By 2:30, I got out of school and made my way over to the field.

School was a pain today, and to be honest, I don't think I did well on my math test but I could retake it.

Bob, Dylan, Lillian, Roman, and me were walking out the back of the school to leave and go home. They were really just people there to entertain me, of course. I just fit in with them and they like me. I prefer to be alone but I don't mind being with people.

Bob is a punk short and comical boy that's brown-haired with a dyed green fringe and cute freckles.

Dylan is pretty funny as well. Her and Bob are pretty much the amusement of our group. She has natural red hair styled, and it looks scene.

Lillian is awkwardly tall and short blonde haired with a nice fringe. She's better known as the "gayest of the group" in our group. She's always making homosexual remarks. She's crazy, and its funny.

Last is Roman, who is pretty quiet, more or less like me, but he really has an interest in plant life. He's super sweet too but super fucking emo.

Then there's just me last, the emo Kiki, but I do talk, so I've never really been an awkward one in a group of friends.

Everyone was on their phone at the moment walking to the front of the school.

"Bye guys, Dylan's gotta go!" Dylan said and bent her knees making a peace sign, winking.

"Awwww," I cooed.

"Dylan thinks she's so ka-wa-iiii" Bob chirped in a mocking tone.

"Weeeeeb" coughed Roman.

Dylan left, giving Roman a hug before and saying "Don't use such criticism before you think of yourself mate"

Bob and Roman soon left, and I left for the field saying bye to Lillian.

I walked to the field in the back of school, searching for Dan. To my surprise, he was walking with....Maddie..? I squinted, and he really was!

What the hell?

I ran over to them, but cautiously. "Dan!" I shout-whispered.

He turned and a grin formed on his face. "Kiki! Come here babe" he hugged me warmly.

I smiled nervously, not revealing my whole face, my hair hanging over one eye and hair hanging slightly over the other. "Hey Maddie."

"Hey" she smiled a genuine smile.

"Kiki, this is my biology partner. It....seems you already know her. She has said she wanted to meet you...."

"We met the other day." I said, my breath fanning his neck and he shivered.

"I miss you" he whispers. I kiss him softly.

i turn slightly to see Maddie.

She pulls out her phone and bites her lip.

"Dan, can you come over tomorrow?"

"Ya of course. We can snuggle" he winks.

I smile. "See you then."

He heads out, and I plug in my earbuds. "So you wanted to talk to me?"

Maddie looks up. "Ill give you a ride home," she offered.

"Uh Okay."

She smiled shyly.

"I mean, thank you Maddie.. You're actually kind of friendly."

"Kind of? I'm offended." She smirked a-bit.

"So...are you going to be injecting drugs into me and selling me? Or hanging me in your attic? Or-"

"I'll tie you up in my attic and take off all of your clothes then kiss your flawless skin softly in all the right places" she said with a wink.

What the fuck

"Uhhhhhmmm.."

"Sounds hot right?" she giggled.

"Ehh im not gay !!" I exclaimed.

"Aww why not don't be a kid besides lesbian sex is pretty damn nice."

"i'm not a kid, you're acting like a kid" i said pouting.

"It's cute when you pout" she giggled.

"noooo" I said. "I hate it"

"Its adorrrable" she purred

"Leave it" I said firmly. "I like your laugh"

"Hmm thanks. So how was your day on a more serious note ?"

I sighed. "I hate school dude. I just wish I didn't exist" I said honestly.

She chuckled. "Well don't say that. Oh hey, What do you wanna be when you grow up?"

i shrugged. I've avoided that question for so long.

"I-I d-don't know to be honest. I never think about it."

She turned to me and raised an eyebrow. "What's the point of working hard in school then? ...Dan told me you're super serious about school."

Dan said that?? He's not wrong.

"I don't understand myself. I'm just doing what everyone else does." I admitted.

She frowned. "Well I guess that's the norm around high school. You better get your shit together though!" she said.

"Meh....well what do you wanna do for a job?" I backfired, desperate to change the subject from me.

"I actually wanna be into accounting. You can go to college with me" she laughed.

"Ya.....ya sure." I said smiling a bit.

She started up her car and set for the road. We actually talked the whole time, and I was honestly starting to feel pretty comfortable around her.

We pulled up at my house 15 minutes later. Oliver usually picks me up, but I called him and told him on the way that a friend would drop me off.

"I had a nice time with you Kiki. You're really nice dude, you shouldn't be so shy. I wanna see more of you, in more ways than you can imagine." she said that with a cocky smile.

Oh god. I blushed. This girl will literally be the death of me. I'm not gay, but I can't help admire that she's pretty damn attractive to be flirting with me.

"Ya, thanks. You're cool too." I said with a shaky smile.

"See you around" she said with glittering eyes.

I walked to my house and groaned. I felt so tired for some reason. I thought about going to my cabinet to look for some Speed until I remembered I had run out.

"Fuckkkkkk" What now?

I eventually went to watch youtube, and I tried to stay awake, but I fell asleep anyways. Smh.

(A/N)

I tried to find a way, I swear I tried, all I have left is you on my side.
And now that I'm older, now that I'm older
I'm finding out how
What it means
To start over

~Life Cycles by The Word Alive

(A/N) This is my favorite song ^-^

Search it up, you might like it. But if metalcore music doesn't attract you, then that's okay! I can understand (:

&, i hope I did okay on this chapter
I feel like its total shit srry if it sucks >.<