like the kid she used to be in the body of a high schooler

she was lost, she couldn't go back to her family after fighting them when everything they have said was right
she was so dumb to trust a guy and not trust the two who took care of her since birth, the two who didn't sleep whenever she was sick

moreover, she couldn't imagine going back to school and seeing him flirting with other girls and avoiding her like one of his used old toys

her eyes caught sight of a razor blade on the ground, she thought it was the sign that that was her fate.

she stabbed her left wrist, she cried out but she was stuck to her decision till the last second

" you'll regret everything jungkook " she said few seconds before she fainted on the ground

and that day the world has lost just one among the kindest people who are suffering and never get someone to hold their hands

that day when hani died but not her hate toward him

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the music was at it's highest
everyone was dancing and enjoying themselves

jungkook took a sip of his drink as he was scanning the pretty girls smooth moves

he used to go to clubs every Saturday night to get over the stress of exams and school in general

a sexy blond girl approached him

" hey~ are you alone? "

" not anymore I got you beside me "

she smiled shyly

" shall we dance? " he invited her to the dance floor

she was impressed by his dance skills
after few minutes they took seats and started chatting about random topics while sipping from the red wine he has ordered

as his eyes looked at above her head, he saw someone he has never expected to see again

" hani? " he thought his eyes opened widely.

he rubbed his eyes and shook his head slightly blaming it on alcohol but her figure was too clear to be unreal

he has heard about her suicide news last year and he never bothered to ask why she killed herself. he was sad of course but he moved on after few days.

she was approaching him with a smile
the blond girl in front of him was asking him why he was acting weird all of a sudden but he was shocked, he couldn't say a single word

she stopped in front of him, she gave him one last glare before she stepped even closer, he backed away and gasped when she penetrated his body and disappeared inside him, he immediately plastered a smile in his face

" did I scare you ? " he asked the girl in front of him

" yes " she hit his arm playfully

" it's so noisy here can we go somewhere else ?" he said with a smirk

she smiled shyly and nodded

following him out of the club
they walked along few steps before he suddenly stopped her and dragged her to a small dark alley near the club. he pushed her against the wall and started kissing her. she kissed him back, she didn't want to lose that chance of getting to kiss such a handsome dude. but not so long the kiss became rough, she tried to push him away when she felt his teeth harshly grazing on her lips, but in vain he didn't budge.

she felt the blood flowing out and running down to her chin

she cried and did her best to push him and hit him but nothing seemed to be able to stop him

she ran out of breath and the pain was immense

his hands gripped on her neck, he tightened his grip stopping the smallest amount of oxygen from reaching her lungs while biting her savagely

he let go of her after a minute and she fell soundlessly on the ground

he looked at her shocked while mumbling under his heavy breath " w-what did..I..do ? she is dead "

he grabbed his head with his shaking hands

he wiped the warm liquid in his lips with his shirt's sleeve then looked at it
" blood! "

he was staring her blankly for seconds then he remembered that he had to run away before he got caught
he looked right and left then ran away as fast as his feet can afford

he entered his room quickly he didn't want to meet his parents, an empty room was all what he needed to absorb what happened

he locked the door of his bedroom and sat on the bed

" what was that? I didn't kill her! why would I kill a girl I've just met. what's wrong with me, I'm not a killer that's not right " he mumbled alone his eyes getting teary

the light has been suddenly turned off
he gasped

he could see his way to the light switcher since the street light was lighting the room a little

but as he was going to stand up
he saw something on the wall
his hand went immediately to his mouth covering it in shock as he saw blood

then ' the first.. ' was written with blood in a second

it disappeared as fast and was replaced by ' I will make you kill all the precious people in your heart '

" what is that " he breathed heavily seeing it disappears again

' I'm gonna turn your life to hell I'm gonna make you wish to die '