I go on,no matter what I go on,

The methods maybe a bore.

But,no matter what I go on,

No matter what,even if I be a whore!

If I stop and I look back,

I am afraid I'll cringe and fall;

If I see all my lack,

I am scared I'll lose my goal.

I just want to live,

Even as a  pathetic thing,

It's my hope to thrive,

That I leave the hymns.

This is a song,I write from heart.

I sing it loud to be understood,

To the you in my heart,

I just wish, at least now we're good!

You know why I left now,

I can't bear the whole sight,

You know I acted now,

But you dunno why I fight.

I have to go now,

There is no more time to wait.

I can't seem to hold on now,

I even put me on bait.

And when I leave and go,

Just please don't ask why.

If I live it more,

I'll only make you sigh.

No matter what you say,I'll go,

There is nothing to say for my stop.

I can't bear to look for a cause.

I just have to leave you with no hope.

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"Alone had always felt like an actual place to me, if it weren't a stage of being, but rather a room where I could retreat to be who I really was."-Richard Laymon(Wild)

Written by my broken heart,With a smart decision to live apart,

In a part for a new start.

~Chaahat