WARNING ANGST!!!!!

No ones POV

Lance and Pidge stood on the balcony to the new altean castle. It has been about 5 years since the loss of their fellow teammate, Allura, so they decided to visit Altea once again. The stars were shinning brightly as the two stared at the sky.

"It sure is beautiful out tonight...." Pidge said trying to lighten the mood. Lance just stood there not moving his head. "....yeah...." He said back.

"I think Allura would've loved this.." Lance said tearing up a bit. Pidge rolled her eyes but down deep in her heart, she felt sad. She was sad that Lance was still basically living in the past. He would always bring up Allura at the most random times. Sometimes when Pidge came to visit him at his farm, she would wake up in the middle of the night, and end up hearing him cry in the next room over. Pidge would always visit Lance to try and get him to move on with his life. Lance enjoyed Pidge's company a lot, even though she was always busy at the Garrison.

"Lance?" She whispered, but loud enough for him to hear. "Yeah?" He said quietly back.

"She's gone....." It was so hard for Pidge to say in front of her best friend, but it was true, and he needed to hear it again.

A couple tears fell down Lance's face. But he kept a straight face. "I know......" He looked down.

Pidge moved closer towards Lance and grabbed his hand. She started to gently move her thumb back and forth on his knuckles. "It's okay you know....to cry." She said looking at him. He looked up at her and smiled a little bit.

"I hate to say it, but we didn't just lose Allura that day." She adjusted her glasses while wiping a tear away on her face.

"We lost you too." She said starting to cry. Lance looked up at her shocked. Had he really been that distant from his friend? Has he really been living in the past for too long?

"Hey, hey." He pulled her into a hug, as he kissed her forehead. "I'm sorry." He whispered.

"I'm so, so, so sorry." He started to cry.

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"I'm so, so, so sorry." He whispered muffling onto her head. Pidge and Lance were hugging each other while crying.

Pidge pulled away from him and took one last look at Lance's face. "It's not your fault it didn't work out." She said while wiping her tears away.

She kissed him one last time as she slowly pulled away from him and grabbed her bags.

"I'll leave this here.." She placed a ring down on the table and walked to the door. She looked back at him one more time.

"I love you..."

Lance looked at her with sadness, but he smiled at her.

"I love you too..."

She sadly smiled and walked out the door and closed it shut gently.

Lance looked down at his hand, and looked at his ring. He touched it while gently moving his finger against it.

He looked at the mirror by the door. He saw his altean marks and tears started to stream down his face. He was still stuck in the past, and the person who helped him, couldn't help him anymore.

"My wife.......you made me lose my wife...." He said putting his hands on his marks. "Just because I couldn't move on...." He sobbed.

"She was right.......they did lose me...."