(Gon's P.O.V)

As I stagger to breath, continuing my thoughts, trying not to assume the worse...

Cue Depression... I can't help but keep on thinking....

"I can't live without Killua..."

"Killua can't be dead"

It feels as though the room is spiralling around me, as I begin to feel like I'm going to be launched by the force within..

I feel like I have to give up yet...

Killua hates it when I give up...

If he truly did die...

He'd be watching over me...

Then I came into realization..

"Everything he ever did... He did it for me..."

But... He's gone now...

But I'm still here..

Why did the world have to tear our paths so far apart..

I can feel smooth tears cascade their way down my face as I begin to sulk and I fall to my knees on the cold, wooden floor..

Thinking of Killua again I realize..

"Gon! You know I hate it when you sulk you big baby! Get up!"

I remembered how Killua always commented on how much he hated seeing me like this...

What would he think of me now...

Just as I feel my emotions become more fierce I hear..

A small..

High pitched voice..

I can't tell where it's coming from..

It feels as though it's close yet..

So far..

It's voice has an overlapping faded echo..

Almost..

A ringing to it..

As I can finally make out what it's saying...

"ωєℓℓ.... ι тнιик уσυ'яє ρяєтту gяєαт..."

That's when I feel a warm presence..

Coming from behind me..

It feels like...

A warm embrace...

"ιт'ѕ gσιиg тσ вє σк! ρℓєαѕє, ∂σ иσт gяιєνє σνєя мє... ι ωιℓℓ αℓωαуѕ ℓσνє уσυ..."

I can feel my heart almost completely stop as I heard those words, slither their way through my ears....

It felt as if time itself...

Had stopped..

I can feel my heart beat becoming faster..

Everything around me is moving slow..

Even my movements as they have an after shadow..

Almost as if I'm performing echo step..

All I could hear was a loud ringing before it became scratchy...

I suddenly jolted up!

It felt like...

Like..

Nothing just happened..

Was that...

What they call..

An epiphany..?

Feeling as though your soul is being joined with another...

Interlocking minds...

Intertwining lives...

I blink a couple times before realizing what...

That could've meant...

Maybe...

It was Killua..

Before passing on into the afterlife and feeling the sensation of reincarnation...

For Killua's sake...

I hope he gets reincarnated with Alluka..

Still by his side...

(Cue acceptance...)

They were always so close weren't they..

It's almost funny...

Their souls can never be torn apart..

I'm sure they're somewhere above..

Watching...

I'm sorry I have to come to this Killua...

I grab a rope from my closet... I knew it wasn't mine but..

Killua's...

Before he got Alluka back, when he was staying at mito-san's place...

He was always constantly stressed and depressed..

He always did overthink things huh...

I slowly creep out of the window in my room with rope in hand..

Heading to the deep marsh and woods..

There was always a place no one visited..

It was always monster infested..

Everyone was always afraid to step foot in their territory..

I guess...

Grief can push people to extreme lengths..

Haha..

How funny of me to say something so out of character...

I head deeper into the woods before tying the rope into a noose..

And before you assume..

No, it's not for me..

But for someone who just needed a release...

An escape from this hell people call earth..

I tie the end of the rope to the talents tree branch before carving a small note in the tree and heading home...

"Dear Reader
Hi! I know how tough times can be, but cheer up! There's always a worse fate, trust me, I know..
Anyway, I hope you have a good time or a good bye...
I wish I did..."

~~~~~BAD END~~~~~~~~~~~