I finished crying and had fallen asleep from exhaustion. I looked up groogily hoping it had all been a dream. Disappointed I realized everything had indeed not been a dream.

Around me was a guard and two other girls huddled together sleeping quietly, they seemed younger than me in their teen years. I couldn't make out the guard's face but I knew it was Ashton's murderer, I could always remember a speck of rust on his armor and it would stain me forever.

"Where are we going?" I said coldly and the guard didn't move answering my question.

"KingsLanding, the Queen needs more handmaidens," The guard's words pierced me deeply.

If I was going to KingsLanding where was Leah going? Her cart was going the opposite direction, and Ashton had said she was ment to go to KingsLanding. Even worse now I didn't know where I could find her, she was lost. I forced myself not to get as I had already make myself feel weak.

The rest of the ride I had kept my mouth shut, the girls soon woke up and were whispering to each other privately.

I froze as the cart stopped, we were here. KingsLanding? The thought of Aiden and Jamie had rushed to my head. Were they alive? Please let them be.

I prayed to myself as we were take from the cart and then escorted to the Queen's chambers. Shit! Cersie would immediately reconize me, wouldn't she?

Before I had a chance to even think about escaping we were already inside her chambers.

"Ah! These are my new handmaidens?" Cersie smiled that wicked smile I've remembered over the years. "Aiden, will you go play? So your mother may get settled in?"

Cersie looked behind her to a young boy with blonde hair, he nodded and left the room with a smile. My heart froze. His mother? Did she know me? That was my son right? He looked the right age.

"Sorry dears, that was my son," Cersie seemed to be kinder than we was but her words hurt me more than ever.

Cersie had taken my son? He believes that is his mother? I could've died instantly but knew I had to stay strong.

Cersie didn't seem to remember me, I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing now that I know she has my son. I wonder who he thinks his father his? Well it doesn't matter right now except for the fact that I needed to get him and then find Leah.