WARNING: This chapter is probably one of the most graphic chapters on this story and I'm just warning u guys that this part is not for weak stomachs XD. Anyway, let the show begin!

After about 15 minutes of standing there in the alleyway coming up with questions, Yellow Pearl finally made a few grumbling noises, and slowly opened her eyes. "Ugh...w-where am I?" she muttered, giving me a nasty glare. "I need info." I deadpanned, not answering her question. "Why do you have me tied here? There is no productive outcome that comes out of this little interrogation charade you're trying to hold." she squawked, eyeing the bat in my hand.

"Mind if I ask some questions, or are you gonna run your big-ass mouth all night?" I sarcastically asked, taking a step forward. "Continue..." she reluctantly replied, eyeing me up and down. "Now, why are you guys torturing Steven when it's clearly Rose that deserves the punishment?" I asked. "Rose is not with us, right now, and I believe that it would torture her more if we were to cause her child pain, instead." she replied casually.

"She's fucking dead, you priss! Isn't that enough of a punishment?!" I asked, losing my patience.  "She killed one of the most widely-respected gang leaders of all time! Our luminous Yellow Diamond mourned over her and so did your Diamond before that *ahem* lower-ranked copy of her took over." she explained, looking to the side. 

I was taken aback by Pearl's remark about Lapis, so I grit my teeth and stepped forward again. "Lapis is just as strong and respected as Blue Diamond herself!" "Is she? 'Cause that is not what I've heard around the Homeworld system. In fact, she might actually be the most hated leader in the Diamond Authorities!" she ranted, giving me a smirk.

"You take that back! I don't hate her!" I hissed through gritted teeth, pointing a finger in her face. "Ah, well that is expected from the likes of you..." she purred, raising an eyebrow. "What does that supposed to mean?!" I asked, slightly offended. "Your mother always adored her diamond and every other person she met. She may have been good at her job, but she was never adored by other people." she explained. Ouch.

"My mom was a great person! I'm almost positive that everything coming from your mouth is a big fat lie!" I growled. "Is that so? Well, in that case, I guess you won't believe me when I say that your mother said that she didn't even love her own daughter..." she said. Wait WHAT?! "W-what?" I muttered, softening my expression and loosening my grip on the bat.

"She said that she loved her job, but never her child. She was actually planning on killing you, Peridot...." My eyes grew wide, and I stepped back. Planning on killing you....killing you....killing you....Those words kept echoing in my head. "N-no....she'd never do that....she loved me! We were closer than you'd ever believe!" I said, shaking my head violently.

"Oh my daughter Penelope? Oh, I'll take care of her when the time comes, my diamond. She will be dead before you know it....That oddly sounds familiar....like something....she said last month?" she said, and that flipped a switch in my brain. "NO!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, my grip tightening once again. 

"Face it, you inferior bitch! Nobody loves you! Your mother never loved you! Lapis doesn't love you, you are a failure...." she yelled at me, giving me an evil expression. "STOP IT!" I hollered, and I felt hot tears rolling down my cheeks. 

"You'll never be truly loved here, Peridot. This is your life, now. To be hated, loathed.....Just-" 

"Stop."

"-Like-"

"STOP!"

"-Your-"

"NO!"

"-Dead-"

"PEARL!"

"-Mother!!!!" 

"RAAAAGGHHH!!!" I screeched, crying my eyes out. Everything at that point was a blur. I felt the hot tears rushing down my face. My mind was spiraling and I couldn't feel my body. My reality-check hit me in the stomach and I began to feel nauseous. My vision was blurred and all I could see was an image of my mom, and I began to cry harder. Flashbacks flooded my mind, and my head hurt, and my arms were tired and sore for some reason and I slowly came back to reality.

I opened my eyes, and I saw red.....blood.....it was on my hands, the bat and.....oh my god. Pearl's face was covered in blood, bruises, and her head looked cracked open. The blood streamed down her whole body and began puddling all over the floor. She sat limp in the chair and her eyes were shut, and I dropped the bat quickly. I looked in the reflection of a dirty window, and saw that I was covered in blood as well. Her blood....  

Oh my god....I just killed her. I just killed a person. She's dead..... I KILLED her! I stared at the body for a moment, and as soon as blood began oozing out of her mouth, I vomited. I stood back up, and began to shake violently, putting my hands on my head. I ran to her, and put my head in her bloody lap. "I'm s-so so-sorry...." I sobbed, still not believing what I had just done. I heard heavy-breathing behind me, and I turned around to see who it was. It was a man, and he looked terrified of the scene. I also noticed that he had a phone to his ear. He quickly ran off, and I tried to chase after him. "W-WAIT! I--" I tripped and fell face-first onto the concrete.   

I sat up, and felt my nose - it was bleeding. Blood was everywhere...and it was all my fault. I'm a murderer....I'm a psychopath....I'm a monster....I thought to myself as I just sat on my knees staring into space. More tears rolled down my face and I felt myself shaking - I needed Lapis. I needed her by my side to comfort me...hold me...that's when I heard police sirens in the distance.

The blue and red light from the cop cars blinded me for a moment, and I just sat still, temporarily paralyzed. "DON'T MOVE! WE HAVE YOU SURROUNDED! PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE WE COULD SEE THEM!" the cops continuously shouted, pointing guns at me. I stood up slowly, and raised my hands up in surrender. One of the cops ran toward me, and pinned me against the wall, my chest slamming against it.

He grabbed my bloody arms and put them behind my back, locking them into handcuffs. I silently cried and cried as he was taking me to the car. He pushed my head down to sit me in the backseat, and he slammed the door shut. I could see the other cops in the distance putting up caution tape and investigating the scene.

We drove away, on our way to the police department....Lapis....please help me....

A/N: I'm so sorry XDDD