"To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves." ― Federico García Lorca

Hi there. Okay, there are a few noted before I want to begin.

(1) This is was also too long. So I had to again split it. Please forgive me but this, every part of this chapter is needed. (2) This is the first time in my life that I am writing a scene like this and I hope that I don't disappoint or do it wrong. I want to apologize in advance to all my readers... (3) If you don't like mature scenes, please skip the chapter, but you will miss a lot of important details on the story. So I decided to mark the beginning and the end with a ⚠️ .......... on with the story

⚠️YOU HAVE ONE SHOT AT CLOSING THIS CHAPTER. THERE ARE MATURE SCENES⚠️

William and I stood in front of the door, behind it laid many uncertainties, but also Alexander. I took a deep breath and nodded my head at William.

It was time.

The doors opened and immediately all the heads turned to William and me, but I was sure as hell everyone was looking at me, judging me. William put one foot in front of the other, dragging me along with him. The hall was beautifully decorated with white flowers,  roses, lilies, and white orchids. The theme of the fairy lights continued inside, making everything seem a little softer.

I don't know how many people were seated inside, once my eyes cough the sight of Alexander all I could do was be drawn to him. Like a moth to a flame, he drew me in. My heart, stomach, and intestines felt like they were all in a knot, waiting to be released and let loose. A slight smirk was placed on Alexander's face, as he looked at me. His suit fit him perfectly, his hair messy and his blue eyes shining like a crystal. 

This is it...

I came to a halt in front of him, my mate. He put out his hand for me and I took it, releasing the breath that I was keeping in since I nodded at William. "You look beautiful, my Queen," he whispered, once I stood next to him. I could feel the heat travel to my face as I began to feel all kinds of H.O.T.

 Alexander led me to a stage, it overlooked the entire hall. Once we were on the stage Alexander let go of my hand, the emptiness of his warm touch was a little overwhelming at the moment. He must have noticed because he immediately took my hand in his again.

"Hello Everyone. Today I want to welcome your new Luna and Queen. She will-" Alexander started talking, there were a few gasps, some growls and some smiles sent my way. I could only focus on the touch of Alec, it kept me grounded, safe and I knew I was not alone in this. I don't know what Alexander said but suddenly loud cheers echoed through the hall. Everyone was standing and clapping their hands. 

"It's time to officially make her part of the pack, bind our Luna to all of us," he said again. I had no idea what that meant. I never in my life had been part of a pack. What does that mean?

The next moment I felt a cut on my hand, all I saw was blood. I looked at Alexander and he gave me a sympathetic look. 

He cut his hand and then pressed our hands together, our blood combining. I could feel it in my guts. The moment his bloody hand touched me I felt a massive headache and heat spread through my body. 

Voices filled my head and I started to feel dizzy. "Take a deep breath, it's going to take some getting used to, but I'll give you something that will block all of this out," Alexander whispered in my ear. He placed a small yellow tablet in my hand and nodded his head, signaling me to drink the tablet.

He turned away from me and faced the crowd. 

"Our new Luna and Queen is now officially part of our pack. You shall show and treat her with the respect you have shown me. The moon goddess has blessed our pack with her." Cheers echoed through the hall as Alexander spoke. 

"Do you want to say something?" He asked me. 

What do I say? Yes? No? Maybe? 

'Just do it.' Ella snapped at me.

I nodded to Alexander and he pulled me in next to him.

"Good Evening, everyone." My voice was shaking, but somehow courage spread through my body. "I would like to thank all of you for accepting me as the Luna of this pack. Know, I would do anything, everything to always be the best that I can, to always support the Alpha King and to love all of you, treat you fairly and make the pack proud." 

Alexander pulled me closer to him as the crowd cheered. "I'm so proud of you, my Queen," he whispered, kissing my cheek.

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The rest of the ceremony was much better than I expected. We spent hours with the pack, Alexander introduced me to almost all the pack members. There had to be a handful that did not like me, young she-wolves who kept eyeing Alexander and making snarky comments about me being a fraud. I chose to ignore them, they seemed to only target me when Alexander was not around and I did not want to reflect badly on him. So I let it slide.

Currently Alexander and I are on our way back home, our home. His hand was gently rested on my upper-leg, sending tingles through my body. The ride back was filled with a knowing silence. 

Stepping out of the car, I picked up Lily from her back seat. She was sound asleep, so peaceful with her teddy in her arms. Alexander opened the front door for me to step inside the house. 

I took Lily to her room, I placed her on her bed, covering her with blankets. I took a final look at her before I put the light off and closed the door.

Walking to our bedroom I took off my shoes and let out a shaky breath. I'm so glad this is now over.  

I decided to get out of the dress, it was a beautiful dress, but it was starting to smother me. I needed something comfier.

'Go natural.' Ella purred again. This pack-business has boosted her confidence by tenth fold. 

I pulled the dress over my head, the moment the dress fell on the floor I heard a loud growl. I jumped with fright, almost losing my balance.

Suddenly Alexander was slamming me into the wall, his body pressed against mine.

"You weren't wearing underwear under that?" he asked huskily. 

"I... uh... no." I responded, "The dress has a built-in b- bra." I stuttered. With the closeness of our bodies I could easily feel the air leave my lungs. My entire body became numb and all I wanted was him, all I needed was him.

He stepped away from me closing his eyes, getting control back. "You make this so fucken hard!" He growled.

"Don't you want me, or am I not enough? Am I too scared?" I said, folding my arms over my naked body.

"Maybe Cecile was right about me." I mumble to myself, opening the closet to grab a shirt.

"What did you say?" He asked.

"Nothing." I responded, pulling the shirt over my head. At least I don't look so desperate now.

"What the hell does Cecile have to do with this?" He shouted at me. I looked into his eyes, his dreamy, captivating eyes. "Don't lie to me."

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. "She said that you don't really want me, because when you met her, you were all over her and I'm- "

Then he cut me off. "I can't believe this, Monica. I told you. You are more than a quick fuck to me. She, she was just that. Even though I don't regret it, because I got Lily. The feelings I have for you is worlds apart from what I had with her." 

"I want you, Alec and I want you to want me too." I whispered.

"I do want you, more than you know." He said, cupping my face. His lips found mine and I could feel his heart rate increasing, his breathing became unsteady as I placed my hands against his chest. I looked up at him, my eyes searching his for any sign of doubt.

"You sure?" He asked.

"Yes." 

'Finally, now fuck me!' Ella shouted from within me. 'Shut up, Ella.'

Before I could gather my thoughts Alexander tore the shirt from my body, making it fall to the ground. "You won't need this, now will you?" He whispered against my neck, placing kisses on my shoulder. His soft lips made me wet and I'm sure he could tell.

He pushed me against the wall, I could feel his manhood hard against my naked body. "Alec, I-"  again, he cut me off, kissing me. His kiss was rough, wild and made me lose the little marbles I had left in my head. His warm hands traveled over my naked body, touching every inch of me. Setting fire within my soul, making my desire surface.

"Don't you ever think that I don't want you," he growled, pushing me even harder against the wall, as he pressed his lower body hard against mine. "This is what you do to me. Feel me, all of me." A moan escaped me, as he pressed his hard member against me.

He picked me up and I wrapped my legs' around his waist. My hands buried in his hair, his mouth found my breasts as he walked to the bed, he bit down on my nipple and a piercing jolt of sparks shot through my body as I moaned in delight. 

"Alec." I growled, pressing my body closer to his. He gently placed me on the bed and I groaned in frustration at the loss of his touch. 

He climbed on the bed, my heart was racing and I was strangely excited. I gave him a smile and he just smirked at me. His smile sending shivers down my spine. "Tonight is about you, I'm gonna show you, just how much I love you," he said, placing his lips on mine. This kiss was gentle and held promise, something I never experienced before.

Alexander led me down on the bed and hovered over me. Our bodies inches apart, he kissed me on my neck, sucking on my skin. I lifted my body and pressed myself against his hardened member. He laughed at me, kissing me between my breasts, down to my bellybutton. His hands traveled to my lower part and touched me between my legs. I couldn't help but moan at his touch, but the ecstasy only hit me when he pressed a finger inside of me, while he played with my breasts. 

"Alex, Ahh." I moaned when his mouth traveled between my legs. Time stood still as he had his way with me, I could feel my climax reaching, closing in on me. Before the sensation could even begin Alexander lifted his head, the loss of contact hit me like ice water in the face.

I groaned in frustration, once again. 

"You sure about this?" He asked, his eyes black with lust.

"Yes." I said, sitting up. I took off his suit jacket and then he started to unbutton his shirt. He threw it on the ground and it took me a few moments to take my lustful eyes away from his bare chest.

My hands traveled over his muscles, sparks tingled in my fingers from the touch of my mate. "Monica," he groaned. I looked up at him, his jaw clenched, somewhere inside me I found courage. I placed a kiss on his neck, sucking his skin as he grabbed onto my waist. My hands traveled to his pants as I unbuckled his belt, my mouth never leaving his neck. "Fuck," he moaned.

My mouth left his neck as I watched him take off his pants and underwear. His member sprung up, proudly. My heart started to beat faster as the insecurities started to get to me.

Don't get me wrong, I want this. He is just, goddess...

"I won't hurt you." He said, cupping my face. 

"I know." My words still hung in the air when Alexander pressed me down on the bed, spreading my legs.

The smirk on his face told everything that you would want to know. He hovered over me, pressing his lower half against me. The bare contact of our naked skin made me lose it.

"Please," I begged. 

I hope I did this right...

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