[A/N]: Once again...18+ warning y'all don't give a fuck about lmao can't say I didn't try though!

C o l e

It's been a few weeks since the whole thing between me and my father went down and it's like everything has finally become peaceful.

We also finally moved out of the condo, Eros had been dying to do so for a while now. And although Carter had asked to move with us, after a while Eros just sent him back to his mother, saying that his vacation was over.

We rarely have anyone shooting at our asses in the middle of random restaurants, no more people trying to get under our skin, and most importantly, I can finally go to sleep without having to wake up to some kind of problem needing to be dealt with.

Well, there is a problem but not one that bothers me too much.

"Are you keeping off of that side? It's not, like, opening again or anything right?" Noel's tone was confused but worried and I sighed.

"I've told you a million times that it doesn't hurt anymore. I don't even have bandages on, I'm fine" I said.

Noel was currently staying in his own apartment but he often called to see if I was still alive and hadn't randomly passed out from my "suddenly opened" gun shot wound.

"Sorry...I'll leave it alone now. Just be careful" Noel said and I hummed before ending the call.

"It's okay to tell him to fuck off" Eros said as he came behind me, wrapping his arms around my torso and in response, I let out a breathy laugh.

"It's okay...I guess this is just the kind of brother Noel would have been had our father not did what he did" I said and Eros scrunched his face up.

"He's too old to be playing the overbearing and doting brother" he grumbled and I shrugged.

It's better than whatever we had going on before. I didn't completely forgive him for his past actions but I could see that he was at least trying to change himself, little by little.

"Aren't you supposed to be happy that we're getting along?" I asked jokingly but that just seemed to further sour Eros' mood.

"I wouldn't really care if you guys stopped talking to one another completely if I'm being honest. That just means I get to have you all to myself" Eros said and I raised a brow.

"That's childish" I stated and Eros let out a chuckle.

"Not childish, it's jealousy in a totally adult way" he said and I rolled my eyes.

"There's no need for any of that" I said as I brought my hand to his cheek and gave a quick peck to his lips.

Eros didn't seem to have the same idea as he held me in place, languidly stroking his tongue against my own, slowly licking his way into my mouth and tasting everything that I had to offer.

Once we pulled away, despite my panting, I still found myself needing to get something off of my chest.

"I love you" the words fell from my lips so naturally that it didn't even feel weird but I guess Eros was more than shocked as his eyes widened.

"What...?" He asked and I stepped closer to him.

"I love you" I said, more firmly as I turned to face him.

"...say it again?" Eros said and I narrowed my eyes, it was clear he heard what I said he was just being a little shit now.

Eros cracked a smile before crashing his lips onto mine in a passionate kiss that I struggled to keep up with. It was as if he couldn't stop smiling the entire time and my heart felt like it was on fire with love for him.

"Hmm, I'd tell you that I love you too but, I'd rather just show you" Eros said once breaking the kiss but then he stopped for a moment that made me look at him in confusion.

"What's wrong?" I asked and Eros fingers brushed against my side.

The side where I'd been shot.

"Does it still hurt?" He asked and I shook my head.

"I'm fine, it doesn't really bother me anymore" I said and Eros nodded.

"If your side hurts at anytime, let me know. Alright?" He said and I gave a nod of my own in return but Eros wasn't having any of that as he grabbed my chin.

"I want to hear it. Tell me that you understand" Eros said, his eyes searching my own for a solid confirmation.

"Yes, I get it" I said and just like that, the serious Eros was gone as a grin etched across his lips.

"Good" he said before leading us to the bedroom.

My heart hammered in my chest with each step we took but it was more out of anticipation than anything. I'd never imagined that I'd come to love someone, let alone have sex with them.

There truly is a first time for everything.

Once closing the door behind us, I found myself pressed up against the wall, Eros' lips hot on my own as his hands explored my body freely, my own hands resting on his shoulders.

Our lips barely left each other as they fervently moved against one another. Eros had made himself busy with removing my shirt and once it was gone my own hands flew to the hem of his shirt, just as eager to get his clothes off as well. Pants were coming off as well and next thing I knew we were only in our briefs.

Once our clothes were mostly off Eros broke the kiss  before leaning down to my neck and sucking a hard bruise into my collarbone, toying with the skin until it was tender and raw, practically throbbing before he's licking down further, tongue burning a trail of fire down my bare chest.  

After finally being satisfied with his love bites, Eros lead me to the bed before reaching into the night stand drawer.

"Can't forget this" Eros said, showing off the condom that he grabbed out of the drawer.

Eros paused to think for a bit before letting out a small hum and smirking. I looked at him in confusion, that familiar look in his eyes always letting me know when he's up to no good.

Eros grabbed my chin gently before leaning in dangerously close.

"Won't you do the honors of putting it on?" He asked, amusement dancing in his eyes for some unknown reason but I just nodded, not seeing the big deal.

I grabbed the square package from him and was about to open it but before I could do so, Eros put a hand over my own.

"I want you to put it on with your mouth" Eros said and my eyes widened.

He wants me to do what with my mouth?

Seeing the look of uncertainty on my face, Eros brought his hand to my cheek.

"It's alright, it's not too hard. Just be careful of your teeth and breathe through your nose" Eros said and gave a smile to which I shakily nodded.

Okay...I can do this.

As I was opening the condom, Eros removed his underwear, giving me a full view of his half hardened erection. Just from eyeing it, I could tell that this was going to be a bit difficult.

I want to kill him.

Eros positioned himself against the headboard and I crawled over to him.

After making sure it was the right way and putting the condom in my mouth, I lowered myself so that I could put it on Eros' dick. Despite my heart hammering like it was trying to break free, I did my best to make sure I didn't break the condom as I lowered it slowly down Eros' length, using my hand to keep his dick in place.

"Just be slow with it...that's it" Eros coached, his hand on the back of my neck and his thumb rubbed the nape of my neck as I slowly put more of him into my mouth.

It was strange really, the further down I went, I could feel Eros getting harder and it made my own dick harden. Being so close to his own private region was also something I never saw for myself let alone putting a condom on it with my mouth.

Accidentally, I felt my teeth scrape against the condom and I internally groaned when the rubber tore.

Fuck me.

I heard Eros chuckle and I glared at him.

"It's okay, you can try again" he said as he handed me another condom.

This time, I tried to concentrate so that I wouldn't break it again. With a bit of difficulty given Eros size, it took me a while but once the condom was finally on, I could finally let out a breath.

Eros wiped my mouth with his hand before leaning in and giving a kiss.

"Good job, baby" He said and I let out a soft yelp of surprise when Eros pushed me face down on to the bed.

"Come on, lift that cute butt" he said and I did so but looked back to him as best as I could.

In his hand was a bottle of something, clear liquid, and I figured it must have been lube. I felt Eros pushing my briefs down and I helped him get them off.

"...cold" I muttered when Eros rubbed some of the lube over my hole, my body twitching every now and then at the sensation.

"You'll be warm in no time~" he said and that's when I felt it. As his finger slid in my hold, the feeling of the foreign intrusion had my body tensing up, obviously not used to something like this.

"Can you try to relax for me?" Eros asked and I nodded albeit shakily. Trying to do as I was asked, I did my best to relax my body and Eros wiggled his finger a bit before pushing it further.

"Your hole's twitching so much, can you feel my finger moving inside you? There's only one right now" Eros narrated and I internally groaned. Did he think this was some kind of experiment?

"Quit narrating" I said and Eros chuckled.

"Why? It's pretty fun, you're clenching around my finger a lot, y'know? Should I add another one?" Eros asked but I guess the question was rhetorical because soon enough he added another finger and I let out a breathy moan as he began to move them in and out of me.

I'd been reduced to nothing but a shuddering, moaning mess in a matter of minutes under Eros' touch. His fingers worked me so good that I was struggling to remember that these were just his fingers, how was I going to handle his dick?

A warm feeling was beginning to itch in my gut and I could feel my hole clenching, chasing something but I didn't know what yet. Eros seemed to know though because he pulled his fingers out of me right then and there.

"That should be good enough" he muttered and I watched him, slightly breathless as he lubed up the condom on his now fully hardened erection. I couldn't believe his self restraint with that kind of hard on, practically screaming for attention, it was truly that of a saint's for someone who is supposedly impatient.

"If it hurts let me know, I'll slow down. You can also tell me to stop and I will" Eros reminded and I nodded.

"Okay" I said.

Eros reached over and kissed me just as he slid himself in slowly, the tip of his cock pushing at my hole. I had immediately tensed up at the intrusion and burning feeling that accompanied it but Eros deepens the kiss as to distract me from the pain.

His tongue encircled my own, playing with mine and keeping me focused on what he was doing to me with his mouth instead of down there.

"Are you okay?" Eros asked, breaking the kiss when he was almost halfway in and I let out a few pants but nodded. I wasn't going to lie, it did hurt but not as much as I expected it to. I could feel Eros throbbing inside of me and I found myself thinking of how it would feel once he was fully sheathed.

"You can keep going" I whispered and Eros smiled before easing himself in again and I relished in the moan Eros let out once he was fully sheathed in me.

"You're doing so good, Cole" Eros muttered deeply beside my ear and I felt myself shiver in delight hearing those words.

Dropping a kiss on my forehead, Eros started up a slow rhythm, getting me used to the feeling of him and after a few strokes, I found myself wanting more.

"Faster..." I said as I nodded at Eros and I suddenly became breathless with one powerful thrust from Eros.

"A-Ah!" I found myself moaning loudly when being met with Eros' thrusts, they were getting more rapid and deeper as he continued to pick up his pace.

I was practically melting under his touch as his hands came to stroke my own painful erection. I couldn't see Eros' face, but despite me wanting to, I could barely find the strength to say anything as Eros' thrusts were quite literally leaving me breathless.

"E-Eros...!" I moaned and I felt his lips connect with my neck, him biting down on the skin.

"Cole, you're taking me so well. It feels amazing inside of you" he panted out. The heat pooling in my stomach grew and grew with each and every thrust and suddenly, I cried out loudly when Eros hit a certain spot.

"So that's where it is, huh?" Eros said, his voice low and sultry as he said it. He pulled himself out til just the tip was in before slamming his dick back inside right on that bundle of nerves, making me cry out in response.

"E-Eros...! Er- ah!" Not once did Eros slow down once finding that special spot and I could feel my eyes prickle with tears as he continued to thrust into it mercilessly, the pleasure being far too overwhelming.

"Your moans are so pretty...I could listen to them all day...!" Eros said and I whined when he turned me and brought my leg up on his shoulder, positioning me so that his thrusts could reach deeper.

"Fuck...you're so beautiful Cole" Eros said as his hand reached out to touch my check, rubbing the reddened skin and I pressed a kiss into his hand in response.

I knew my hair had to be a mess, some of it sticking to my forehead from my sweat. Cheeks likely to be tinted a deep red and my swollen lips were parted as I let out a gasp each time he thrusted into me. Despite all of this, he still thought I was beautiful...

I didn't think I could love Eros anymore than I did right now.

"It's so...good~!" I cried out as I could feel myself clenching down on Eros tightly. My orgasm was coming and it was getting close to which I found myself becoming louder as the warmth in my gut grew.

"Come closer..." I said as I held my arms out and Eros lent down so that I could wrap my arms around his neck.

While having the opportunity in front of him, Eros left many love bites along my skin, licking and kissing each and every one after finishing them.

"...c-com...ing!" I choked out and Eros moved his hand between my legs, jerking my dick to speed up my orgasm.

"I know baby. Go ahead, you can do it. You'll come for me, right?" Eros whispered and those words on my sensitive ears was just another thing to tip me over the edge. Soon enough my entire body shuddered as my orgasm rippled through me powerfully and I clutched onto Eros' tightly as he helped me ride it out.

Eros kept up his rhythmic thrusts, chasing his own release after and I whined at the feeling of being overstimulated. Eros' hips stuttered as he finally reached his own release and he let out a loud groan before he laid his forehead against my own.

There was a moment of comfortable silence, the two of us just trying to catch our breath and calm down from our orgasms.

"You were so good for me" Eros whispered after a while as he placed a kiss on his forehead.

"Everything's alright?" He asked and I nodded.

"Mhm...I'm fine" I said.

Eros pulled the condom off of him and tossed it in the trash before lying down next to me and gathering me into his arms. I couldn't help but bask in his warmth, even if we were sweaty, it still comforted me very much to be in his arms after it all.

This kind of happiness was truly bliss.

As we laid, my mind drifted back to the conversation we had before. Eros had said he'd let me top him but not without a fight. And even though I said I wasn't interested...

I think that was a lie.

"I'm gonna fight" I said suddenly and I could tell Eros was looking down at me in confusion.

"Huh?" He asked and I looked up at him.

"You said you won't go down without a fight. So don't expect me to go down so easily next time either" I said and Eros seemed to finally get what I was talking about.

"Jeez...what happened to not wanting to?" He said with a short laugh.

"I changed my mind" I said simply and Eros smirked before nodding.

"Alright then I'll look forward to it~" he said.

Normally, I wouldn't do such a thing, doubting my inexperience a bit too much but after going through trial and error, I had some confidence that I could do it.

I just wondered if Eros had any idea how fast of a learner I was.