I was the one who vowed for your smile,

Yet today I made your eyes water in pain,

I wanted to be the reason for  your smile,

And I was for a lot but more than that the blain.

It breaks me to watch you break down and weep,

When you asked me to stay away and froze,

Never have I seen you so vulnerable and week,

That even when you pushed,you pulled me close.

And when I tried to leave,he wailed,

I won;t forget them as long as I live,

"Don;t leave me"it was a plea he hailed,

I wondered to myself how I could hurt my love?

I was about to leave the world,

It was just a slit of his tongue,

He never thought I would be furled,

He believed I always hung.

I did, but I was too hurt, yet his tears,

More realization of how much I love him,

The tears were more pain that my heart and fears,

And it wasn't even tied back,yet mattered only him.

Never have I seen someone cry so much for me,

FOr my loss, it was heart touching,yet I wanted him to stop,

The tears were ripping me apart,I couldn;t see,

But even the tears cried on me didn't give me hope.

He was my love, maybe I was his, he thought different,

I was sure,my heart knew,and I want him to smile even over my death.