Ek sapna usne dekha tha

Sabse ucha udne ka,

Ek sapna usne dekha tha,

Sabse pray banne ka,

Ek sapna usne dekha tha

Duiya ki har uchai chune ka.

Ek sapna usne dekha tha,

Dusron ka spna pura karne ka,

Ek spna usne dekha tha apne parivar ko khush rakhne ka,

Ek sapna usne dekha tha apna maa-baap sar ucha karne ka,

Ek spna usne dekha tha usne, 

duniya ka pyar batorne ka,

Ek sapna usne dekha tha usne,

Kudko ko khush rakhne ka,

Phir kyu?

Na koi man mei mail tha,

Na ksi ke bair,

Phi kyu?

Kyu duniya ne uska dil toda,

Kyu iss kadar toda uska guror

Jis ki wajh se hogya wo apni jaan dene pe majboor.

- Amaya.K

Though I believe none of us knew him personally, but I bet all of us feel like we have lost something precious and near to us. It literally feels like a personal loss.

There is no doubt that he was a commendable person in and out with a heart of gold.

Speaking from my personal experience I was no fan of him, its jut I used to like him and Ankita Lokhande as a couple, and when they broke up I didn't even know anything about him until I watched him in Dhoni.

We all know, how superb his acting was, and we surely became his fan along with MS after watching is applaudable acting.

But right now, I feel there is no use on talking about him because when he was here, we couldn't get a hint of his sufferings, either he was so much pro in hiding his feelings under the façade of happiness or we were dumb to not to get any hint of it.

But what we can do right now is, save people.

Save people like him, who are truly depressed, and this initiative of FMC will be a dedication to SSR.

What it is?

What we are going to do?

You'll get to know about it, you just need to scroll. 

But before leaving, I just want to convey this, though I know SSR will never get to know this, but somehow I need to do this, for myself and many others who want to convey the same, 

To the courageous SSR, 

You were too good for this selfish world, golden hearts don't exist now and those who have them are treated like shit, or as the world around you treated you. 

The people who think you are coward to choose the option of dying or killing yourself, are wrong... completely wrong, because dying needs courage and brave heart which you possessed and proof for it was the dark red mark around your neck. 

Though there were some idiot souls who leaked your pictures and rubbish people who are so incentive that they even posted it on their IG handles, and shared your pics with others, but I can only imagine the courage you had in yourself that you thought to live your family, friends and your fans, and I included fans too because we know your fans were like God Father to you. 

Doing what you did, needs a mental strength and you were not cowards, never were and never will be. 

It's just we failed you very badly, as an audience somewhere we are also to be held guilty for your demise, none of us can imagine what were you going through for years and finally having enough of it you chose to dead better than living dead. 

I'm sorry... we are sorry.

You did find your happiness here, I seriously pray to Allah that you'll find your happiness with him.  

And I have no shame or doubt to say that, be happy in that world, you are where you and your golden heart deserved to be, all of our wishes are with, though we are very late.

Sorry. 

#Musicophilias
FMC 💙🎶