Gon's P.O.V
It's been around 5 days since me and Killua had to part again and I miss him so much... I decide to throw myself out of my bed and go downstairs only to find mito-San sleeping on the couch? Umm, ok? I quietly step around her and get a glass of water, head back upstairs and get ready for the morning/day. I was wondering if I should visit him and Alluka in yorknew.... Hmm.. Maybe I should call him first.. I dial him on my beetle phone and he picks up!

Good morning Killua!

Woah woah! Geez, it's still kinda early, quiet down will you?

Sorry.. Anyways, how are you and Alluka?

We're good, Alluka is still sleeping though... I don't think I've ever seen her sleep so long, the last few days must have been exhausting to her.. But how are you?

Hmm? Oh, I'm good. Um, I wanted to ask you something..

Ok, go for it.

Do you think it would be ok if I came over and visited you and Alluka..?

Sorry Gon, I don't think until about maybe 2 weeks? We're still getting used to it here and Alluka needs to rest and regain her strength, we need to buy certain things and plan a bunch of things. Sorry but I'm booked for a while..

Oh... T-that's ok! Don't worry I'll still be here anyways! So if you need someone to talk to, heh.. You know I'll be here!

Heh.. Yup! Bye!

Bye..

And with that, the call ended and with the new found information I knew.. I wouldn't be able to see Killua for a long time... Uugghhh! Why does he have to be so responsible and perfecctttt.. I get up from my chair and head outside and begin to climb a couple trees in memory of Killua, remembering how we would come here just to have a private space or to train or even to just relax.. Remembering how we used to fish here... I begin to get a bit upset but then I remember hearing Killua's soothing voice and I calm down... After a few hours of playing I head back to Mito-sans house only to see her with a very concerned face..

Mito-San.. Are you ok?

I'm so sorry Gon...

W-what do you mean?

*sigh* come sit down, I'll tell you what happened..

O-ok...

So, you remember how Killua and Alluka moved to yorknew right..?

Yes....

Well... Did you hear the recent news about what happened recently in yorknew?

No.. What happened..?

There's been.. An unfortunate accident in the apartment they live in...

What.. Kind of unfortunate accident...

There was... A bomb planted in the bottom of the apartment..

WHAT? BUT-

I know what you're thinking but.. It's not just any bomb.. It's an extremely famous and well-known bomb known as "little flower". They were thought to have been cancelled from production and had all been unarmed but some where still alive..

But, would Killua be able to-

No.. The bomb go extremely far in range.. Over 3/4 of yorknew was blown up from the bomb.. Over 70,000 people died...

I can feel tears forming as I sit in extreme disbelief at this news.... So this would mean.. No! I can't give up so easily! I run upstairs and I try to call Killua but.... No response... I tried calling 3 more time but.... No response... I can feel tears begin rolling down as I receive this grim news assured... I feel my heart drop down to my stomach as I feel as though I could faint at any moment... Stricken with grief, I can feel the first of five steps take place...denial.. I kept thinking of how this couldn't be possible... How I couldn't just silently lost Killua.. As if I could hear the screams of them now.. Ringing in my head... I feel the second step take its toll... Anger... I was furious as how this was the world I lived in.. An unfair, cruel world... I can feel my fire burn stronger as I feel as though I could be taken over by the strong nen that almost killed me... But then I remembered how anger got me no where... Cue the next phase... Bargaining... Trying to cope with this new feeling... I begin to try and ask myself 'what if..'. The second those words appeared in my head, rivers of thoughts and possibilities went through my head....