I moved into Coles not that long ago. He said he couldn't bear being 5 minutes with out me but Coles has been on a Business trip and I've been moping around his and my house for a while.

Cole-
I miss you baby
4:31 PM

Lili-
I miss you too, I'm really bored
Without you here
4:32 PM

Cole
I'm sorry I'm slammed with
Work I wish I could be there
4:32 PM

Lili
I wish you could be here to..😢
4:34 PM

Cole
Baby I got a big question for
you when I get back...
4:36 PM

Lili
Just tell me now
4:36 PM

Cole
Trust me it's better said in person
4:37 PM

Lili
Fine.............
4:37 PM

I was confused at his messages of course but if he wanted to talk about it in person I was okay with that.

* A Couple Days Later *

I heard the door open and grabbed a shoe confused walking downstairs. I closed my eyes going around the corner. "Hey-" I threw the shoe at the person. He furrowed his eyebrows. "Lili... everything okay..?" I peeked around the corner to see roses in his hands a little messed up from the shoe I threw. I sighed in relief. "Fucking Christ I thought someone was here to kill me" we laughed and he walked over to me wrapping his arms around my waist. I looked up at him and smiled and I snuggled into his chest as we swayed back and forth. I remembered our texts from a couple days ago. "So you said you had something to tell me?" He nodded and I looked up at him. "So are you gonna tell me or..?" I chuckled and he smiled. "Promise you won't freak out" I put my pinky up. "I promise!" He chuckled at my enthusiasm and nodded. "My mom and dad wanna meet you..." he said that and my eyes widened. "REALLY!" I yelled and he smiled wide. "Yeah they do" he chuckled at her. "Of course I'll meet your parents.." I said. "Great because we're going tomorrow!" He said and my jaw dropped. "Cole! What the hell! I have nothing to wear I won't have enough time to do my hair! I have work to do tonight-" I said rushing around as he grabbed my shoulders. "Babe... everything will be taken care of it's okay.. calm down" he said as I relaxed.

I told him I had to do something and I grabbed my laptop going in his office sitting at the desk.
I opened the laptop biting my lip at the article I'm not even close to finishing. It was about pollution and animal endangerment so I opened up a couple tabs for facts and quotes I needed for the article and started writing.

* A Couple Hours Later *

I was writing fast and readjusted my glasses and I didn't notice Cole step foot in the office. He slowly walked over to me as I was completely focused on my computer and he put his hands on my shoulders which made me jump.

"Shit-" I said turning and he smiled.

"Hey... hows it going?" He said laying his head on the top of my head looking at the laptop.

"It's going alright... thanks for asking" I smiled at him.

"Have you taken any breaks? You've been up here for quite sometime" he said with a worried face.

I looked up at him with a 'don't worry about me' Face and he looked at me with a 'I am worrying about you' face.

He started to massage my shoulders and I sighed leaning back. "Fine only for five minutes" I said closing my eyes and I could feel him smirking.

He went down lower kissing my neck and my breath hitched. He started to take off my shirt and I giggled.

"Babe... I have work" I said and he shook his head.

"Yeah but you need to relax.." he sighed

"Yeah but when I say that to you when I wanna have sex it always ends up your way and I have to leave the room so... bye bye" I smiled up at him

"Babe please! I haven't had sex with you in over a week! I really need to!" He started getting frustrated and I just shrugged.

"And..? It isn't effecting me.. maybe we should have less sex and you won't get like this all the time" I said and he turned my chair around so I could face him.

"Baby please! Just once then I'll leave you alone" he said and I shook my head.

"No cause you and I both know that 1 time turns into 5 times and I'll be to tired to work and I need to get this article done by tomorrow so let me work!" I yelled at him and he just tilted his head

"For the love of god you can wait one more to Or two more nights, I'm tired as hell! I've been cleaning around your house doing work doing errands for my boss and for you! I deserve to have a day off and do something for myself!" I said standing up.

He looked at my confused and cleared his throat. "N-no I understand you work hard I'm sorry... but please don't leave. I want to cuddle..." he said and I shook my head

I went over to the closet and put on a tiny black dress and black heels leaving my hair down. "I'm going out with some friends don't wait up for me.." I said walking to the door.

I walked out the door calling Sarah and Cami asking them to the bar and they both said yes.

I walked to the bar and they were both already there waiting for me and I smiled. "So why did you need us here so last minute?" Sarah asked and I looked down. "I got in a bit of an argument with Cole and I wanted to go out to get some things off my mind" they both nodded and we all walked in.

2 hours later

We were all dancing drunk as hell. Sarah wasn't drunk cause she doesn't drink so she was our designated driver but she was still having a good time. I started to get dizzy and we all went to the bathroom. "Hold on guys I feel sick-" I said and then I threw up in the toilet and Sarah held my hair back and Cami patted my back. "Maybe we should head home..." Cami said and we all nodded. We got all of our stuff and walked out to Sarah's car laughing. "Hey do you guys wanna hang at me and Coles he won't mind.. omg we can have a sleepover in he living room!" They both nodded and clapped there hands and Sarah drove to Me and Coles apartment.

We walked through the lobby and went in the elevator. "Should I have called him and told him this is happening?" I asked them and they shrugged. "We won't bother him it's fine!" Cami said and the elevator came to a stop and we walked into the apartment giggling. When we walked in we heard loud rock music coming from one of the rooms and a girl giggle. I furrowed my eyebrows as we all walked towards the door. I heard a low grunt and then I opened the door to see Cole with a Stripper straddling his lap. Sarahs and Camis eyes widened and I felt tears. "Cole..?" I said and he jumped a bit and looked at me pushing the stripper off his lap. "Oh your home early..." he said and a tear fell down my cheek.

"No no don't cry.." he said standing up walking over to me but Sarah stepping in front of me so he couldn't take another step. "Yeah no... don't take another step." Sarah said and I cried more. "Let me just say something.." I said stepping in front of Sarah. He looked at me with pleading eyes for forgiveness. "First I have to say... how dare you!" I yelled and he flinched. "I was gone for two hours having fun with my friends! And you cheat on me?!" I said and he looked down. "I'm sorry Lils.." he said and I cried more. "Don't call me Lils.. I shouldn't be so mad but I am cause I actually cared!" I said and he stepped closer. "I care about you to Lili I still wanna be together please forgive me..." he said and I shook my head. "I'm not the one to do this to Cole, your an insufferable asshole and I shouldn't have trusted a word you said... so I think it's time I leave, I don't know where I'm going to stay but I'll be back to get my things by tomorrow." I said letting some more tears fall. He just nodded and Sarah and Cami walked out beside me as I sobbed.

Sarah put her arm around me as we walked. "Your welcome to stay with me until you get a place.." I nodded and looked down. We got in the car and Sarah Drove us to her place.

*The Next Day*
Cole called me and asked me if I was still coming to meet his parents and I told him of course not, and added more insults after, but that's not important.

I feel like my life's gonna be way better off without him...

"Lili?" Sarah said walking up to me while I was sobbing into a pillow. "Yes..?" I said and she sat next to me. "Everything okay?" She asked and I shook my head. "I'm gonna start searching for a new apartment I don't wanna be a burden..." I said to her and she shook her head. "No your not being a burden your Okay here... we've been having a blast" she said and I nodded. "Yeah but you need alone time with you and Brendon I saw an apartment that I might take, the only downside is, it's across the street from Coles apartment.." I said and she nodded. "If that's the apartment you want take it don't let him decide he's not in your life anymore, your a big girl make your own decisions.." she said and I smiled and nodded. "I'll start getting packed then.." I said standing up.

It's been forever since an update, I've missed you all I just didn't know what to do, thank you everyone for the suggestions I read all your comments and I will try and work your suggestions in as much as I can, you can leave comments like constructive criticism or suggestions and I'll look it over I love when you all comment. Anyways I'm rambling
Love you all Xx!!