It's been three hours since we have done the operation of the patient and now I was looking at the files of the patient that I have to look after.

When he was bought to the hospital I couldnt bare to look at him.

It was like as if someone had beaten him to death.

The condition that he was bought in was.... I can't even tell... The image of his condition has been stuck in my mind like anything.

I wonder who would have done such thing to him??. Why would someone even do this to a person like him??.

A knock on the door made me look at the door.

Come in. I said and looked at the files in front of me.

Dr. Mera beta keysa hai... Theik hai naa... Please batain kya hua hai usko??.

Aunty please first of all calm down.

Keysay araam say bethoon mera beta kis halat mein hai... Kya hua ho ga oos keh saath??. Kya bigara tha osnay kisi ka...!!

Aunty please first of all aap panic krna bund krain.. Aap keh liye sahi nai hai...

Jb aap ka beta hospital laya gya tha ooski halat theik nai thi ayesay dekh kr lug rha tha keh woh nai reh paye ga.

Lekin humnay poori koshish ki ooski jaan bachany keh liye... Shayad yehi Allah chahtay thay keh woh or jiye... Or aaj woh saans lay rha hai... Jahan tk rhi baat oski condition ki ayesay lug rha tha keh keysay kisi nay ossay jaan say marna tha...

Hum kuch nai keh sktay keh yeh accident hua hai ya phir kisi nay maara hai..

Reports keh hisaab say woh jld theik ho jaye ga aapka beta... Lekin ek injury nay oskeh dimagh pr asr kiya hai...

Keysi injury Dr.

Yeh jo injury jo oos keh dimagh pr asr kray gi oski waja say zyada chances hain memory loss ka...

Ayesay nai ho skta Dr.

Hum abhi kuch nai keh sktay jb u hain hosh aye ga phir pta chalay ga keh unhain kitna yaad hai apnay baaray mein ya nai.

Aap bus dua krain oss keh liye.. Baqi sb Allah pr chor dain..

Thank you Dr. Muskaan.

I gave her a reassuring smile and then she left.

I took a deep breath in and once again looked at the files of my patient.

I didn't want my patient to suffer from any diagnosis or any memory loss. I just want him to be healthy and fine.

But one thing kept nudging me was that he may suffer from Anterograde Ammensia and I didn't want him to suffer from that.

But all this doubt will get cleared at once when he wakes up.

A nurse came running into my room.

Dr. Muskaan the patient has woken up but...

But what.. Lucy..

He is having a problem in breathing in although his oxygen mask is there on his face.

Wait just go back to him and I'm coming in a second.

Ok Dr.

I quickly ran towards the patient's room.

Reaching there i quickly opened the door and entered in.

My eyes fell on the patient that was laying there on bed and was fighting to breath.

Lucy quickly get me the injection we need to calm him down.

She nodded and got me the injection so I could inject him.

After injecting him I saw him calming down a bit.

My eyes fell on the figure that was silently crying by the door.

I walked upto her and held her.

Aunty please calm down... Hum dekh rhay hain isko..

Aap ja kr bahir bethain.. Keysay he yeh apni eyes fully tareekay say kholtay hain.. I'll call you in...

She looked at her son for the last before exiting the room.

I seriously felt bad for her.

I can't even imagine what went upon her when she heard the news of her son in this condition.

Shaking my head I walked towards the patient again.

I checked his heart beat in the monitor that was attached and his pulse.

Everything was fine.

But why was he having a problem in breathing??.

My eyes landed on the nebulizer and it was empty.

Lucy!!.

Yes Dr.

Are you freaking crazy??. Do you want him to die??.

No Dr. but what happened??.

Just look at that it's fucking empty!!. How do you expect him to breath!!.

Fill it right now with the Albuterol and Pulmicort.

Yes Dr.

My head was paining I didn't even eat anything.

I seriously needed to get something to eat before I faint.

I was about to leave the room when I heard something.

I turned to look and I saw him mumbling something that I couldn't figure out.

I walked upto him.

Hey.. Hey.. Open your eyes everything's fine.. Just open your eyes.

Hearing my words he started opening  his eyes slowly.

Once his eyes were fully opened he looked here and there to figure to out exactly where he was.

I looked into his eyes and saw they were blank, empty no shade of life in his eyes. It was as if he was living but didn't know for what..

His eyes held something that I couldn't figure out...

But when did I start reading someone's eyes??...

I quickly snapped out of whatever I was thinking.

I checked him once again to make sure he was fine.

I held his wrists and felt goosebumps. I wanted to leave his hand but I had to do my work so I kept my two fingers on it to feel his pulse.

It was fine.

But what was that I felt?!. I have never felt this way in my life. But what was this??.

I shook my head to clear the thoughts away.

I felt his gaze on me. Watching everything that I was doing.

I didn't let his gaze distract me. But deep down I just wanted to check him up quickly and go away.

It's time to call his mom.

Lucy call his mom in so she can meet him.

Aunty came into the room after two minutes.

The moment she saw her son awake she ran to hug him.

But I made sure that he couldn't be hugged tightly due to injury or else it would cause him more pain.

OK so Aunty aap idhar a jayain meray pass or mein insay kuch questions pochoon gi let's see keh inhain kitna yaad hai apnay baray mein or baki sb keh baaray mein.

OK so first question.

Kya aapko apna naam yaad hai??.

Alyaan.

Okay next.

Do you remember this lady whose standing here??.

Mama.

That's good.

Ok moving into the next question do you remember what has happened to you??.

Nai... Yaad nai hai kuch mujhai...

This can't be happening...

Just try remembering Alyaan keh aap keh saath kya hua or aap keysay yahan aye or kiskeh saath??

He remained silent for few minutes.

Nai kuch yaad nai hai keh mein yahan keysay aya or kisnay meray saath ayesa kiya hai..

Just give a last try... Maybe you'll remember something..

Kuch nai pata mujhai...

Acha aap ko pta hai aap keh saath kya hua hai??.

Nai pta... Pr jb sochta hoon toh bohat pain honay lgta hai head mein...

Kuch nai pta keh mein yahan keysay aya hoon.. Or kisnay meray saath ayesa kiya hai..

That's it he has lost his memories.

Okay Alyaan rest now that's it for today.

Aunty aap meray saath meray room mein ayain.

I saw the tears in the eyes of Aunty.. I really felt bad for her.. First the condition of her son and now the memory loss.

Reaching there I opened the door of my room.

Aunty sat in front of me and waited so I could tell her.

I saw a file on the table that wasn't there before.

Sitting down I grabbed the file and read it.

My eyes widened at it.

He has lost the half of his memory due to the injury on his brain and it has effected the most.

The brain's amygdala, hippocampus and the cerebellum has been affected the most. Due to that he is now suffering from Anterograde Ammensia.

I looked up to see his mom was staring at me.

I took a deep breath in and started.

When I was done telling her I saw the tears were falling out of Aunty's eyes.

She was in soo much pain. Which mother in the world would see her kids suffer.

Looking at her I made me cry.

Ya Allah give her patience to handle this all!!. I mentally prayed in my mind.

Koi chances nai hain memory wapis anay keh liye Dr.

According to the reports Aunty. Alyaan ki half of the memory kho chuki hai.

Memory wapis a toh jaye gi Aunty lekin woh 6 months layskti hai, 1 year ya phir ossay zyada.. Kuch keh nai sktay.

Ek baar Alyaan yahan say discharge ho jaye aap make sure krain keh aap ossay proper food dain. Medicines time pr dain or especially oosko woh naatain yaad krayain kya pta ossay yaad a jaye thora sa lekin ossay pressurize nai kriye ga wrna ooska brain or bhi damage ho skta hai.

Theik hai Dr.

Dr Muskaan jb aap hospital time say free ho jaya krain toh aap bhi a kr help kriye ga.. Mein itna kuch akeli nai kr skoon gi.

Lekin Aunty mein keysay kr skti hoon apki help mujhai toh is keh past keh baray mein kuch nai pta... Yeh kaam aap kr skti hain ya phir aap ka koi close relative.

Dr idhr hamara koi relative nai hai.

Alyaan keh papa ki death keh baad surf him dono hain idhr or koi nai or jo thay woh aab humsay koi contact nai ekhna chahtay.

I felt sorry after hearing what Aunty told me.

Toh beta please aap meri help krna.

I couldn't say no to Aunty.

OK Aunty I'll help you in healing Alyaan.

But little did I know that during the healing of Alyaan I'll be faalimg for him.

Jahan tk rhi baat past ki mein tumhain sb bata doon gi.

I nodded at her words.

Ok Aunty it's almost 12:30AM now I should get going.

Aap bhi ghar chli jayain Aunty or ka kr rest kr lain.

Theik hai beta.

With that Aunty left.

I got up from the chair and quickly packed my things up and went out of my room.

On the way I have the instructions to the nurse for taking care of Alyaan and then I made my way out of the hospital.

I quickly ordered the cab from the Uber.

The driver came in no time.

I quickly sat in the car and the driver rode off towards my home.

Reaching the 25 minutes I payed the driver the fare and got out of the car.

Taking the key out of my purse I quickly unlocked the door and entered in.

Removing my shoes I directly went upstairs and threw my purse on the sofa and kept my mobile on charging.

I took out my cofrtabke clothes from the cupboard and went to the washroom to change it.

Coming out I went downstairs to have something for eating.

Entering the kitchen I opened the fridge and took out the pasta that I had prepared in the morning before leaving for the hospital.

Keeping it in the microwave for heating it I set the timer.

After it was done I took it out and started it eating it.

In no time I was done eating and washed off the dish quickly.

Drying my hands with the towel. I went upstairs to my bedroom.

Entering in I closed the door behind my back.

I went towards my bed and layed down.

It was really one of the most tiring day.

My thoughts directly went to Alyaan.

I wonder what has happened to him.
The look in his eyes held something that i couldnt figure out.  The emptiness in his brown eyes. It was filled with pain and something more to it. It was as if he had lost something... But couldn't speak or let it out.

I was going to heal him and little did I know that I was also going to be in pain that I had never imagined it in my life.