{ A/n: chapter six!!! Hey guys brand new chap, ｡◕‿◕｡ hope you enjoy (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧)

Tsuki was in a space far too familiar and his hand grasped his sword tightly. He didn't understand why he was here, here of all places, his home. He felt exhausted for some reason, his mother then stepped into the living room, her eyes met Tsuki's and he clearly was repulsed by her and so was she, she openly showed her dislike.

His surroundings changed and he was in his former principal's office getting yelled at. "YET AGAIN YOU GOT INTO A FIGHT!! HOW MANY TIMES HAS IT BEEN TSUKI MATABU, I TOLD YOU MULTIPLE TIMES TO KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN AND FOCUS ON YOUR SCHOOL WORK!! IT'S YOUR SECOND YEAR FOR CHRIST SAKE AND STILL I SEE NO IMPROVEMENT OF YOUR BEHAVIOR!!?"

~oh..~ he remembered this. It was when he got into a fight because he saw someone harassing another student. He touched his cheek and flinched from the sting. ~guess it still hurts inside here~ he thought surprisingly.

" WHAT WOULD YOUR PARENTS THINK? WHAT WOULD THEY SAY?! AT LEAST STOP GETTING INTO FIGHTS, THE PARENTS OF THE STUDENTS ARE SUING. IF IT WASN'T FOR YOUR PARENTS-.....*sigh* if only you were like your siblings, now I'm stuck with this problem child".

The principal thought I didn't hear what he said under his breath, but I did. My heart did sting a bit, yet my face stayed neutral.

Tsuki's eyes grew dull and looked up at his principal. The principal flinched, Tsuki's voice was monotonous, " I understand sir. May I be dismissed now." Tsuki was fed up and tired, he didn't need this right now. The principal let him leave and Tsuki shut the door. Immediately Tsuki turned and headed for the roof. He sat at the bench and breathed Shaky breaths. The sky was gray and rain started falling. Quietly he sobbed in the rain, it seemed as if even the sky took pity on him and didn't want him to cry alone.

His clothes felt heavy, he passed his hand through his wet hair and scoffed. No one would know if it was the rain rolling down his cheeks or warm salty tears, only if you look closely around his eyes would you find them red rimmed.

Tsuki sobbed until his throat ached and his breathing grew haggard, his chest burning but he didn't stop. His eyes got rid of anymore tears to cry; it felt like hours, but it was only 12 minutes since he started weeping.

Who knows what he wept for, maybe it was how his mother died and his father remarried soon after. Leaving him a mess and for him to cope by himself. Or maybe it's the fact that he doesn't feel human at all and he's constantly doing dangerous things to numb the silent pain in his heart.

Tsuki Matabu was a pitiful person. He was wise yet didn't have the knowledge to understand himself or others correctly. He grew a garden of loneliness and it got watered by his unshed tears. Tsuki was a good person. And no one saw that neither did he. He listened to others voices instead of his own, his eyes closed shut to his good and opened to witness his bad. No one called his name and neither did he.

He was lost and yet he knew his way, he was kind yet cruel to himself, he was human but with a monster as his shadow.

And that monster grew over time and swallowed his hopes and dreams. Filled with his regrets and fears, it bared its fangs at his most vulnerable times. Even though it was destroying him it filled him with warmth and a safe place. He knew his lifestyle wasn't healthy but...what'd anyone care anyway? They're all focused on his older brother and younger sister.

And even if he does something he sees as 'good', no one gives him credit for it. So if he does bad and he gets a reaction, rather than cold stares and an empty house. It's obvious which one he'll choose. ~ At least I made this hell, I had a choice and this is the outcome~ *sigh*

Tsuki wondered when this dream will be over, he's craving some pudding right about now. He rubbed his tummy and stood up. His surroundings changed again. This time it was a black and white checkered floor, with a Raziel sitting at a table.

Tsuki felt anxious and he could feel fear creeping up on him. Raziel looked him right in the eye and said, "I think this is enough, wake up Tsuki"

Tsuki sat up sweating and looked around him panicked. He saw Luka sleeping in a corner and Luke watching guard. His throat felt parched, he cleared his throat and got Luke's attention. "Oh! It seems you're awake." Luke looked relieved.

"It seems that you were having a nightmare or something, we tried to null it's effect but it wouldn't budge. If we tinkered anymore with it you may not have woken up again." Now that was not what he was hoping for. Not waking up forever may sound appealing now, but he has things in this life to finish.

He pushed himself up and crossed his arms. "So, did anything happen while I was asleep?" Tsuki asked, seeking an exciting answer. "No nothing much, the timer froze a couple times but it seemed like it was a glitch. Other than that everything's been normal<(￣︶￣)>."

Tsuki nodded his head, ~seemed like he didn't notice what's happening. Hm it's fine I'll explain later~

Luka stirred awake and when his eyes fell on Tsuki he immediately jumped up. "Omg omg! Thank god you're awake!" He said with relief and excitement. "Yeah glad to be" Tsuki replied short and with little to no emotion in his voice. "Yep!" Luka said. Luka then walked up to his brother and leaned on him. "Get another body pillow you human hugger!" Luke said, pushing his face away. "Awww. But your warm"

( The black king shakes his head at his childlessness )

( The white king says to shut up and you were the same a few minutes ago )

( The black king says stop speaking nonsense )

( The white king ignores the black king and says the display is lovely brother ship )

(250 coins given)

The Sasaki brothers were overjoyed by the coins and amused by the king's display. While Tsuki was in his head thinking of what to do for this round. He spoke up " I think we should buy up some supplies in EIS(Eden's item shop)". The twins looked at him confused. *Sigh*

Tsuki explained what he witnessed and what's his reason behind it. The twins turned serious. "Yes it does seem like a good idea" Luke said thoughtfully with his hand on his chin.

"Yeah good insight Tsuki! This is why you're the leader!"

Tsuki was taken by surprise. He hasn't been a leader to anything in his life, he felt somewhat touched that he appeared leader worthy. " Yeah of course!" He said proudly with his chest poked out a little. The twins silently laughed at the gesture, the kings were amused.

(The white king finds the current atmosphere delightful )

( 500 coins given )

( 300 points earned)

(The black king snorts and congratulates you on the title)

( 350 points earned )

Tsuki did a little bow for show. And the twins dramatically clapped. Even though he was in a sociopathic survival game, moments like this felt nice. He quietly wished in his heart that this would last longer.

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But he was wrong, he looked to his left to see Luka trying to heal Luke from bleeding out and looked down at his blood filled hand holding his gun. He cursed the heavens for the situation he ended up in.

( The black king is anxious )

( The white king trembles in anticipation and worries)

"Another day another god to curse" hissed out Tsuki.

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to be continued.....