27. Guilt For Him (Season 1)
Mahira's POV:
Me, Janvi and Rimi went to Janvi's room, we all were upset because of today's incident... To break the silence Janvi said...
Janvi: Mahira don't worry... Aaj jo kuch bhi hua usse ek bura sapna samaj kar bhul jao...
Mahira: I am not thinking about that Janvi... I am thinking about Karan... Maine uske bare me kitna galat socha, uspar gussa kiya... I slap him... Phir bhi, he save me... Usne ye sab kuch mere liye kiya... Uss Randhir ne mujhe bataya ki usne kya kaha tha Karan se, jiske wajah se, Karan wants to kill him... I really don't know how I will face him... How will I apologise to him...
I said in tears... Janvi and Rimi came to me and sat beside me, holding my shoulder...
Janvi: Mahira jo bhi hua usme tumhari koi galti nahi hai... Aur rahi baat Karan ki toh woh tumse gussa nahi hai... Pata hai usne kya kaha tha ki I hide the truth from Mahira that's why she was angry on me and she has full right to be angry on me...
After listening this I was ashamed of myself... How can I doubt him... How will I apologise to him... I said...
Mahira: Mai tum dono ko bhi sorry bolna chahti hoon... Maine tum dono se rudely baat ki... I am sorry...
I hold my ears... Rimi held my hands and said...
Rimi: nahi Mahira we are not angry on you... It's just that we care for you... We don't want you to get in trouble... Anyways enough of this emotional talks let's sleep...
Suddenly they heard a voice "no not now"... They saw Karan was standing in the door... He was holding a tray in which there was food... He came near us and said...
Karan: you don't have your dinner... Eat your dinner and after that take your medicine...
He give me the medicines and put the tray in the table... And omg it's aloo paratha with raita and pickle... It's my favourite... How did he knows...
Karan: Jai ne bataya, that you loves aloo paratha... And you can't say no to this...
He smiles... How did he know what I am thinking... Can he read my mind... He said...
Karan: no I can't read your mind but I can read your face...
He smiles... Awww he is so caring... He was about to go when I asked him...
Mahira: Karan tumne apna dinner kiya???...
Karan: ha humne kha liya hai... Don't worry...
Mahira: you are lying... Tumne kuch nahi khaya hai...
Karan: Mahira humne ek baar aapse jhoot kya bol diya aapko humari saari baaten jhoothi lagti hai... I am not lying... If you don't believe me then you can ask Baujiraj...
Mahira: OK then eat a paratha with me... Just to give me company...
Karan: but I can't eat it... It is too oily for me...
Mahira: toh kya hua... Ek paratha khakar tum mote thodi ho jaoge...
Karan: ha par hummey kal subha bhut jyada workout karna padega... Try to understand Mahira...
Janvi: Mahira agar woh keh raha hai ki usne dinner kar liya hai then why are you forcing him...
Mahira: OK fine I will not...
Karan: OK ab hum chalte hai...
Mahira: OH NOOO...
Karan turned around and asked...
Karan: kya hua Mahira, aap thik hai na... Dard ho raha hai kya???...
He asked worriedly... It's shows how much you care for me Karan.. Maine kitna bura kiya tumhare saath... I slap you, I doubt you, I blame you... But still you cares for me... You are really great Karan... He snaps his fingers and I came out of my thoughts and said...
Mahira: ha Karan I am fine...
Karan: then why you shout???...
Mahira: actually I forgot my night suit in my room... Koi nahi mai jakar lekar aati hoon...
Karan: nahi doctor ne kaha hai ki aapko rest karna hai tabhi aap kal morning tak thik ho payengi... You had trouble while climbing the stairs... Nahi aap niche nahi jayengi...
Mahira: Janvi please bring my clothes...
Janvi: Mahira I am tired... Wear my clothes...
Mahira: tere kapde nahi bilkul nahi...
Rimi: kyu???...
Mahira: it's too short I can't wear it...
Janvi: Mahira please na... Ek raat ki hi toh baat hai... Koun sa tujhe bahar jana hai...
Mahira: nahi...
Karan: Mahira, Janvi thik hi toh keh rahi hai... It's about one night... Wear it...
How can I deny his request... I said...
Mahira: OK fine...
Janvi: wow jab maine kaha tab toh mana kar diya par Karan ne ek baar kaha toh maan gai...
Mahira: aisi koi bhi baat nahi hai...
Karan: anyways girls hum kal subha 9am Solang Valley ke liye niklenge... So pack your bags now... Baujiraj ne sir se baat kar li hai... Waise reporting timing 9am tha but sir ne kaha hai ki hum 10am tak aa sakte hai... Ok...
Rimi: OK hum ready ho jayege...
Karan: good night girls...
All girls: good night Karan...
And he went away from there... After having dinner, Janvi gave me her night dress... I wear it and came outside the washroom... They saw me and their mouth was opened in shock...
Mahira: ho gaya... Aisa lag raha hai jaise tum dono ne badla liya hai mujhse...
Janvi: but Mahira you are looking gorgeous...
Rimi: and hot as well... Karan ne tujhe dekha hota na toh woh toh faint hi ho jata...
I blushed, but why, why I blushed... I rolled my eyes and said
Mahira: raat bhut ho gai hai let's sleep...
Janvi: ha ha karlo topic change...
We all slept... But I was not able to sleep... I know why... Because of the guilt... Jab tak mai Karan se maafi nahi maang leti... I can't sleep... I saw Janvi and Rimi was sleeping peacefully... I went outside the room... It's too late may be Karan has slept... But ek baar uske room me jakar check kar leti hoon... I was going towards his room when I bumped into someone... It is my little brother Jai...
Mahira: Jai are you ok...
Jai: I am ok jiji... But are you OK... I mean you are wearing this clothes...
Oh shit I forgot that I am wearing shorts...
Mahira: yeah woh Janvi forced me to wear it...
Jai: you are looking beautiful...
Mahira: by the way why you wake up???...
Jai: to drink water... Aur tum Karan ko deakhne jaa rahi ho???...
How did he knows... I said...
Mahira: woh... woh...
Jai: jiji don't make excuses... I think you should go... Actually Karan is very upset... Tum se nahi but apne aap se... He was saying that Mahira doesn't know Randhir's intentions but I knew it... If I was late to get there, I couldn't imagine what would have happened with Mahira... Aur Prithvi bhi bhut tensed tha uske liye...
Mahira: tensed!!!... Kyu???... (I asked worriedly)
Jai: woh Prithvi keh raha tha ki jab bhi Karan ko lagta hai ki kisi incident ke piche unki galti hai he try to harm himself...
Mahira: WHAT!!!...
Jai: don't worry woh aisa bachpan me karta tha... Abhi nahi...
Mahira: but galti meri thi... I trusted that bastard... If he try to harm himself than I couldn't forgive myself Jai...
Jai: jiji maine kaha na woh aisa bachpan me karta tha... Abhi nahi... Don't worry...
Mahira: Mai jakar usse deakh kar aati hoon...
With that I went towards his room... I know that he told me not to come downstairs but I had to see him... I went to his room... The door was locked... I went towards his window... The window was locked but it was made of glass... I can see him... He was still awake... He was sitting in front of the fireplace chimney... What he is doing... I saw him, he was holding a knife... No no no... He was holding a Dagger... He heated the dagger on the fire... What he wants to do, I can't understand... He untie the knot of his night gown, and put the dagger on his stomach... He screamed in pain...
Karan: ahhhh... ahhh...
Prithvi was right he is trying to harm himself... No I can't let this happened... I shout...
Mahira: Karan please don't do this... Tumne kuch nahi kiya hai... It was my fault... Stop harming yourself...
I was crying... It was all my fault... Because of me he is blaming himself... I gave him pain... I was trying to stop him but he is not listening to me because he can't hear me, due to this glass window... Just then I saw Shankar kaka... He was holding a tray... I asked him...
Mahira: Shankar kaka... Please stop Karan... He is trying to harm himself...
He saw me confusingly... And said...
Shankar: kya???... Kaha???...
Mahira: woh dekhiye...
I showed him... Suddenly he start laughing... I saw him confusingly... He said...
Shankar: arey beta ye ek therepy hai... Iss therepy ki help se ghaav jaldi bhar jate hai... Ha isse taklif hoti hai par kal tak Karan baba ka ghaav bhar jayega...
Mahira: GHAAV!!!... Karan is injured... And he didn't tell me...
Shankar: ha beta unhe chot lagi hai isiliye toh mai ye healing cream lekar jaa raha hoon... Aur ye haldi wala milk bhi... Isse unke ghaav jaldi bhar jayenge...
Mahira: Shankar kaka aap ye mujhe de dijiye... Aap jaaiye...
He nodded and give me the tray... He went from there... I knocked the door... He opened the door and said...
Karan: Shankar kaka kitni der...
He stopped when he looked at me... His mouth and eyes are opened due to shock... I understand, he was shocked because I am wearing this clothes... It's means he liked me in western attire... He said...
Karan: you are looking extremely beautiful...
I blushed, that means he liked me in this dress... I thanked him... I went inside his room and said him angrily...
Mahira: tum injured ho toh tumhe doctor ko dikhana chahiye tha na khud doctor banne ki kya jarurat thi... Aur tumne mujhe bataya kyu nahi...
Karan: Arrey iss therepy se humarey wounds kal tak heal ho jayege... Aur doctors ki treatment se humarey wounds ko thik hone me time lag jata...
Mahira: toh tumhe kal tak hi apne wounds thik kyu karne hai???...
Karan: camping ke liye...
Mahira: camping ke liye!!!...
Karan: ha camping ke liye... Camping me alag alag adventurous activities hoti hai... Toh agar humarey wounds kal tak heal nahi hui toh hum ye adventurous activities karenge kaise...
Mahira: toh iske liye tum khud ko hurt karoge...
Karan: Mahira isme dard hota hai but I will be fine till tomorrow...
Mahira: kaise lagi tumhe ye chot???...
Karan: woh aapke jane ke baad Randhir aur humarey beach fight hui thi bas usi me ye...
Mahira: tumhe mujhe batana chahiye tha na... Come I will apply this healing cream on your wounds...
Karan: nahi nahi nahi Mahira hum khud se kar lenge...
Mahira: Karan maine kaha na I will do it... Come sit here...
He sit on the couch... I sit beside him... I take the healing cream and said...
Mahira: come on show me your wounds...
He slowly open the knot of his night gown, he open half of his dress... Yeah he was in his night gown with trousers... I saw his wounds... There were scratches on his chest and a wound on his stomach...
Mahira: Karan you hurt so much... There are so many wounds... We should call the doctor...
Karan: Mahira hummey jyada chot nahi lagi hai... You don't worry I will be fine till tomorrow... You go and take rest... Doctor told you to take rest... Aur ye cream, I will apply this on my wounds...
Mahira: no I will do it...
With that I started applying cream on his wounds...
End of POV
Karan's POV:
I was waiting for Shankar kaka when Mahira came to my room... OMG she was looking hot and sexy in this shorts... My mouth was hung open... I complement her, she blushed... Oh my god she will kill me today... She came inside... Suddenly she became angry on me because I didn't told her about my injuries... She said she will apply cream on my wounds... No no no Mahira, you can't... If you will apply cream on my wounds then I feared that I can't resist you... But she didn't listen to me and started applying cream on my wounds... I closed my eyes... She applied cream on my wounds and blow air on it... Mahira please don't do this, I can't resist you... Aaj hi inhe ye shorts pehenne teh... I should stop her... I said...
Karan: Mahira, it's too late now... I think you should sleep...
Mahira: par maine abhi tak tumhare baki wounds par cream nahi lagai hai...
Karan: don't worry I will do it... Aap jaaiye...
Suddenly her face fell down... She said...
Mahira: I know ki tum aisa kyu keh rahe ho... Because you are angry with me...
She stands up I holds her hand and said...
Karan: aisi koi baat nahi hai Mahira... I am not angry with you...
I pulled her towards me... But she fell into my lap... She was so close to me that I can hear only two things one her breath and another is her heartbeat... I was looking into her chocolaty brown eyes... Actually I was drowned into her eyes... But my not so innocent eyes travelled into her lips... I just wants to taste them... No control yourself... But how... I bit my lips but then I saw she closes her eyes and leaned towards me... No I have to stop her... I said...
Karan(Huskily): Mahira stop it I don't want you to regret later...
Mahira(Huskily): will you regret for this...
Karan: no, never...
She didn't said anything... But what she did was unbelievable... She smashed her lips on mine... Am I dreaming or she is kissing me... Kissed her back idiot my subconscious mind said to me... Yeah I kissed her back... It was a soft and passionate kiss... I can feel the guilt behind it... Her one hand was on my hair and another hand was running on my abs... I put my hand on her waist and pulled her closer... My tongue asking permission to get inside her mouth which she granted... After roaming inside her mouth we broke the kiss... I saw her wound on her neck... I kissed her wound... She closes her eyes... I was placing wet kisses on her neck when she moaned my name... "Ka... Karan"... I came back to my senses... I left her... She stand up from my lap... She said...
Mahira: I am sorry Karan...
Karan: sorry for what Mahira... Sorry because you are guilty that you didn't trust me or sorry because you kissed me...
I said in a teasing manner she said...
Mahira: because I am guilty... I am sorry Karan...
Karan: so it was a sorry kiss...
She was about to go but I caught her hand and pulled towards me... She collided with my chest... I bend towards her ear she closes her eyes... I said...
Karan(Huskily): I like this sorry kiss... But don't you dare to give this to someone else... Warna jaan le lenge... Aapki nahi unki... Kyuki iss sorry kiss par srif humara haq hai...
She blushed and ran away from there when I said...
Karan: by the way I love my first kiss...
She look behind in shock... And blushed again... And went away from there... I was smiling... Oh god this girl is driving me crazy... Mahira ye sorry kiss kab love kiss me badlegi... I was smiling when my phone rang and my smile faded away when I saw the caller ID...
End of POV
A very long chapter I know, but I hope you all like it... How was the chapter specially the romantic part tell me in the comment section... And who called Karan... Why his smile vanished what do you guys think... Come on guys comment... I am getting very less comments in my this ff which is demotivating me... Anyways I hope you all like the chapter... Till then bye bye...
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