harry was sat in his cell of 3 months. he was sitting on his bed with his head in his hands, eyes closed. whenever his eyes were closed he had the same flashback to the night that ruined his entire life.

*flashback*

harry and his boyfriend of 4 years were just exiting the movie theater when harry was shoved away and louis was thrown on the ground. harry groaned, gasping when he saw a gun pointing straight at louis. he went to step forward bit was interrupted, "i swear to god, you move and hes dead" the masked figured said a little shakily.

louis looked at his boyfriend, bit his lip, looking between harry and the attacker. harry was slowly, and quietly, walking toward the two when he accidentally kicked a rock. 'bam' the gun went off straight at louis' chest.

the attacker backed up a bit in shock before shakily dropping the gun, standing frozen.

harry was busy rushing to louis' side, only being able to picture the smoke streaming out of the gun. "hazzie...kiss it all better...im not ready to go..." louis looked up at harry with tears in his eyes. he couldnt feel the pain yet, the shock of everything not yet setting in. harry began crying, "im so sorry baby...everything will be alright...i promise." louis smiled sadly, reaching up and wiping the older mans tears. "its not your fault love, you didnt know..."

harry looked around for something, anything until he spotted the gun. his rage grew inside as he picked up the still warm pistol and back at louis who was now struggling to keep his eyes open. "nonono lou baby, stay awake, please" he cried taking his hand. his fingers were so cold they felt foreign in his hand. sirens could be heard loudly from down the street. an apartment resident must have called he thought.

he quickly shoved the gun down his pants, picking louis up and rushing to the ambulance. "please save him...the attacker got away, he was wearing a mask...i....i need him to be okay" he cried to the man with the stretcher. "we'll do our best son" the man sighed, already knowing louis wasnt going to make it. "will you following us to the hospital?" he asked loading louis in the truck and climbing in himself. "of course" he pratically whispered, rushing to his car.

-

a couple hours later louis was pronounced dead. harry didnt shed tears, he simply didnt have any left. he sat emotionlessly depressed when the doctors told him the news. he just...looked up at them, nodded, and left.

he found himself at the police station with unknowing tears running down his face. "i need to see the bastard who killed my boyfriend" he demanded to the cop who was working his case. "or course sir. we caught him, tracked down his footsteps with a k9-" "i dont care how, i need to see him" harry cut him off with a strong voice. the cop nodded leading the way.

harry was put alone in an interrogation room with the man who destroyed his life. "im so sor-" harry cut him off by swiftly pulling out the gun and pulling the trigger. immediately after 5 cops ran in the room, taking the gun away and restraining him. he walked to his cell with the cops, empty and dead on the inside.

*end of flashback*

harry opened his eyes slowly, seeing louis standing next to his bed. "baby" he whimpered, tears automatically flooding his eyes. "hi hazzie" louis smiled, just like he did for harry when he was alive. "stay with me please...at least until i fall asleep.." harry asked brokenly, tears spilling down his cheeks. with a soft smile, louis laid down on harrys chest. harry could swear louis was really there if he didnt know better. the familiar weight on his chest, the thum of his heard, the fuzzy hair tickling his chin. it was all too real. "i have 25 years...bastard got away easy...doesnt have to live with the guilt. i got the worst punishment. living without you" harry cried in louis' hair. "im here arent i?" louis smiled playfully. harry chuckled a bit. "im so sorry lou. i shouldve protected you better" harry looked down at his hands. "its not your fault love i promise, now go to sleep haz. i love you" louis kissed his chest. "stay with me" harry looked in his eyes, seeing sadness and happiness at once. "of course i will. forever" louis assured, laying his head on harrys chest, closing his eyes. harry let out one last tear, forcing the rest to stay in. he closed his eyes, falling into a dreamless slumber.

WTF DID I DO?! IM SO SAD NOW!! GUYS DONT READ THIS!!! IM SO SORRY!!!