I knew now, that, I shall never ever  have,

An end to the wait to my happy life with him,

I reckon the truth before:this hold will only slave,

My hopes and dreams ,will make me grim.

I knew now that waiting now,was nothing, but a trance,

I knew it all, I knew better choice too, lest I was wise,

This interim,the journey to my hell, destroying my chance,

Yet like idiot's days, I continued looking for end to the tries.

The halted walk, the ominous hold, the set back,

Be however nasty this love is to me,yet I seek,

The end to the bottomless pit,something it lack,

 I seek love, somewhere where it's not for this weak!