All I ever wanted was love ,

All you ever gave me was a shove,

My true love from your life,

And still I drown in the strife. 

All I ever wanted was care.

All you ever gave me ,a pair.

Someone to mate and play

All the commitments you slay.

And still I believe in you;

Even if you said adieu !

Why can't you fix,

A place for your fits?

Is it my heart's thing

Or is it lunacy's ring.

That still I love you ,

A bit more too.

Why can't I just believe the words?

Why do I seek the truth of worlds?

Why can't I just pretend to see

Only hate,no love in the eyes I see ?

Once I did believe your words,

But then your eyes point towards.

Now,you say it was all a lie.

But then I don't see in your eye.

And then,I see ,

The reason of flee.

The girl of dreams,

Her it seems.

And then you see,

The tear in the bree.

Off you came,

But I just flame.

Sometimes I wonder, don't I have it all,

Still I seek love, him as a whole.

I seek love,all I  want just love;

Not cars ,homes,jewels or cove.

And then,it's just hate everywhere,

Love to be found nowhere.

Ironical it is, I failed thereof,

And all I ever wanted was love !!

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Quote: 

"Maybe there is something you are afraid to say, someone you are afraid to love, somewhere you  are afraid to go. It's gonna hurt because it matters."-John Green (The Fault in Our Stars)

Written as I saw his love changing to remorse 

And his  stay became nothing but just a  force.

~Chaahat