warning: if you haven't seen maze runner: the
death cure, please don't read the other half of this chapter! this will contain one half being spoiler-free and the other containing spoilers. so please, don't come at me if you read my rant about the film.

SPOILER-FREE BELOW!

okay so
let me tell you about the time tdc ruined my life
which was yesterday btw

this fucking movie-
just let me tell you

i was shOOK
i felt betrayed

this was how i looked when i came
out the theater

my best friend and i were bawling and had
to hold each other's hand.

i literally came out with not knowing how to
feel about anything tbh.

i was just like-

anyway, let me just pour my
feelings about this film out!

SPOILERS!
DO NOT READ THE FOLLOWING
IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THE DEATH CURE.

the opening scene had me shook.
like, look at my badasses, saving minho and being
cool and shit. and seeing newt come from behind the rocks for backup (!!) but, they missed minho. but i mean, at least they got sonya and aris.

so then they had to go to the last city, which was
guarded by a fucking wall. like?? wckd just wants to
keep everyone out nowadays.

some of the cranks this time were made a little more human, which is better since that's how they were made in the book. and when they went through the crank tunnel and frypan got some action, i was like yes babe!! you deserve it!!
then brenda and jorge being the badasses they are and coming to save them, yes.

then gally came back and i was just
bawling internally. my best friend actually cried.
anyway,

okay, but gally's redemption arc??
yes please!!

i personally loved gally when i watched the first film, sure he was a dick, but he's better than most of the villains in the series. most of them didn't get redemption arcs. plus, i absolutely adore will poulter. so i was extremely happy gally was back.

plus all gally wanted to do was to destroy wckd, but the outsider group he was from destroyed the whole city??
like didn't lawrence need more serum? anyway,

but my baby minho,
he didn't deserved to be captured and tortured.
putting him into the maze and experience grievers again?? like wckd what did these children every do to you??
everything is so unfair arrGGHH

now i talk about the depressing
deaths of teresa and newt.

teresa, in my opinion, was very misunderstood.
because she thought she was doing the right thing. that's why i'm very bitter she died. in the end, she still helped thomas and the others and is considered a hero. in my personal opinion.

and i don't necessarily ship thomesa,
but the thomesa kiss was bound to happen and
i liked the connection they had.

newt's death was just-
it made me miserable.

NEWT DIDN'T DESERVE THE
FATE HE WAS GIVEN.
me rn:

like, you made the best and most beloved character
in the series, have a unreasonable fate. he also looked so miserable and sad. and he had fight his best friend?? almost killing him too. then he has to kill him in self-defense.
life isn't in my favor anymore.

plus, he died by getting stabbed instead of shot.
i'm-

i think the only part that made me feel better is
that janson died by cranks eating him alive tbfh. i mean, he was already dying from the virus anyway.

but the part that made me lose it, was when thomas read newt's letter to himself. i was just bawling. then the shot of the stone hedge with all kids names who have died. alby, zart, chuck, winston, newt and teresas' names were just in the shot. it just made me completely bitter.

all and all, this film was emotionally bittersweet.
but a great journey of films ended right.

i never wanted to let it go, i've only been apart of this journey for two years, it was short but incredible all the same. now we have three films and five books to reminisce the feeling. now we just hope for the kill order and the
fever code! ( kidding ).

but i thank james dashner, for making a
remarkable book series for us all to read and re-read. i thank the cast and crew of the films for making such great films to watch and re-watch until our days end.

thank you.
i've never been so grateful to be graced with
something that means the world to me.
and for that, i'm eternally grateful.

thank you.
for everything single moment.

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whoop sorry
if you couldn't tell this series a lot to me.
so thanks i guess for reading my emotional rant.