Yayoi Uyeda was someone who was destined for greatness according to her parents, her two younger sisters and friends. As the daughter of a devil hunter, and a police captain, she had a legacy to uphold and not disappoint. She worked extra hard to make sure she would get good grades as a child and have a less dangerous career so that her family would not struggle as much. It was difficult to say why she was destined for greatness as it was a lot of things to say such as her own kindness, her beauty or how intelligent she was but she was someone that could make you feel better if you were ever feeling blue. She was the type of person that would let you know if she had a problem with you. Sometimes it was hard for her to be put into a box as the perfect daughter that her family friends wanted to have at times, although she knew it was in a joking context, it did make her feel weird at times. 

Sometimes she just wanted to be a kid, a kid who is giggling while being seated at a rollercoaster across the local park and having the time of her life. But that wasn't the case.

Not long after her 14th birthday, the local news reported on a neighborhood that was familiar to her ocean blue eyes. The same eyes that were supposed to tear up to the usual such as pain, bad grades, and scolding, yet her eyes were dull of emotion. Internally, she was screaming for her parents, her sisters, her neighbors, everyone at once but externally she was stunned and couldn't even utter a single word, yet all the unanswered questions fell all at once in her mind.

Soon enough, it was clear that all the floors in the neighborhood were indeed affected but not of natural cause, by a specific devil. The Gun Devil, himself. Seeing police tape and blood all over the once shiny, clean floor that she danced on was horrifying to say the least. That day, the Gun devil was a lifeline and the cause of deaths. Her parents and her sisters did survive but her father survived severe injuries and would have to live his life not being able to walk again, destroying his career as a devil hunter, which devastated Yayoi and this event made her blame herself for the outcome.

She resorted to all sorts of punishments to herself such as if she feels any happiness, she will remind herself that it was her fault that her dad's career was over which was like a chore until it stuck naturally. Her family eventually caught onto her behavior and decided to talk to her about this. That day, it felt like there was less weight on her shoulders and it was easier to talk to them. Although she felt less guilty, she still had a lot of anger that was close to being unresolved rage. Her plans of being a forensic investigator had changed and she decided to join the Public Sector to become a devil hunter. 

This is where she met Issei Hinata, and they got instantly close, they became best friends. Through him, she met Mamie Hinata, his sister, and her supervisor. Seeing her charisma, her combat skills, and her kindness to fiends and even devils made Yayoi aspire to be just like her, but it all came to end. Mamie Hinata was dead officially, she died getting attacked by a devil.

Through that incident, Yayoi lost a part of herself, whether it was Issei randomly resigning or Mamie dying in front of her, she lost herself that night, yet someone else became a killer queen. 

YAYOI UYEDA 上田 弥生

CONTRACT: LOVE DEVIL

ISSEI HINATA 日向 一世

CONTRACT: UNKNOWN

JURIA AOKI 青木 珠里亜

CONTRACT: SCARECROW DEVIL

KAGAMI NAGATSUKA 長塚 香海

CONTRACT: TSUNAMI DEVIL

MAMIE HINATA † 日向 真美恵

CONTRACT: UNKNOWN

authors note

 sooooo, my ass is finally BACK after unintentionally leaving my drafts and fics to dust😭 especially right now, i will be starting to update and publish my anime drafts if i have the time (can't keep any promises ppl) if any of u guys have read the csm manga chapter 74-77, then you know why it's been difficult to not think about that.

if u guys haven't seen my message board, it's my birthday and i thought it would be a good idea to publish this on my birthday as a birthday gift for my moots and for u guys who have been adding and voting for my fics.

so, the fic will start w the prologue revolving around flashbacks of mamie's attack and death which happens before the events of csm and it will have some relevance and foreshadowing during the later chapters.

 onto the romances, yayoi's love interest, it will be aki cuz im in love w that man for everything he does, his looks and how he is as a person ofc but if u guys have some ship names for them, let me know down below. and juria's love interest is denji (love him to pieces and hate that ppl see him only as a horndog) because i find them cute and i said so and for kagami, it might be yoshida, we'll see during these chapters and issei, im not sure about him so if u guys have any suggestions, let me know.

but yayoi is literally going to be so iconic and is best girl cuz why tf not at this point. also, juria is soo awesome and is everyone's bestie for the characters like i can't wait for u guys to see her. issei is v moody but has emotional vibes kinda like tobio w the moodiness from hq a bit. kagami is a trust fund baby for sure, she can be kinda mean if someone is mean back to her but overall, a great character. 

i will mention that this fic will have some manga spoilers so i would recommend for anime watchers to read the manga before reading this fic. but thank you so much for reading this note, this fic and supporting killer queen, and i hope u enjoy this as much i will <3

WARNINGS:  blood, gore, explicit language, death, murder, depression, mentions of sexual content, grooming (makima and himeno hate club), manipulation, suicide, mentions of sexual assault, him*no, m*kima, the vomit kiss, cannibalism and manga/anime spoilers. if you guys feel triggered & uncomfortable by these warnings, please click out of this fic and take care of yourself and hopefully i will see u w a fic that you feel more comfortable with, reader discretion is advised.

DISCLAIMER:  the characters yayoi, mamie, issei and kagami are all created and owned by me but the rest of the plot and dialogue revolving around chainsaw man belongs to tatsuki fujimoto, himself. if this book gets plagarized, please let me know! all the psds that have been used for my moodboard and gifs is by bbyhyuck, elincolorings, bbysuri, _jessitokki_ and m1yuk13_ on deviantart and the cover was found on pinterest. 

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