I don't know what to say other than hello everyone, I'm conheoxinhxinh here. Sorry I'm posting in English today, somehow I'm still writing this thought down. I've been under a lot of pressure these days, but I have a lot of work to do, so it's like this now. Along the way, there are times when you want to give up but then stop trying. My personal situation is also very unstable. Maybe it's just too much work. These days, I myself work more than 20 hours a day, I keep rushing to work, not even eating. Pressure always surrounds me, it's like waiting to bite me. I want to cry but I can't, I can only quietly crouch in the corner, put my arms around her to comfort me "It's okay, I'm here", seeing people cry but I can't. I can't laugh, I can't cry, I can't do anything. This path to adulthood has so many thorns, I keep walking hoping it will be covered with green grass, but I make mistakes, the more I go, the more it hurts. His legs were covered in blood and his body was covered with small and large wounds.

I have to go abroad a lot, once I operated on my neck for two days and then had to rush to board the plane when I got back where my neck was covered in blood from the wound, but from the side, I had to. bandaged myself, you might ask why I didn't go to the hospital, I simply hated it, nothing special. I couldn't even eat due to the pain. I feel pressure all the time, like it's just waiting to swallow itself and then digest it. I want to cry, but I can't. Can't stop laughing, can't stop crying, or both, what to do? People might say I'm weak because I'm weak, and you're right - I'm weak and desperate.

I don't know what to do but thank you for reading and please don't understand it. Take care of your health and learn to love yourself more, everyone. Thank you to everyone who was here to help me feel alive. Sharing my feelings also makes me a little lighter.

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Written by Conheoxinhxinh

October 23, 2022

I will not translate this chapter. Do not wait!Finally really thank you for no reason at all.