'Sans' Pov

When was the last time that I took a break from my personal hell?

Everything was so blurry and hazy

All that I can remember was that brat did something to my soul to make it like..that

The target doesn't even look like a circle, it was shaky like my soul is trying to hold itself together.

As I looked at my dusty hands

I killed my friends

I killed my brother

I killed everyone

But...except them

I clenched both of my hands and tremble in anger.

I feel so...useless

Getting controlled by a demonic kid.

As I was stuck in my own world I didn't notice crunching footsteps on the snow coming towards me.

"Oh sansyy~!" A sing-song voiced broke through my inner dialogue.

"Sansy! I am back! My friend!" they appeared behind me.

I Didn't flinch, as Chara pout but put there infamous smile back.

"Haha miss me?" Chara said going past me, stopping at their tracks to look at me.

I stayed quite, I didn't have energy for this...

As I turned around to walked away from them.

3rd person pov

The child scowled angrily that didn't fit their childlike face.

As they watched 'sans' walked away from them.

His figure disappearing footprints leaving a trail.

"Oh sansy...you think this is over?"

They giggled mockingly at the direction where 'sans' at.

"This is only just the beginning" they said with their smile getting wider and darker and more sinister than before.

As the winds blow past them
Their figure disappearing like smoke.

Cold laughter rang through the snowdin forest.

'Sans' Pov

Snow crunched as I puff out a cold breath.

I continued walking without knowing where I end up to, all I need to get out of there sight.

Just seeing them makes me seethe in anger but also sadness.

No matter how much I loathed on them, I can't get rid of the good memories we made together with our friends.

All those fun times and for what?

To destroy them.

I clenched my knuckles as I walked faster.

Taking whatever where my feet taking me, I couldn't think straight everything is ringing.

I groaned as I held my head in pain closing my eyesocket shut, my vision getting hazier and the ringing became louder and louder.

Until it all stops

The ringing was gone

The pain in my head was also gone.

I slowly opened my eyesocket as I looked up.

This...

This was my home....

My feet unconsciously lead me to my home...the home were I once lived with my brother, papyrus.

The home where I found content and relaxed.

But now, it gave me such a heavy feeling in my chest.

I slowly walked up to the door, halting Infront of the door.

My hand hovering the doorknob, I shook my head and opened the door, the door creaked open and hesitantly going in.

The once warmth in the house was replaced by the cold as I left the door open, letting the cold air coming in.

I stared at the place.

The heavy feeling in my chest gone more heavier than before.

I gripped my shirt as I let out a shaky breath.

When will this nightmare end..?

[Several resets later]

I feel so numb...

I felt so empty.

Killing my brother and friends over and over again left a numbing feeling in my soul.

Gripping the knife that the kid gave me, looking at the small trembling froggit.

I am currently in the Ruins, I killed everything and the last one is this froggit..

Flowey was nowhere to be found in the Ruins, it seems he gone to hiding.

As I slowly approached the cornered froggit, every step I took the froggit would tremble harder.

As Froggit shut there eyes tight, I hold up my knife high.

I was about to slash the froggit but my hand halt mid air.

I hesitated...

This always happens

I always hesitate to kill

I slightly trembled, I couldn't do it...

I couldn't it.

I just can't.

As I lower my hand.

cold hands gripped my shoulders.

The voice that I loathed spoke to me.

"Sansy~!"

I blankly look at the froggit as Chara gripped my shoulders tighter.

"Why are you hesitating?" Chara said

I didn't look back but I know their smile getting colder the more I stay quite as I continued looking blankly at the trembling froggit.

"Didn't you want to kill them?" They said in such a sweet sickeningly voice.

I gripped the knife that I was holding, restraining my self to just lunged the knife at their neck.

But I can't, they have my soul hostage.

This is the worst.

"Come on sansy, I know you want to stabbed them" they said at such a taunting voice gripping my shoulders tighter than before.

I winced slightly.

This kid strength is no joke...

I heard the kid let out a 'tch'

As they hold my arm where the knife is, hosting it up high and slowly lowering it to the now whimpering, crying and trembling froggit.

The froggit let out a sad croak as they tremble more than before.

Feeling their smile behind me, I clenched my teeth as black ink drips from my eye socket.

"Oh Sansy, sansy"

They gripped my arm tighter

"Kill them." Their voice getting distorted and sinister.

Repeating the same words 'kill them'

A tv static sounds rang through my head
My breath getting Shakier.

They slowly let go of my arm, their words still echoing in my head.

My mind became hazier, vision blurry, shaky breath let out from my mouth.

I didn't know what happened next.

I only heard the sound of a pain croak getting quieter and distant by the seconds.

The moment I regained my consciousness.

I only saw blood and dust in my hands and the knife that I was gripping tightly.

I started wide eye, as tears and black ink mixed together.

I heard a snap.

The emotions that I once have gone numb only the sadness and anger remain in my soul.

My last string of sanity finally snap.

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