Quick note:
Hi everyone, this story is a persona origin story. So Midnight has been my online name for a good number of years and I have designed and redesigned my persona for years trying to get the right feel of what and who represents me most. So meet my persona and I am merely giving her a background story to add to her personality and how she behaves. So fair warning none of the events that will happen in this story has ever happened to me in real life and I am not asking/gaining anything from this it's just what I've read and seen/heard over the many years while creating my personal. The story is told in the first person throughout the book I will comment above when and if it changes.
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Everything burns. It feels like hell. Huffing as I wrapped my arms around my sides. The pain, that stupid mark on my back is on full fire. No one is going to be able to help. They're all gone. The warmth of tears fell down my cheeks. I've experienced the sight of death before. More times than I can count and even some by my hand. So why? Why were their deaths different? Why do I feel like there's nothing left for me here?

Nyoko. Valentino. You never told me what loss feels like. It hurts too much why did you leave me? Why am I immortal like you told me, Nyoko? I'm scared. Rocking forward I cried out in choking sobs. No words, only sound as I squeezed the silk between my fingers. I barely had any air before the sense of fear kicked in as I rocked backward and took a long-winded breath in. Coughing after the cold breeze entered my mouth as a thick fluid fell onto the ground.

This pain. Why is it unbearable? Why is everything taken from me? My mother. My mortality. The only two friends I was able to make by chance. Why were they all taken away?! Maybe I can explain? Let's start at the beginning... Back before I was born?