I was walking to school, the depressed kid, barely talked and never fought back, only took the pain and suffering. Y/N L/N, that's me, my quirk alternative death. I can choose how bad someone is hurt, weather they want to die or not it's up to me but I can also put somebody in a coma with my quirk and I get to choose how long, cool quirk right?

"OI SHItTy NERD!" I knew that voice by memory, katsuki bakugou, " go ahead and hit me, get it over with.." I stopped in my tracks waiting for his hit but all I heard was somebody pull him back. 

"Cmon the nerd doesn't deserve the hitting! Besides why touch her? She's so stupid! You don't wanna get infected with her stupidness right!?" I realized it was one of his friends.

"Go on y/n! Run and cry like you always do!!" They both began to laugh, they've never seen my quirk, so they think I'm quirkless.. "if that's what you want.. bastards." I grumbled walking away.

(Le time skip)

I sat down in my chair breathing heavy, I was seeing things again, little girl holding knifes, blood on the walls and something startled me making fall off my seat. "Hey you alright?" I looked up to see a boy with red hair, "I'm fine.. I don't need help, besides a little quirkless puke like me doesn't need help righ- uh" I stopped what I was saying quickly before realizing I was making a fool of myself in front of everyone even my bullies started to snicker..

As he helped me up I couldn't help but run, I have not once in my life have someone help me up and ask if I was okay, on a count  my parents died when I was young so I grew up on my own..

I pulled out one of the razor blades in my pockets, I remembered what they said back there before the house collapsed and I was left alone. "Stay strong y/n okay? No matter what..- RUn!!" My mothers voice still played in my head as I quietly  began to sob outside the classroom.

"One little cut and it'll all be over right? Just one little cut.." I started at my lower stomach because my shirt could cover it up, I winced in pain but then felt a crave for more so I did more until I heard somebody holler my name and I quickly hid it, "hey y/n!" I noticed it was izuku, my childhood friend.

I gave him a fake smile, "I heard about earlier! I'm so SO sorry he did that!" "Did what?" I was confused, "uh it doesn't matter.." "it does izuku trust me. Now what did he say!" "He said that you had jumped off the roof! And said you wanted to suffer and you were quirkless!" "I'm not quirkless by the way, my powers pretty dangerous." "Really what is it!?" "Alternative death." I noticed he began shaking, " oh I'm not gonna kill you! I just simply get to choose how badly someone I hate or am fighting gets hurt!" " OI SHItTY NERd!" "Go. Run. Now. Izuku. It's gonna get messy.." " what do you want?!" I stated.

"Are you all of a sudden tough!?"  " IM TIRED OF YOU MAKING WORTHLESS LIES ABOUT ME!! IM TIRED OF YOU HURTING ME AND KILLING MY CONFIDENCE EVERY GOD DAMN TIME I TURN THE FUCK AROUND!" He just stood there along with the other classmates.  "IM NOT QUIRKLESS YOU KNOW! MY QUIRKS EVEN MORE DANGEROUS THEN YOURS!!" "OH YEAH!? THEN TELL ME!!" " ALTERNATIVE DEATH! I CAN CHOOSE HOW BAD IWANT TO HURT SOMEBODY!" He stood there biting his lip, and then he charged. ' pain in the gut with a punch' I thought an my fist hit him in the gut sending him flying back to the ground, " I am so god damn tired of you! What happened to the bakugou that cared?? The bakugou that actually lived his friends!?" It was tried, right before he got his quirk he held a strong bond with his friends and then he lost his bond with me and izuku.

He charged again and I though of hitting him in the eye, and I gave him a black eye but sad thing was my left arm was burnt a bit because he tried to use his quirk on me.

"Y/N! BAKuGoU! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THING YOUR DOING?" The principal yelled at us. That boy with the red hair held me back and one of the teachers held katsuki back.

" I will not give up.. this is the last time you hurt me bakugou! YOU HEAR ME!?" I began to sob sinking into the boys embrace from behind. " I WONT GIVE UP UNTIL YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HURT!" I screamed in pain from the heart. "Thanks enough y/n! Kirishima please take her to the classroom. Everyone else go home! Bakugou your coming with me." I started to sob as the boy only let me cry into his chest. " cmon." He said trying to pull me up. And then he picked me up bridal style, " what? You wouldn't walk so I picked you up.." I couldn't help but sink into his arms, calming down.

(Le time skip)

" we're here y/n you can get off my back now." We had had a  little deal, I would avoid a fight with bakugou if he gave me a piggy back. " you names kirishima right?" " Yeah, yours is y/n am I correct?" " yes! Do.. do you wanna be friends?" I couldn't help but ask the one question, "Sure! Do you wanna talk about what happened back there? With him?" "Okay just listen close, when we were kids, kindergarten bakugou got his quirk, my quirk I developed more later than him, and I hid it for my parents safety... but they soon dies in a break in, I survived and I've lived on my own since, izuku knows about the whole thing and I- It hurts so bad to remember them.. but let me continue."

"After his bond with me and izuku broke, I began to get hallucinations, I saw things a eight year old shouldn't see an it's stuck with me since, I couldn't get rid of it, one day I was playing In the park, mind yourself I hadn't seen bakugou for a  while, I saw him. He blew up about me leaving and just now showing up. But he doesn't see I left to protect my family's secret. My quirk it's used for killing, and not really meant for fighting, so I didn't do much in our fight. But that's besides the point. When we grew up more, and hormones started kicking in I lost my virginity at 14, I was raped by some homeless guy, izuku was the only one to find me and help me, I was bruised and scared, shaking in fear and when he came home with me wrapped in a blanket his mom took me in for awhile, a few hours later I saw izuku phone go off and I got curious. So I looked at it, and it wa s bakugou he was fighting with bakugou over.. something in an alley, and I realized what he meant it was the alley I was raped in, he had sawn it but didn't do anything.. just stood there."

"And now here we are in middle school slowly gaining my strength to show him my pain and how much I've suffered, the pain in my heart can't be fixed until I've- ive let go..!! God it hurts so much.." I started to sob after explaining my horrible past to him.

"I'm so sorry y/n! Come here let me hold you, maybe you'll feel better after a good old hug?" I smiled for real, hugging into him. " thank you for listening.