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"Men understand direct communication. It's bitches who speak in code." - Kristen Ashley, 

My hands were placed on my lap, I could feel my heart racing, my pulse slamming against my hand. Alexander walked toward me where I was sitting, his eyes studied me, looking for what? I don't know. The couch was one of my favorite parts of his office, it was so comfy and soft, plus... I could sit here and stare at him all day.

A loud knock filled the silence and my heart stopped for a second. The anticipation was driving me insane.

Why am I doing this?

I don't know what happened in that second, but when I looked up towards Alexander, Alpha Luke was standing in the doorway. Alexander walked towards him, greeted him and then they talked about, I don't know what. 

The sound of my heart beating was overpowering my hearing, I was feeling numb, to the core.

It took me a moment to snap out of it, I took a closer look and saw that Alpha Luke was covering the people standing behind him. I found it odd at first, but I chose to ignore it. He stepped into Alexander's office and soon more unknown faces followed.

The group of faces included a skinny red-haired woman and a little boy of about 3 or 4 years old. The woman was gorgeous, immediately making me feel self-conscious.  

Why did I not dress more appropriately? 

I had on a pair of skinny jeans and one of Alexander's shirts, a red one to be exact. My hair was in a messy bun and she on the other hand was dressed in an emerald green dress. The dress made her red hair pop as it flew in waves over her shoulders, it all went so well with her green, forest eyes.

My thoughts betray me, immediately shutting the truth in my face. That's what a true Luna looks like, not like me. 

My heart was pacing up again, I just couldn't get myself to say anything, let alone stand up. My legs felt like some kind of jelly.

"Take a seat," Alexander said coldly, his voice sent a shiver down my spine, it still made me feel protected, safe.

My eyes fell on a woman in her late 40's, she had dark brown hair and her eyes were brown, not chocolate brown, more like chestnut brown. I felt like a ghost was standing in front of me, wearing my face, staring back at me. I regained my thoughts, I can't lose control now. They are merely my blood. I had parents, I had people who did not want me... nothing will ever change that. 

My eyes fell on the hand that was placed around her waist, that's when I noticed his eyes. Was it possible that someone could have the exact color eyes as another? His hair was slightly grey, handsome built and his smile held allot of emotion.

Happiness, frustration, regret, guilt, possession, hurt but most of all, I saw fear.

What could he possibly have to be afraid of? 

The closer he got the more I felt my heart beating out of control. I knew that feeling all too well.

My hands started to tremble in my lap, I could feel myself getting numb and worst of all... I could feel the fear creeping up on me. Like a demon stalking its prey, my anxiety hit me straight in the gut. 

Crushing every ounce of courage I had built up.

He stepped in front of his mate, that's when I noticed the other older man. The man had to be in his late 60's, but something was off about him.

Both men stepped closer and closer to me, I wanted to scream, I needed to scream and run. I needed to getaway. Like a wildfire, I felt the red-hot fear spread through my body. My chest felt like a cat was scratching me from the inside, trying to rip me apart.

He had to notice it, all of them had to, because, at this moment, I felt like that ten-year-old me, cutting her thigh, to forget mommy's words.

"What is wrong? Did I offend her?" I heard him ask, his voice was far away, but hit me in the stomach like a knife, sending shivers through my blood. 

I wanted to scream, "No. It's just.. that the once father I had, only came near me,  to hit me into a coma, break my bones or worse... place me in the barrel. "

Instead, I felt frozen, like a chess piece, waiting to be played. 

Warm hands cupped my face, I met his bright blue eyes. Those eyes that could make me explode down under just from looking into them. "It's okay, your safe here." He said, gently kissing my forehead.

"Just breathe and relax. Love, you got this." 

I still felt frozen.

"Love, this is not good for the p-" Alexander stopped in his tracks. He clearly forgot the part about the little hope, but still, he held onto it. He pulled me up, like a bolt of lightning, and pulled me into his chest. 

He kissed me, in front of everyone in the room, he just kissed me with so much passion. His lips burning me like fire was enough to shock me out of my panic.

"Sorry, I-"

"It's okay." he pulled me into a hug, his head berried in the croup of my neck. "Let me in. Mind link," he whispered. I did as told and smiled at him. 

I turned to look at them, I had no idea what to say, or what to expect. The atmosphere was tense, almost like we were waiting in anticipation for something. 

I took a deep breath and decided to just get this over and done with. Once it's over, I can move on and put all of this behind me, all of us can move on.

I took a step closer to the man with my eyes. I could sense his power, radiating from him. His mate stepped in beside him, her brown eyes flashing, showing me her wolf. 

I did the same, showing her that I will not stand for any lies, with a low growl I took another step towards them.

We were a few feet apart, my heart was pounding, and I knew they could hear it, loud and clear.

"Why?" I said, my voice dripping with Luna authority, I didn't even know I could sound so cruel and mean at the same time.

I saw the light fading from her eyes. 

I hurt her, well shit... 

I just wanted answers, why did they abandon me, and keep Alpha Luke. I just wanted to know, that's all. My mother said they did not want me. With every word she spoke, she would remind me that my biological parents never wanted me, so they left me there.

"We never abandoned you," he said. My eyes met his, searching for any lies.

There were none.

"I just gave birth to you, I was still in the waiting room, waiting for you. The birth was complicated and I needed a C-section. You needed immediate medical care. The Dr. took you to the next room and then they attended to me. When your fath-" She stopped her sentence and looked at me with wide eyes. "-uh when Marcus went to check on you after I was stable, you were not in the baby room next door. The Dr. and all the nurses were killed, and you were gone."  Tears were streaming down her face as Marcus pulled her to his chest. 

"We searched for you, for more than 15 years. Eventually, we had to let ourselves move on. No matter how hard it was, we had to. It consumed our every existence to the point where Luke suffered, we had to think of him, he was all we had left." Marcus said.

Well thank you for making me feel like shit now, I never asked to be taken, I never asked to even be born or consumed. So, sorry Luke.

"Tell me, can you do it?" the older man asked, clearly not caring about the current conversation.

Confused by his question and I'm sure my face looked like a whet cat by now. "Can I do what?" I said, quite annoyed by his interrupting and questioning.

"Are you dumb? Control the fire?" 

"Sir, I have no idea what you are talking about. So if you have something to say. Just say it please."

"You are rude aren't you. NO darn fucken manners," he shouted at me. 

"I suggest you shut your mouth, you are in my territory and I am not only an Alpha, but your King and she-  he said pointing to me "-your Queen. So stand down Dale!" Alexander said, his voice dominating the room. I could not help but get all tingly when he got like this. It was just...

Hot.

"Doesn't mean shit. She fell in here with her but in the butter, like a stray dog, landing in luxury. Does not make her my Queen." the man, now known to me as Dale spat out.

I could sense Alexander's anger, his body tensing up. There was no stopping him, before I could even say anything he had Dale lifted in the air by his neck. His legs hung mid-air, like a bag of potatoes, waiting to be dropped.

"One word, just one more word and I swear I'll kill you." 

"Who are you?" I asked.

"He is your uncle," Marcus said.

"Alexander, please let him go." I stepped closer to Alexander, wrapping my arms around his waist. 

"He disrespected you, sweet cheeks. I won't stand for that. Never."      

Aha, Zane...

"Zane. Baby, I love you, but just let the idiot go. He is not worth your time."

"You sound so dam hot." Alexander's voice echoed in my mind.

"Not now," I said feeling all hot and bothered.

Dale fell to the ground as Alexander stepped away from him, his body landed with a loud thud.

"You, fucken Bitch! You dare disrespect me! Do you know who the fuck I am, what I will do to you." he shouted

"Again, I don't understand. Please just say it straight to my face and get it over with." I said, my words dripping with annoyance. 

The next moment I was on fire.

And it burned like hell.

Hi All. I hope this chapter was okay, I felt so stuck the entire time, I don't even know how many times I just started over. SO I hope this one was worth the wait. 

Do you think that Monica can rebuild her relationship with her parents?

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