*flashback*

"Heyo Meyo" I told Shiro "Hey Y/N how was sleep?" He had asked me "Good i guess" I said too quick what he doesn't or maybe does know is that i stayed up all night talking to Katie my best friend "hey shiro w-when are you leaving again" he frowns what happen? does he only have a week till' he leaves i cant have that happen its Impossible no he cant leave early that can't happen "I leave.........Tommorow" "I'm sorry Y/N i swear i would have made it longer"

I couldn't handle it i already had tears down my face "W-what" "WHY PLS TELL ME THIS IS A JOKE" i just had to scream i had to .....no i needed too and i already knew this wasn't a joke ughhhhhh why lord why did i do something wrong to deserve this?

"w-well we have too make the most of it r-right" i said trying not to make my voice crack but faild misberaly i wiped the tears trying to look better or even worse but at the momment i didn't care not now not later not tomorow , tommorow though i am NOT going to look so good i'd probily be at Katie's house crying with her that both of our brothers gone for who knows how long in a place i can't even remember like at all most likely because i have never been there but that doesn't matter right now i mean at all dang i'm bad at taking to myself

Shiro hugs me,I am going to miss him the most out of Matt,Mom,and Dad oh yeah i forgot to mention that he's my brothers friend they always hang out with each other while me and katie hang with each other boy oh boy am i going to miss him i just have to get through it slowly and painfully while he's gone it going to hurt but if it means it will make him happy that he gets to do what he wants i am more happy than ever to do it even if it means i need to wait,even if it means i have to wait (I'm WILLING TO WAIT FOR IM WILLING TO WAIT FOR IT)(ya know)

I have to make the most of it,wait no I Need to make the most of it thats all i need

*Back to present*

and i thought that was all i needed