I did it. I did it again.
And I fear the unknown
A darkness settles around me
Darker than before
Thicker than earlier
I shake, shudder
My heart beats faster
My skin chills
My eyes close, then it's as if everything stops

But one thing...

Thump-thump

Thump-thump

Thump-thump

My heart continues in its sole purpose in life

I forgot. I forgot my life.

Forgive me

I breathe in,
Open my eyes
And the world around me bursts in color

The creek runs by, dancing along the shore
The trees sway to an unheard melody
The birds sing together in joy
The breeze plays with my hair
And the sun kisses my cheek

How did I miss this before?

A joy, a peace washes over me
Raindrops from the sky
Washing me of fear, of doubt

I'm okay
I'm alive
I can get through this, I will fight

You have given me life
I will take it and live
Not tomorrow, but today
And today I will give You...

My heart

Fully, completely, free me from worry
Take it and use it
Let my sole purpose be...
To live for you, my King and Creator

I want my heart to beat for You

Kayleyana M.