Your POV
It had been around a week and a half since Hisoka and I had made up. Right now it was early morning  and Hisoka and I were naked in each other's arms. Hisoka's warmth against me gave me comforting feeling of home, and I sighed, just enjoying the day and that moment, as I reflected on our day yesterday together. We had eaten out together and went on a pleasant walk through the city. While we were out, we picked up some 4in by 3in earrings he apparently had custom made for me, and I was wearing them now. They were beautiful and I he told me, "Love this is like you and I." When he handed them to me. they were mini gold playing cards that were outlined by in tiny blood red diamonds around the edges. I knew that red diamonds were incredibly rare and expensive, and I wondered exactly how many million dollars we had left after he spent however much he did. I shrugged and fingered the earrings, memorizing what they looked like. On the back of each card was a tear and a star etched into it. The designs on the card were outlined in a shade of iridescent red that matched the one I had hanging from my left ear was a joker card and the right on was a queen. The joker and his queen, I thought as I smiled up at him. I recalled how he too had gotten his ears pierced on that same day and I used my healing nen to reduce swelling and accelerate the healing process.

We had quietly showered together last night and now we were awake. I was leaning up against him and he lazily twirled a strand of my hair through his fingers. He made a point to reapply his tear and star makeup, though. I held his hand tightly and savored this quiet, content moment with him. We had been considerably busy with our targets for Kite's mission, and handling Tsuki was fun, not to mention entertaining but it was also draining trying to teach him. Tsukishima was a great conjurer, and I could tell he was much happier, and had more of a sense of pride and purpose knowing nen. Also, He was a fast learner and at this point, after he made copies of Illumi's notes that I took at the beach I think he could very well teach himself- which he would probably have to do once we figured out where his dad wanted to frack and drill for oil and we left.

Illumi went radio silent save for a few logistic conversations about the contract and finalizing its details. I missed him for sure, but I secretly hoped he maybe had found a lady (or man?) friend to replace me before I got too attached to him. I couldn't bring myself to delete his pictures, and the more I thought about it I figured Illumi deserved better than to basically be my Marilyn Monroe when Hisoka was my Jacqueline  Kennedy, so to speak. I loved Illumi and I wanted him to at least be happy, and he kept going on about how he was only happy with me-but there's got to be someone else I could maybe set him up with? I'd be doing us both a favor with that. Even though I still loved Hisoka more, I hoped Illumi was doing alright and I reminded myself to call him later before the signing. My thoughts drifted back to how Hisoka and I grew up together and how we had supported, loved, and enjoyed each other for years. That certainly made a difference and I wouldn't trade my life with Hisoka for anyone.

Lemon 🍋

Hisoka kissed my head and whispered, "mmmmm move a bit love, will you?" I nodded and let go of his arms so he could stretched a bit. He sat up and stretched and stared at me sexily as he ran his hands through his hair and made a deep, arousing "mmmmmmm" as he smiled down at me, knowing exactly what his body language and sounds he made was doing to me. I bit lip and felt my vagina begin to moisten and my heart almost skipped a beat as I took in the beautiful and arousing sight of him. I whimpered as I watched his muscles ripple, his golden eyes gleam, his seductive smile, his slightly messy yet perfectly bright hair, and his makeup compliment the look. I felt my heart melt, and I was frozen in time admiring his handsomeness and his  beauty.

"Mmmmm Like what you see, my Love?" He said in a deep velvety voice. I nodded vigorously and I immediately straddled him and started kissing him greedily. He chuckled smugly as I desperately pushed myself into him and tasted his darkly saccharine mouth, and I spread my legs as wide as possible on him, and I pushed my breasts into him and I whimpered and I said, "oh Hisoka, mmmf-" I kissed him harder and he wrapped his arms around me lightly and he allowed me to kiss him desperately but he didn't return with the same fervor. In fact, he was amused. Nonetheless, I Splayed my hands across his back and pushed him toward me. I said through the kiss, "mmf just slip it in Hisoka, please, right now, slip it into me, I'm so juicy, my pussy's ready for- mmmmmm" my heart pounded as I felt him get hard and his long, fat erect cock was pressing into my asscheek and it was dripping with precum.he wasn't nearly as famished as I was, or he wasn't acting like it but he was hard and that was all I needed right now. I just needed my perfectly sexy husband inside me, I just needed his warmth, his cum, his cock filling me up. My vagina ached and contracted and I bit his lip and I pleadingly, "please, please, just one quick fuck Daddy, just real quick, you're my baby, please just uuuuuunnnnnhh put it in, Hiso, slip it, just uuuhh slip it in, just real quick baby, no one has to know, just put it in, Hisoka love- just one quick fuck uhhhhhhh." I felt my breasts tingle with arousal and I was panting and I my vagina was gushing all over him. I rubbed my wet entrance along his muscled V and lower abdominal muscles. He groaned as I ran my hand through his bright red hair with subtle purple undertones. My heart pounded as I wondered if he'd indulge me this time. I bit my lip and stared into his intense amber eyes and he whispered in his smooth,buttery and deep voice, "oh but Love, as I recall, after Kite scolded us for getting distracted after we made up, you promised him we wouldn't have sex until the mission was completed. So who am I to break your promises hmmm Love? What kind of husband would I be then if I let you get awaway with such things? Hmmm?" I begged again and again but he he shook his head happily. I ground my teeth and grabbed his cock, and I was about to slip it in anyway when he swiftly pulled out a card and held it to my neck. I froze and he clucked his tongue in mock disappointment. "Oh dear, Love, this simply won't do. This only been what, a about a week and a half and you need sex this badly? Oh no dear, Poor you. Dear me so very desperate- it's simply not a good look on you dear." He bit his lip and his eyes shone happily as I ground my teeth in anger as he continued, "oh, but don't you Remember when I was this desperate for you, and when I was close to tying you down and cumming inside you as soon as possible, when I needed a release, just as you do now-do you remember what you told me? Hm? Do you, my dear? It was painful but I listened." My eyes widened and he pressed the sharp edge of card onto my skin harder and it drew a few  tiny droplets of blood. I felt my face heat up in embarrassment at my aggressive, ravenous behavior and I looked down in shame. He held my thigh with his other hand and he whispered, "no means no dear. That's what you told me, and that's what it means. Correct?" I nodded and he grinned at me. He quickly pulled his card away and I said in defeat, "ok I'm sorry, but Hiso why can't I at least masturbate? I saw you jacking off just this morning to me when I was showering. It's not fair. I can't be around you and not want you, or at least think about having you inside me." I crossed my arms and I repeated, " this just isn't fair Hiso." He clucked his tongue and said happily, "Love, life isn't fair. If you're going to promise, and make me promises too- that we won't have sex, then you don't deserve a release. This is what you wanted, right?" He laughed sadistically, and I felt my vagina ache with tension and longing for him. I whispered with tears in my eyes, "but Hiso, I need one, please, just once please baby?." I turned my eyes up to him and his smug smile melted and he frowned down at me sympathetically . He looked at my trembling body and I knew he was close to at least allowing me to pleasure myself. I clutched my breasts and leaned back and opened my shaking legs wide toward him. He smirked and stalked forward as I whispered, "fuck me daddy oh don't you see how tight and dripping I am Daddy? Don't you see how much I need you? ". He growled and gripped my thighs as I felt myself long to orgasm and my juices gushed out again simply because of his hungry expression and his touch. He grinned once again and In a strained voice I said, "Hiso I'm so sorry, please, baby, please, it almost hurts to be so aroused whd not be allowed to cum" my throat tightened and I almost started crying out of sexual frustration and desire and I begged, "please, j-just let me cum I'll never make a promise like that ever ever ever again just-just let me cum to my thoughts of you, baby." He let me go and pressed his hand to his lips, as if he were in deep thought. He looked at me out of the corner of his eye and I tried to show him exactly how much I needed this through my gaze. He looked away and sighed. "Ugh love you speak of fair but that look you're giving me, oh that look, it's ugh, it's it's just too much." I bit my lip and kept that sane expression and he moaned and touched himself as he said, "ugh don't look at me like that. I just can't resist that look." I saw my opportunity and begged once more. This time, he nodded at me and said, "you'll get a release, Love because I'm going to give it to you." I trembled as I watched him grip my thighs and lower his mouth onto my dripping and desperate entrance. He looked at me questioningly and I bit my lip and nodded. He teasingly caressed my thighs and I whimpered, my vagina throbbing with pleasure. It tightened, anticipating his entrance. His mouth hovered at my entrance and I bit my lip and I watched as his mouth descended onto me and my knees trembled as I felt his tongue massaging the walls of my vagina. He held onto my thighs to keep them from shaking and forced my legs to open wider and I felt myself gush into his mouth and I arched my back as I spurted. He chuckled and maintained his gentle, yet strong hold on my thighs and said as he licked his lips, "oh dear you really do need this, hmm?" I reached out and ran my hand through his hair. He grinned and bit the inside of my thigh while training his sweet golden gaze on me. I bit my lip and whispered "I love you, god, I love you Hisoka. I ducking love my husband." He hummed and I cried out as he shoved his tongue deeper into me suddenly. He made a pleased groan as he tasted me. He licked my juices and I watched him maneuver his tongue and mouth around my parts to pleasure me. Then, He used his nimble fingers to softly pry my  lips apart and he used long, soft licks to find my clitoris. When he did I cried out, "oh Hiso!" Iarched my back as he put immense pressure on it and swirled his tongue around it, making my face and breasts heat up. Tears slid down my face from the overwhelming sensation of having his tongue massaging directly onto my my clitoris. It was right on the edge of overstimulation but not quite, and I felt my whole body explore with pleasure. I started crying because of the overwhelming sensation of being touched and stimulated by my love. He of this looked up at me between my legs and I moaned and whispered his name. He took his mouth off me and he said smugly, "who's your daddy?." I almost scoffed but I desperately wanted more so I grabbed my breasts and squeezed them tightly for him and I screamed, "oh Hiso your are! Please, just-just give me more!" He bit his lip and clutched his own dripping cock, and I watched him awe as he positioned himself between my legs and rubbed my womanhood with his long erect and dripping manhood. He grinned down at me and held my knees. I could feel his throbbing cock and I had to resist the urge to slide right onto it, resist the urge to spread my legs wide open and feel him stretch me out, so I could be full once again-so I could have him inside me, so we could be one. He read my expression and tilted his head and said In his deep silky voice he said to me, "oh my love you're my everything, you're my wife and my best friend you're my-" as he spoke he slowly inserted himself in and he sighed. I opened my legs and I called out, "yes baby, yes put it in, please make love to me baby please just do it" he leaned down and planted a soft kiss on my lips and...

Pulled out.

"W-what? That's not fair?" He closed his eyes and smiled brightly at me as he sensitively inserted three fingers into my vagina. My dissatisfaction melted away as he softly pried the walls of my vagina part with his hands and wrapped his mouth around my clitoris and sucked lightly. I threw my head back and I felt an immense pleasure and warmth I've never felt before begin to pool in my vagina and radiate out from there into my stomach, and the rest of my body. His mouth directly on my clit made me feel like he was sucking out all of my woes and replacing it with an all-consuming gentle embrace of sexual pleasure that wrapped around me. He continued with a steady gentle rhythm and I moaned and gripped the sheets. His all-encompassing soft, yet direct stimulation of my clitoris was healing me, making me know I loved. It was like Hisoka had his mouth on my very soul and I gazed into his eyes and whispered a quiet "thank you, Hiso."  He just squeezed one of my thighs as a response and as he kept his focus on making me feel like I was being encased in a bubble of perfect arousal.  he pushed his fingers deeper into me and I moaned loudly in desperate response, and I knew I was close to orgasm. I felt my stomach tie itself into knots and I felt the sensation of butterflies in my stomach. I squeezed shut my eyes and and I arched my back and bit my lip as held onto the sheets desperately for traction. "Oh Hiso, you make me feels so good, so special, oh god I love you Hiso, I love you...ahhhhhh I'm gonna cum!" I opened my eyes and I clutched his hair and I pulled it so he would look up at me. He did and he let his tongue hang out his mouth and his eyes shone happily as he offered a lazily seductive smile. As soon as I saw him I felt my cheeks burn, my vagina athrob and I whispered, "oooooooh Hisoka mmmf." He clutched his long, dripping member stood up. I watched him as he towered over be and pleasured himself at the sight of me. His cum splattered all over my body and I clutched my breasts, and rubbed my knees together desperately, arched back and opened my mouth to catch his cum. He grinned widely as he emptied his seed all over me, and I was panting and begging him for more, because I still needed more to set me over. He returned to my vagina and he stick his fingers inside me once again and swirled his tongue around every inch of my clit. I moaned and immediately gushed all over his fingers and right into his mouth, which he had positioned so he could lick and swallow my juices. I felt my head buzz as I released directly into mouth and I felt all the tension in my body melt away. My hands unclenches and the tightness in my stomach released and I let stretched out my legs so my knees were no longer in the air. I closed my eyes and savored the feeling of Hisoka's fingers brushing my legs lightly as he desperately put his mouth all over me, like he had to lick up every last bit of me.

"Oh Hisoka thank you!" I whispered. He said nothing as he gripped my thighs and licked me until he had swallowed all of my cum. I chuckled and said, "Hiso you don't have to do all that, I-you've already done enough." He said nothing and I just waited happily for him to finish licking me clean. His tongue tickled me and I was in danger of needing a second round if he went on like this. I grinned and pinned his head between my thighs and I said playfully, "Hiso if you keep doing this I might need a second round, and next time we do it- I'll need you inside me, so baby, unless you want to fuck me all the you should probably stop." I let my legs go and he slowly licked his lips and slid on top of me. I felt my heart pound as he gave me a hungry, almost animalistic look. He pinned me down and as his golden eyes focused on me, said he in a strained voice, "I want more, Love, so much more." I smiled and I said softly as I looked up at him, "then take me, Hiso." He kissed my forehead and frowned, "but Love I'm supposed to be punishing you." He was clearly conflicted and I tried to say something that would make him give in to our desires. "But baby, you want this as much as I do, um, remember how you told me after I turned seventeen you dreamed of fucking me every night like this? You'd jack off and cum inside other people while thinking of me? Why wait baby, just slip it in, it's that easy, Hiso. You belong inside me, it's so easy, it's so easy baby, all you have to do is just slip it in. Hisoka just ahhhhhhhh-"I didn't get to finish because I felt him slide into me and i finally felt at home. I felt his penis enter me and slowly spread my womanhood apart and stretch out the wet walls of my overly tight pussy. I sighed with relief as I arched my back and worked to take in all of him. He groaned and pushed himself in all the way to the hilt and my legs trembled at the immense pressure of his long and wide shaft inside me. He ran his hand though my hair and kissed me deeply as he thrusted slowly and deeply into me, like he was savoring the moment. I moaned quietly and held onto his back and he smiled softly and leaned into me and pushed his chets onto my breasts and I widened my legs so he could slip in deeper. I moaned as he kissed my neck and whispered, "mmm Love I dreamed of you, your moans, your whispers, your face as you came, I dreamed of..." I held onto his bright red hair as he steadily thrusted into me. I felt so loved, so cared for in his embrace and as he slid deep within me and as I wrapped tightly around him and hugged his cock I whispered, "I fantasized about you too, about you..." I almost said "about having my first time with you" but I stopped myself and frowned, remembering the circumstances under which I had lost it. (Illumi had put his pin and Hisoka and I chose to have sex with him as a way of lulling him into a false sense of security and making him sleep, in order to reach Hisoka before it was too late. Hisoka read my face and I felt his muscles tighten. He kept a steady movement but he looked down at me and his red hair hung down and framed his radiant face. he frowned and whispered "I dreamed of giving you pleasure for the first time, I dreamed of making you mine, of taking you myself." he frowned and he looked like he was about to cry. I was on the verge of tears too and I told him the truth, "Hiso I always wanted it to be you, I always wanted to give myself over to you in that way." I wrapped my legs around him and I caressed his sculpted jaw and I whispered, "baby, Illumi  got my pussy first, but you have had my heart and soul for years now, for years baby. I forgave Illumi and you should too, or at least try" Hisoka frowned and said nothing.he clutched my shoulder and  I bit my lip as his thrusts became harder and he pressed me into the floor. I suppressed a moan as his powerful thrusts hit my g-spot and my head began to swim as I was overwhelmed by his beautiful cock I had been deprived of for so long. He bit my neck and I moaned his name as I clutched onto his back.  he growled and commanded, "you're mine now dear. You do as I say you're mine now, mine. He can't have you, he, he, he..." He bit me again fiercely and I arched my back, feeling him slide deeper into me and thrust into what felt like my intestines or my stomach. He tightened his hold on me and I savored the feeling of him rearranging my guts but willed myself to not let him get away with his words or his actions. I knew he was getting upset and I didn't want him to have a nervous break down so I kissed his pointed chin and I said softly, "Illumi has his own issues that makes him the way he is-just like you. Illumi has nothing to do with my love for you, and I'm yours, but you're mine too, ok Hisoka? Let's let it go baby, don't let him ruin us, ok? Even after we sign the contract today, you'll know that right? You know I was yours first and that you're mine, right? You'll behave for me?" He grit his teeth and angrily thrust into me and he wracked my body with his power. I suppressed a moan and I whispered while looking into his eyes, "ok?" He grimaced and nodded curtly. I sighed and rubbed his back soothingly and conjured a thick mist into the air, with a warm Atlantais breeze. Two tears slipped out of his eyes as he kissed me softly, "I love you." A tear slipped out of my eye from the pain as he kissed my throat where he had bitten me. I rubbed his back and I said, "shhh baby, it's ok, shhhhh." He nodded and I licked his tears away, (along with his makeup). I kissed him and i spread my legs wider and I said slowly, "just relax baby, just- ahhhhhhh" I felt myself get wet all over again as He smiled at me and slowed down. His movements became softer again. He mumbled an apology as he kissed the bruises that had begun to form where he had gripped my waist. I whispered, "I forgive you baby, thank you for being gentler this time"
He groaned and I felt him press his sweatybody into me as he unloaded his thick sweet milk inside me. I felt my vagina contract around him and my back arched. He grabbed my ass and squeezed as he smiled mischievously. I smiled back as I moaned I felt myself cum with him. Even though we had both cum, we both wanted, no needed more so he continued to pin me down and hug me tightly as he spread my legs and made himself at home inside me. I hugged him to me as we continued to satisfy each other's needs. I ran my fingers through his hair and savored the feeling of his heavily muscled, sculpted body pressing me and into me as this beautiful, unique, charming and powerful man claimed me as his own. I caressed his taut deltoids and I whispered, "I love you too Hiso." We both smiled and held each other in silence as he made sweet, slow, and genuine love to me, and I returned the favor.

Lemon over 🍋

Timeskip

I bent over to retrieve my clothes and he slapped my ass with a loud smack. It stung, so I tackled him and conjured a Cheekums, my freshwater squirrel that I usually use for drowning people. Cheekums skittered up by Hisoka's neck as I jumped snd held him from behind. I brought about a rough wind to whip through his hair as a warning. I grinned and said, triumphantly, "this is what you get, Hisoka." He clucked his tongue disapprovingly and said, "Love, what in the world do you think you can do to me with that?" He attached his bungee gum to Cheekums and and flung her across room. She splattered as it hit the wall and my jaw dropped as he swiftly turned around. His golden eyes flashed as he smiled happily and bent me over his knee. He groaned as he fondled  my breasts and spanked me again, but a bit softer this time. My face flushed and I said, embarrassed and already wet again "go fuck yourself Hiso you ducking jerk, that, that hurts." I bit my lip and willed myself not to get turned on my what was going on here. he poked my back and said in a self-satisfied manner, "oh my dear now why in the world would I fuck myself, when you'd be more than willing to do that for me?" I felt butterflies bubble up within me as he slid his hand down to my dripping vagina, which was sore from unending sex and wet with my repeated rounds of my cum and his. I bit my lip and I said, "Hiso, we need to leave soon and, and you're already turning me on. We just had sex for over 4 and a half hours and we're gonna be late. Elaine already called us like 12 times and we need to hurry, baby.please? Please, we need to go. If you keep this up, we'll be late, Daddy!" He sighed as he traced the star and tear etched into my backside and he whispered, "you're my queen, Love, I don't want to lose you, dear. I don't want us to go today to the signing." I flipped over so I was face up and naked in his arms. I placed my hand over his heart and looked up at him and I said seriously , "and Hisoka, you're my everything, you're my love, my friend and you're mine, and I'm yours forever. I promise you won't lose me, and we'll be together forever, no matter what." He huffed and pouted. I sighed and said loudly while jumping out of his arms, "all that said, chop chop Hiso- not signing the contract won't do anyone any good, please let's get dressed and go." I glanced at my phone, it was 8:43am, and we were supposed to be at the law office, sitting down, ready to go at 9:00. Or was it 10:00? No, Elaine emphasized 9:00. I called out as I put on the underwear Hisoka had set out for me (as per usual) "and Hiso we don't have time to shower." I grimaced knowing we were both extremely sweaty and we both smelled like each other, and cum. He sighed dramatically and I responded with, "hey, I'd rather be on time and smell like your own personal cumsock than be late for this, so it's fine. Plus, I could conjure a wind or some rain on the way to kinda, make us smell less like..." Hisoka laughed and said happily , "oh dear, a cumsock, no. You smell like me and that means you smell good. Plus, you're my wife and I think it's quite typical for a husband to cum in his wife. I would never stoop so low as to use a sock. There's always someone who wants to fuck me, dear." I rolled my eyes and came over and hugged me from behind and I inhaled his sweet candy-like musk scent and I whispered, "mmm Hiso you're not wrong, ahhhhh." I said as he slowly slid his hands into,my panties and I bit my lip. He pressed his semi-hard dick into my ass as I felt his fingers spread my lower lips, and I grimaced forced myself pulled away. I scolded him as best I could, given I was only wearing panties, and I said, "Hiso no! Jesus don't make this harder than it needs to be, we need to hurry up, stop being sexy Hiso, and just put your damn clothes on. Pleaseeeee, baby." He sulked and I stared him down. He sighed and angrily (but quickly) put his clothes on. I nodded in satisfaction as I turned around to get dressed only to find a dress that was so short it looked like it would barely cover all that it needed to. That being said, it was very beautiful and had a deep red bow across the high neckline, that complimented the soft blue hue of the dress, and there were gold embroidered spades and hearts around the hem. The bottom of the dress puffed out and there were no sleeves, but a wide swath of fabric that covered my shoulders. I sighed at the well-made yet incredibly short dress. I went ahead and put it on because that's what Hiso wanted me to wear and it looked like we went through a lot of trouble to have it made it just for me. Just as I though, it fit perfectly, though it was intentionally tight around the breasts and it emphasized their enormous size, and my waist seemed even narrower than normal because of the fit. I tuned toward Hisoka who was sitting on the edge edge of the bed and looking at me. He smiled as I put my hands on my hips and modeled the dress he had picked for me. As I went he said, "yes Love, perfect, now just bend over, just a bit dear?" I bit my lip and bent over with my ass toward him. He chuckled and whispered "mm yes very good Love." I turned back to him. I looked at him and took in his comfortably happy expression. I grinned at him as he admired me and smiled at me.

I stared for a moment more at his pleased and amused, yet loving gaze. I couldn't resist his lazily hot smile and I ran over and hugged him. He chuckled as I sat on his lap and he zipped me up. I kissed him and stood up. I smoothed out the dress and and put on some white sandals as he rose from the edge of the bed and quickly painted on his star and tear on his cheek. I contemplated putting on leggings but I figured I'd wear exactly what Hisoka had put out for me. I walked over to him and grinned happily. He chuckled and we linked arms, as we walked out I grabbed my purse. He pat my head and I grinned up at him and I said happily, "thanks Hisoka, we had a great morning. *sigh* I love you." He nodded and said sadly, "yes dear a perfect morning to preface a perfectly dismal afternoon." I frowned and elbowed him. "Don't be like that Hiso, all we basically have to do is sign some papers with Illumi, that's it. If you behave we'll do something afterwards together, ok?" He pursed his lips and said nothing. I frowned and elbowed him again. He kissed the top of my head and sighed heavily as we left out.

Timeskip

We walked into the massive, black skyscraper and I pulled out my phone. Illumi had sent the floor and room number we were to go to and I showed it to Hisoka. He rested his hand on my ass as we walked and licked his lips and squeezed me. I saw the woman at the front desk in a black pantsuit gasp as we walked by and I almost told Hisoka to stop, but he liked the attention and I liked his hands on me, no matter where we were. So I said nothing and I averted the gaze of the front desk lady. Though, it didn't really matter that this was a prestigious place of business, we were Hunters after all, so it's not like we had anything to prove so, I jut wrapped my arm around Hisoka's incredibly narrow waist as we walked. We went into the elevator and there was one middle aged, well dressed, but tired looking man in there with us carrying a briefcase. We silently stood in the elevator and I pressed the button and leaned into Hisoka. He let his hold on my ass go and he pulled me into a deep kiss. The man cleared his throat uncomfortably and Hisoka pressed me into the silver-gray wall of the elevator. I almost rolled my eyes at how much Hisoka loved making people uncomfortable like this but I decided I'd just play along. I moaned and I said cheekily, "ohhhhhhh brother it's not appropriate to do that here." Hisoka laughed at my words and the man's face twisted into that of disgust. Hisoka and I both laughed as he hurried out the elevator when it reached the next floor. As the doors reclosed Hisoka said, "hm how fun dear! Great job! We'll have to use that again!" I rolled my eyes and I got out from being against the wall. He frowned as he watched me and I explained, "I don't want to be in the middle of elevator sex when the door opens on our floor, Hiso." He held my hand and mumbled, "oh Love that's no fun at all.elevator sex sounds absolutely delightful, especially if there are others in the elevator with us." I rolled my eyes as the doors opened. The hallway was pristine and then walls were a type of polished marble and Elaine was leaning up against a wall smoking a cigarette next to the 'no smoking sign'. I pursed my lips and I said, "Elaine smoking is bad for your health." She grinned and threw it in the nearby trash can and said, "hey kid, you're also bad for my health, but here we are." I smirked and conjured a splash of water to douse her still lit cigarette. Hisoka scoffed. His eyes flashed as he grinned and said, "y/n we should've let it burn!" Elaine chuckled and rubbed her eyes. She seemed tired but managed to say sarcastically, "Hisoka nice to know you're still the same." We started walking and I gasped and said playfully, "that's my husband you're talking about. Treat him with respect Elaine or else, ha!" She poked my side and said tiredly, "you're just lucky I wasn't late. I waited outside the building this morning and it looks like Illumi brought his big bad scary Daddy. Hisoka laughed and whispered, "do you think I could fight him? Today? Where is he?" I winced as I realized Hisoka very well might make a fool of himself as he was thirsting for a fight. I groaned as we bypassed another front desk and found our way to an open conference room with a black long and sleek rectangular table and chairs that matched with a smartbaoard at the front. The walls on our right side and to our front looked as if they were made of the same polished marble we had seen before and to the left the walls were simply windows. I edged in and my eyes were drawn to a figure standing at the window.

It was Illumi and his back was to us. His shoulders were slightly hunched and I could already tell that something was wrong, or that he was upset. I walked toward him and I whispered, "hey Lumi, what's up?" Out of the corner of my eye I saw Elaine turn to Hisoka and questioningly mouthed, "Lumi?" Hisoka scowled and shrugged and turned his attention back to me. I ignored them both and I stood next to Illumi and I peered up at his face. He was gaunt and he had dark circles under his eyes. I desperately wanted to ask: "what's wrong? how can I help? what's going on? Why do you look so awful ?" But I didn't want to barrage him with weird questions and I knew Hisoka was watching us so I said quietly as I looked out the window, "so you want to play I spy?"

Illumi said nothing and Hisoka jumped in and said, "yes my Love I'm great at this game! Remember when-." I held up my hand without turning around to cut him off. Without looking away from Illumi I said, "while we wait it's just me and Illumi who are playing, ok?" Elaine laughed as Hisoka frowned. Illumi sighed and said dismissively, "I have no desire to play childish games at the moment, so no thank you y/n." I flinched and Elaine started cackling and I pursed my lips but said nothing. If he wanted to be like that, fine, I was just trying to help. I sighed and plopped down on the table. I looked at Illumi and I figured I could offer him my help later on when he was more willing to accept it. I sighed again looked at an eager Hisoka and pat the area next to me. He grinned and strutted over and slung his arm around me. He said happily, "I spy a pair of ugly shoes!" I looked out the window and down at the people. "Her? The lady with the plaid pink shirt and the purposefully mismatched doc martins?" Hisoka blinked like I had gotten the guess right and then he winked and said, "nope." I shoved him and laughed and I said, "stop it I know that's who it was I could tell! You can't change it you liar!" He laughed and said, "yes, dear I can change it a hundred times and no one would know." Elaine piped up and said, "shut up! I know! it's that huge lumberjack looking guy with the neon blue and black striped shoes!" I squinted and realized that I had almost bought shoes that looked almost exactly like that before. I scoffed and pointed at Elaine in an accusatory manner, "hey! Thats coming from someone who likes to dye her hair like she's a rainbowfish!" She grinned and sat next to me and sang, "what's that tough talk, coming from a fella with a small cock?." I threw my hands up in exasperation and I said, "Elaine I don't even have a cock! This makes no sense! You literally make no sense sometimes." She frowned then grinned at me and Hisoka and she nodded like she had realized something. She said, "hm fine, but your metaphorical cock is teeny. like a tic tac" Hisoka started laughing and he added, "yes Elaine! She's has such bottom energy sometimes too!" I flinched and pushed both of them and my face heated up and I crossed my arms, " I am not, I could totally obliterate any man's dick if I wanted to." Hisoka nodded and gently pat my arm and said, "yes of course dear" and Elaine said, "suuuuure." I pouted and said whilst pouting, "You guys are being mean!" Elaine cackled anf Hisoka squeezed me and kissed the top of my head. I blushed and said, "hey, Elaine that's not fair! you'd let Kite do whatever he wanted to you!" She pointed at me accusingly and said, "hey! That's a low blow! When it's with the person you love, it, uh, it- doesn't count!" I stuck my tongue out at her. Hisoka looked at me and smiled. He stuck his tongue out at Elaine too. I 'hmphed' loudly and said, "well if if it doesn't count with you and Kite then it doesn't count with me and Hiso! So shut up!" She laughed at me and I started laughing too. Hisoka per my head. I smiled at her ridiculousness but my laughter died as I saw Illumi tightly squeeze his hands behind his back. He didn't turn around but I knew he was upset and we weren't helping. Hisoka noticed this too and before I could say anything he called out in a singsong voice, "oh Lumi~ what's wrong with you? Will my wifey have to find a new toy since you're already broken? Oh no that simply won't doooooo. She'll be so saaaad and I'll have to find a way to comfort her, with you gone- she'll be all mine. Oh, wait- she already is ." Hisoka chuckled and Illumi swiftly turned around to face him. I slapped Hisoka's arm and I whispered out of the corner of my mouth with my teeth clenched, "shut up." Hisoka pinched my thigh and grinned. Illumi looked like absolute hell and I wondered what I could do or say to diffuse tension that was building.

Multiple thoughts raced through my head about what I could say to Illumi to help him but with Hisoka and Elaine here he I knew he wouldn't open up at all. Hisoka's behavior couldn't be helped, since this was his version of 'being good'. He probably was doing his best to not bitch slap Illumi already so I sighed, I just braced myself for something bad to happen. Elaine just watched us like the bystander she was and I said nervously as I expelled a massive amount of nen to conjure a rolling dark cumulonimbus cloud and in a split second I made it pour outside the window. My jaw dropped and I said, "wow Lumi look at the weather! That's like- crazy! It just started raining! Wow yeah the weather just um- look outside ..." I sat there and chanted inside my head "distraction please work distraction please work, distraction please work" and while Hisoka chuckled at my efforts to distract them; Illumi cocked his head at me and said curiously, "you did that?" The rain and wind started to pound against the glass and a bead of sweat dropped from my brow. I had been practicing so my stamina was longer but my storm covered about a square mile I was tiring quickly,especially after the exhausting yet wonderful morning ive had. Plus, the environment today wasn't really conducive to a storm- the air was really dry so I had to conjure extra particles of water to boost the humidity, and I had to do it fast. Elaine scrunched up her face and said, "y/n the shape of the clouds looks so unnatural, god, it looks like a bad painting of stratus clouds, not even cumulonimbus clouds- you'll have to work on that. It looks like I took you skydiving so you could taste and touch the clouds for nothing, squirt." I was kind of embarrassed at how proud I had been before and I looked down and said, "ok, yeah, got it." Hisoka frowned and Illumi and Hisoka said at the same time, "my flower I think they're absolutely astounding" and "my Love it's ok, you'll have to practice with Daddy more", respectively. I looked up and grimaced. Elaine and smiled and whispered, "am I secretly on a TV show? because this shit is hilarious." I got upset with her at making light of our... predicament and for criticizing me when I clearly had tried really hard in front of Illumi. (It was normal for Hisoka to see me mess up, since he had always trained with me and Elaine, and been by my side for years.) The rain outside got heavier and the wind picked up. There was a loud thunderclap that rattled the windows and I said to Elaine, "fuck you, Elaine." Elaine shrugged and pat my shoulder. She looked outside and frowned "just don't blow the building down, jeez y/n just trying to do my duty as your sensei"I scowled and Illumi turned back around looked back outside. He was studying what I had created and I wondered if I let it all dissipate if he would try to engage with Hisoka again. I shrugged and leaned on Hisoka'a shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me and he whispered " I love it when you conjure for me." I almost told him it wasn't for him per se, but a way to distract them both from trying anything- which maybe in a way made it for Hisoka. I pat his thick muscled thighs andI conjured little water butterflies to flit about in front of the window. Hisoka's eyes widened as he'd only seen my butterflies a handful of times. Illumi's breath fogged up the glass as he reached out as if he could touch one through the glass. More sweat gathered on my brow and I sighed. I wanted to tell Hisoka "just about everything I do is for you" but I didn't want to say that in front of Illumi so I simply said while hugging him, "I love you Hiso my baby." He smiled and leaned his head on mine and enveloped me in a hug. Illumi shivered but continued to watch the storm and the butterflies, like they were anchoring him to reality. I figured that was all I could do to comfort him in the moment. Elaine sat in a chair and took her shoes off. Hisoka hummed and said, "Elaine dear, what time did you say we were to be here? It seems we're here early or everyone else is late, which I doubt." She grinned and said while stretching, "yeah, we all heard you lovebirds fucking each other like there was no tomorrow, so I figured I'd tell you to get here an hour earlier than was necessary. You know, just in case y'all decided to go for- I dunno..." her eyes sparkled as she pressed her hand to her lips mischievously and said, "what was it? Round four? Or five? Maybe round six? I lost track after I heard Hisoka scream 'y/n my sweet juicy delicious wifey, mmmmmm so tight open up for Daddy, let me stretch your tight pussy out, open those legs wider y/n wider for Daddy's big cock" I opened my mouth to protest but she grinned started mocking me and said, "or maybe I lost track after y/n screamed 'oh Hiso deeper! Oh god! Mmmmmmmm deeper baby, oh oh oh mmmmore I'm as open as I can get Daddy,stretch me out, stretch, ooooooohhhhh deeper Hisoka mmmmmmm you're so good Daddy.' You guys it was like almost listening to the soundtrack of a porno, like I feel like I should have to pay to hear you. Maybe I can film y'all and sell that shit. I'd title it 'horny Hunter magician makes love to hornier Hunter magician's wife' ." I scowled conjured a wind to knock her out her chair and I looked over at illumi. He seemed to be ignoring us but I knew he had heard because I saw him squeeze his hands tightly as they rested behind his back. Hisoka kissed the top of my head and moved his head to rest on my shoulder as his arms wrapped around me at by my waist. I held his hand, but I looked over at Illumi and I said, "Elaine, shut up! you're being needlessly insensitive! Be quiet!" She smirked and climbed back into her chair and looked over at Illumi. She looked back at me and her face softened and she said, "right, yeah, ok, got it" I nodded and leaned back into Hisoka. He looked down at me and I looked up at him. I closed my eyes and I said loudly so Illumi what I was saying was for him too, "I'm going to take a nap. For all those who are watching the thunderstorm and the butterflies outside, please be aware that when I am no longer focusing on them they may or may not disappear immediatel." Illumi nodded curtly and I climbed onto Hisoka's lap and wrapped my arms and legs around him. I moved around, trying to get comfortable- and felt him get hard. I looked at his gargantuan grin. He winked at me and I rolled my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder. He put his hand inside my dress and rubbed my back soothingly. He kissed my neck and I kissed his as I snuggled into him and went to sleep.

When I woke up, it was Elaine who was saying my name. I blearily opened my eyes and once she saw me open my eyes she nodded and left out again, her skintight black dress emphasizing her ass as she walked out. I yawned and I felt Hisoka's head on my back. I pat his broad shoulders and I whispered his name. "Hiso baby, wake up. Nappy time is over. Wake up hubby, wake up Hisoka Morrow." I pat his head and He blearily lifted his head up.  it seemed like he was still half asleep when he smiled knowingly and pressed his lips into mine. I wanted nothing more than to kiss him deeply and fully, but Illumi was right there and I don't want to make this any more painful than it already was for him. So, I gave Hisoka a quick kiss on the cheek and I sat on his lap Santa style in stead of being wrapped around him. He frowned but said nothing. I looked out the window to see the storm almost completely gone but the water butterflies I had conjured had doubled in number and were flitting about the glass and they followed Illumi when he moved. Now, as I examined them their shape and design had changed slightly and a few looked more like moths now. I frowned, remembering some of my conjured water animals had developed tendency follow Hisoka too- especially the dolphins. But as I looked closer, Illumi was gently tapping his pin on the glass, which had punctured the glass slightly and he was sending his aura through his pin to a few of the butterflies. When he touched his aura to them- their wings changed in size and design and the water looked more dusky, less bright and they looked more mothlike. I was confused and not fully awake- so I figured I'd figure out what was going on later.I realized I had some nen leaking out that was still powering the butterflies and I contemplating enacting Zetsu to make them go away. I couldn't see Illumi's face but his shoulders had loosened up and his stance was more relaxed as he tapped his hands on the glass. He sighed  and put his pin away. He paced back and forth and the butterflies followed him. he chuckled and whispered, "hello." He slowly pressed his fingertips to the glass and I watched as the moths and butterflies alike moved with him flicked to where he was touching the glass. Illumi's face was so close to the glass that his breath fogged up the glass. The nen animals danced around him and I smiled in awe as they grew fond of him, like some of mine had done for Hisoka. Hisoka saw this too. He scowled and said, "I thought they only did that for me, no, i don't like that." My eyes widened and I panicked and enacted Zetsu, turning off all my aura, so the lingering aura that had been powering them leaked away. The moths and butterflies lost their shape and the water dissipated into mist.

Illumi lowered his arm and he turned around and looked at me intently. He whispered, "thank you my flower, that was magnificent, I-I feel so happy knowing that you did that for me. I feel somewhat better, thank you." I smiledand nodded, while he smiled back and continued, "It too was interesting how they changed when I injected my aura into them. How interesting, I'd like to look more into that." My face heated up as I blushed at illumi's small smile. Hisoka clutched me so tight I wondered if he was trying to suffocate me. I nodded and said, "yeah well of course, you seemed sad so..." Hisoka hummed and laughed. He said condescendingly, "oh Illumi dear, she did that on accident, that wasn't originally meant for you, you pitiful failure of a human being, she did that for me, she loves me, not you." Hisoka chuckled as he watched Illumi scowl. Illumi ignored him and kept his face neutral. I scowled and tried squirm out of Hisoka's embrace. He chuckled and whispered while licking my neck slowly in front of Illumi, "oh no dear you're all mine." I grimaced and elbowed him hard in the stomach. His grip slipped for a split second and I jumped off his lap. I stood in front of Illumi and I faced Hisoka with my hands on my hips. I said, "stop it Hisoka! You're are acting like Illumi isn't here! Just chill Hiso." He crossed his legs arms and stuck his nose in the air. Before he could make a snide remark I turned to Illumi and I hugged him.

Illumi gripped onto the hem of my dress desperately and I could feel him clutching my ass. I felt Hisoka's intense rage and I quickly cleared my throat and I said, " Lumi, could you move your hands please?" He nodded and held me by the small of my back. I held onto Illumi and I whispered, "let's try not be upset today, ok?" He held onto me and stayed silent and I pulled out of the hug, knowing Hisoka could only handle so much before he started a fight. Illumi whispered, "yes my flower I-." He was interrupted by two lawyers entering along with Elaine and Silva. Elaine trailed behind them and my jaw almost fell to the floor as I saw Silva. I knew his name but I never dreamed of finding a long white haired, blue eyed 7 foot tall man who was scarily handsome. His aura was like icy steel and I unconsciously leaned toward Hisoka for warmth. Illumi looked absolutely nothing like Silva and I wondered for a moment if he was adopted. I saw how much Killua looked like his dad and who knows? Now was certainly now the time to ask. As they walked in and sat down, (with Silva at the head of course) he trained is focus on me. I stared into his eyes and they were icy blue and he had literal pupils like a snake's, or maybe a cat's. Nope, for sure a snake's. He was a reptile who was strong yet calm and composed and he was incredibly intimidating. I hurried over to the table and plopped down next to Hisoka, who was sitting between me and Silva, and Hisoka too was in awe. Silva trained his withering gaze to me and I froze for a moment. It was like being scrutinized under a microscope and I just smiled weakly, not knowing what else to do, but probably just looking like an idiot. Silva's clear and deep voice rumbled out and he said, " so this is the child my son has been entranced by. At least you seem" He looked at me up and down, and finished "fertile." I flinched at his insensitiveness and how he sized me up like cattle. I crossed my arms and Hisoka purred, "I'm almost hard now do you want to fight me? You're so strong Silva hhmmmmmmmm." My eyes widened to the size of saucers at Hisoka's ill timed words and I saw Elaine bite back a laugh. My jaw dropped and Silva just stared at Hisoka, his frowning face revealing absolutely nothing. I knew there was absolutely no way to make this situation better and I was on the verge of throttling Silva myself after what he just said to me. Elaine's grey eyes bored into me as she tapped the table and shook her head. Her bright red lipstick emphasized when she mouthed "not now". I blew out a breath and plastered on a tight smile and I eeked out through my smile, "hi Mr.zoldyck, nice to meet you too, pray tell why exactly have you graced us with your presence today?" Hisoka frowned realizing he hadn't even been acknowledged yet and Illumi piped up and said, "father has come today to witness this on behalf of the zoldyck family, because my arrangement inevitably affects the zoldycks in a way as well... and he wanted to meet you, y/n." I groaned inwardly and I looked to the lawyers and their stacks of paper for help. Of course, they were watching Silva, waiting for the go-ahead to proceed. Silva scoffed and said, "no Illumi, it was Kikyo who wanted to meet this girl, and that's why she'll be returning home with us and staying for the coming weeks until my wife is satisfied". Dread pooled in my stomach and at the same time me and Hisoka said: "um, no I won't" and "mmmm so be it but I'm coming too" respectively. Hisoka and I looked at each other and he grinned at me. Silva's voice boomed, "you dare reject a Zoldyck's hospitality?" Hisoka turned and said, "oh we'd never dream of it. Y/n and I will be coming. In fact, I personally am a mansion connoisseur and I look forward to examining the intricate architecture of your lovely home." I scoffed knowing that was an outright lie and Silva said to Hisoka, "you're not invited. Just the girl that Illumi wants." I saw Illumi's frown deepen after Silva had said that and I knew this was a recipe for disaster. It probably a scheme cooked up by the prince of darkness himself, Illumi, and his dad just blew it. I opened my mouth to call him out but before I could Hisoka ran his hands through his hair seductively and turned to Silva. Hisoka chuckled and said silkily, "mmmm no, considering she's already my wife I think I also have a say in this. Oh, yes, I actually do have a say in this because I'm here today. Now, will you fight me or...is that not on the table anymore?" Elaine smiled started writing something down on her notepad. Silva scoffed stared at Hisoka. Hisoka rested his head on his hand and bat his eyes. Hisoka winked at Silva and Silva just stared at Hisoka along with everyone else in the room, (except Elaine), all of us temporarily entranced by his androgynous beauty and seductive smile.

I my heart pounded as toward Hisoka to get a better look at him and his beautiful expression. and Silva just stared at him. Silva frowned and after a moment of silent deliberation said, "so be it you may come as well. Now, let us proceed. Time is of the essence." Illumi's nose twitched slightly and I knew that response was not one he wanted. I squeezed Hisoka's thigh to signal my approval and he brushed mine in return. I gazed at Hisoka as I watched them bring out the pages that required the signatures, I wondered why Silva said yes. As I thought back to Hisoka's behavior and charming smile I really hoped it wasn't because he was attracted to Hisoka. Even though Silva was a monster, he was attractive too. Plus, Hisoka gave me shit about being a bottom, but I don't know anyone who could be anything other than a bottom when they were with Silva. Literally, Cene John could be having sex with Silva, and even he'd be a bottom. So I just looked between Hisoka and Silva, trying to uncover anything but I found nothing.

Elaine, Illumi, Hisoka and I proceeded to sign what we needed to, and after a few moments I noticed Hisoka was signing legal documents with a sparkly pink pen, and the ink matched its design. My jaw dropped and I said incredulously, "Hisoka, you're signing legal documents with pink ink?" He winked at me and said, "magnificent, is it not? It matches my aura too." I smiled at him and shook my head. "Yeah I guess it does Hiso, I guess it does. I love you." Illumi cleared his throat and I broke eye contact with Hisoka. I looked over to see him scowling and it seemed as though the dark circles under his eyes had deepened tenfold. I frowned and said, "Right, sorry Lumi." I said as I returned my attention to my half finished signature. We continued on in silence and the occasional words and explanations from the lawyers. Though, we all knew what we were signing at this point so there was no deliberation (that had happened earlier).

Timeskip
When we were finished Elaine yawned and stretched and said, "ugh finally." The lawyers tittered in conversation with one another and left with the papers. Silva watched them leave and he uncrossed his arms and rose to his feet. The rest of us remained seated, except Illumi, who shot to his feet as a sign of reverence. Silva stared at me and then Hisoka and he shook his head. Silva gripped Illumi's shoulder and said, "look after him well, and in return I will turn a blind eye to this nonsense with this child you wish to..." and Silva gestured to us. i grit my teeth and I wanted to protest but I didn't feel like being combative with this guy. So, I ignored Silva's comment and I watched as Illumi nodded once gravely. I figured they were talking about Killua the next 'head of the family'. Silva's eyes lingered on Hisoka for a split second as he left the room. Hisoka winked and Silva turned away, seemingly disinterested for the moment. Illumi waited until his father was all the way gone and he turned to Hisoka and spat, "you, you and your sexual contrivances ." Hisoka bat his eyes innocently and said, "who me? Whatever have I done Illumi? Foiled your thinly veiled plans to take my wife? You'll have to work with your deliciously strong father on the subtle aspect of manipulating someone, for he was quite obvious." I nodded, Silva had no intention of being subtle or sneaky at all. I shifted in my seat and was about to walk around the table to talk to Illumi but I walked into a cold. For a second I stopped and I sneezed. I felt my nipples harden through my dress and goosebumps rise. Before I could conjure myself a wind to warm myself. Illumi stood up abrupt where he was and Elaine was on her phone, disinterested. Hisoka chuckled and pulled me onto his lap using his bungee gum. I squeaked when I was flown through the air and Hisoka caught me. I looked at him questioningly and he grinned. He clutched my breasts and massaged them and said, "let daddy warm those for you dear, let me take care of that." I suppressed a moan and I leaned into Hisoka's touch. I willed myself to remember Illumi was here and I saw Illumi's hurt expression. I didn't know what Hisoka was planning but before he could say or do anything more I jumped off his lap and I said, "not now baby, later, ok? Not now ." Hisoka frowned asbI walked over to Illumi. He looked even worse than he did before and I wondered if he had shed a few pounds. I glared at Hisoka as I took Illumi's hand and I said, "we'll meet you at the ramen place Elaine mentioned earlier." Hisoka looked at me for a few moments and then grinned. He waved his hand casually and said, "yes alright, go care for your sick puppy y/n, lest you loose your first toy so early on." I stuck my tongue out at him and I tapped Elaine's head as I left. She looked up from her phone and swatted my hand away and I laughed. I pulled Illumi along with me down the hallways and I stopped to use the bathroom. After that, we left out and I looked on my phone's map, and I found a nice pleasant place to sit and talk. Silently I pulled him along the side walk with me and guided out of the business district to a more quiet and residential area.

Once we arrived, I smiled and sat with him on a nearby park park bench. He sat down silently beside me and I put his hand in my lap and I stoked his upturned palm gently. I whispered, "I'm sorry about all that. now Lumi, what's this all about, I'm worried for you, what's wrong, hm?" He frowned and looked away from me. He stayed silent and I whispered "you don't have to hide or bury your feelings for me Lumi. Just tell me, why are you so upset, why do you look like you haven't eaten in days? Why do you look like this? I want to help you, Lumi." He said nothing and I climbed on his lap and put each knee outside of his legs. I sat down and leaned into him. He furrowed his brows as I cupped his face in my hands, gazed into his pale snd face and black eyes. He held my gently and I whispered while holding him, "what is it? Is there anything I can do for you to help you?" His frown only deepened and he  wrapped his arms around me and buried his face in my chest. I kissed his head and felt him get hard under me. I ignored it and rubbed his back comfortingly. He held me tightly and whispered into my breasts, "I missed you flower, I missed you so much. I need you flower, I want you, the only way I can live is with you. I can't handle life when you're not there with me please just be with me forevermore. I cum to your pictures and dreams of you and before I can eat, or go to work, I have to pleasure myself and imagine myself inside you, I have to or I cannot function." He squeezed his eyes shut and said in a strained voice, "oh flower I have to be inside you, I want to spend time with you I want to be with you, please I need you please." I frowned and kissed his head. This wasn't good. I cupped his face and whispered, "you can talk to me whenever you want, and I can convince him to let me be with you sometimes, but I'll never leave you forever, ok? Never. Even, even when we're apart you can know that I love you and I want the best for you, I want you to be happy, even when I'm not there. I don't want you to be obsessed with me like this, please, Lumi, please find a way to love me a little less." He sat up and pressed his chest into me. He was so close to my face our noses were almost touching and he said in a strained, desperate voice, " I want you every hour of every day. I cannot function without you. I cannot live without you, please." He gripped the fabric of my dress right above my ass and he whispered, "please, it hurts." My heart broke as I witnessed his unhealthy dependence on me unfold. I ran my hands through his hair gently. He grimaced and squeezed his eyes shut as he clutched onto the fabric of my dress as he pressed his hard, erect dick up in a desperate attempt to feel me. I wasnt wet and I told myself wasn't going to get wet with him in such a vulnerable state. He needed support, not sex, and I wasn't going to do that to Hisoka. Plus. Having sex with him would only make him want me more, like Elaine said. I tried desperately to think of something that would properly motivate him to pull himself together. I kissed his nose and I said softly while messing with his hair absentmindedly, " Lumi you'll kill your self if you go on like this. The more lovesick you make yourself, the worse you'll get. And you might literally die from heartbreak, and if that happens you won't get to see me ever again, in this life at least. Illumi, is that what you want? To keep hurting yourself like this and take time off your life, time you could be spending, or thinking about me?" He stared into my eyes and I stared back into his great pools of darkness. He leaned back and said quietly, "no, I- well I suppose..." I pet his hair and I whispered, "my little pet snakey needs to be happy and healthy so when he does get to spend time with me, he'll enjoy it even more. Right Lumi?" He cocked his head and whispered, "mmmm I suppose, my flower- yes all I could think about is my longing for you  in these moments, I haven't truly been-"I grinned and finished "living in the moment. You haven't truly been living in the moment, Lu".

Illumi POV
Her eyes shone as brightly as the sun created a halo around her head and I gazed at her angelic  figure. She winked and said playfully , "can I call you Lu?" I smiled and whispered, "of course y/n call me absolutely anything you desire my flower."  She kissed my cheek and I leaned into her soft supple lips. She smiled and pulled back. She pat my shoulder amiably and said, "I'll get off your lap now". I quickly wrapped my arms around her waist and I tightened my hips on her. Her heart pounded and I whispered desperately, "no y/n stay on me, touch me, anywhere, just touch me please." My heart ached for her hugs, for her kisses,just for her. . She sighed and pat my back comfortingly and said, "oh Lu Lu, I need you to stop doing this to yourself." I closed me eyes and hugged her to me. I wrapped her in my arms and she kissed my neck and pressed her soft body into me. I groaned and I wished I could slip inside of her warm, welcoming womanhood. One time wasn't enough and ever since the sleepover, I could only cum to thoughts, visions, or pictures of her. I physically did not grow aroused at anything besides the thought of her. I wondered if this is what it was like to be in love. Consumed by love. I had been consumed by a woman once before. it was not even close to the way Y/n made me feel warm and safe. Y/n was the exact opposite of Machi and m by comparison, y/n was indeed a goddess.

I wished I could tell her what had been bothering me but all I felt was overwhelming pain at her absence, I missed us sitting together, I missed the foreign feeling of safeness, relaxation and simple happiness. "It hurts, my flower, missing you." I mumbled into her sculpted collarbone. She kissed  my neck gently. I leaned into her soft lips and she held my face and kissed my lips softly. I savored the supple warmth of her loving touch. I tried to kiss her back but she leaned back and said, "Illumi i know, I know you're in pain and I know there's something upsetting you besides me being gone, but if you ever want to tell me, I'm here for you. I'll hold you and hug you because..." I looked into her shining multicolored eyes, that shone primarily e/c but had molten undertones of purple. I kissed her mouth and she gently kissed me back. I clutched onto her and desperately tried to stick my tongue into her mouth, to taste her, to be inside her, to just be with her. She resisted initially but as I held her and pleaded with my eyes, for just one more kiss, she frowned and whispered, "oh Lumi, you poor baby, come here, I'll help you like you helped me feel better." She closed her eyes and opened her mouth to me. I savored our soft, slow kiss, and her sweet saliva coating my throat as I swallowed as much as I could bear. She gripped me tighter and I wished she would just let me inside her, let me release inside her like I had in my dreams and fantasies. I could barely focus on work because she was all I thought of, she was all there was and is. She moaned and I clutched her backside and I wished she would just be mine forever. She loved me, did she not? Was that not enough? She pat my back and she slowly pulled out of the kiss. A string of saliva was connecting our mouths and she smiled and broke it with her hand. I wished she hadn't, I wanted it to stay, to connect us. She smiled at me, but then her smile melted away and she looked downcast and mumbled, "Illumi this isn't right. I keep tempting you and teasing you, and" she bit her lip and blushed and she said, "you deserve more Lu Lu, I already love Hisoka. I mean  I love you too but shouldn't you be with someone you can love you, you know, um, well, full time?" I held onto her and I willed myself to stay calm. She allows herself to feel guilty for loving another man, when her husband isn't worthy of her love to begin with. I would rather have her for one day out of every year, than find someone else similar to her-but just not quite her. I loved and needed my flower and at this point, it was quite simply impossible for move on from her. It angered me that she refused to understand that fact. I enveloped her in my aura so she might smell more like me instead of that harlot, Hisoka. she gave me a small smile and whispered, "you have sto chest a soothing aura Lumi, it's like-" I smiled and pressed my lips into her warm inviting ones, I squeezed her and whispered, "like menthol, or perhaps an ice bath?" She blushed and said with a laugh, "you remember what I said about your aura?" I nodded and savored the feeling of her accelerated heart beat, the sight of her dilated pupils, the feeling of her ass in my hands, her breasts pressing into me, and her bright, warm smile as she looked at me. I looked at my goddess and I whispered "yes I remember what you told me." She kissed my forehead and whispered, "thank you Illumi, you know, our auras are both purple. Well mines like lavender and you're is so dark it's almost black, but still purple right? Isn't that cool or what?" I chuckled and nodded, "yes y/n it's quite lovely, having the same colored aura as you. Yet another way we are bonded, right?" She looked down and smiled softly, "yeah Lumi, I guess you're right." I held her to me and smelled her hair. "Yes y/n I'm right." After a few minutes of a comfortable silent embrace she began fidgeting nervously and she leaned back to look at me and said nervously, "it would help, you know if you found someone-?" I pressed my hand to her mouth. I took a deep breath and willed myself not to shake with rage as I looked intently into her eyes, willing her to understand, "y/n you speak of such things almost every time we talk. If you ever suggest I find someone else besides you, love someone else besides you, or in any way ask me to stop loving you, I. will. Kill. Hisoka. I will, and it's that simple. He's alive because you wish him to be and I indulge you- so respect my wishes; or he dies and I make you mine forever with or without his permission." Her eyes widened and she blinked her beautiful eyelashes and quickly nodded in understanding at me. I suppressed the desire to keep my hand over her mouth and insert myself into her even if it was her against her will. Machi had enjoyed doing such things to me, and now I found myself wishing I was in her position when I was with y/n. I retreated my hand and she cupped my face in her hands and kissed my nose. She whispered, "im sorry Lu Lu I will never say anything like that again, please don't kill or put your pin in Hisoka. And I'm sorry about our behavior today; Sometimes we need to indulge him to get what we want from him, he's spoiled rotten for affection, he's just... him." She laughed to diffuse the tension and I nodded in understanding, and filed that bit of information about Hisoka away, it may prove to be useful later. I frowned as my thoughts returned to Hisoka and his joy at taunting me, as well as his blatant seduction of my father. Hisoka was only useful for missions, and otherwise didn't deserve go live, or have anyone remotely as wonderful as y/n. She perceived my saw my shift in thoughts and she winked and said, "you're ok baby." She rubbed my back and leaned into me. I slid my hands down into her underwear to cup her ass and I whispered, "is this ok my flower?" She only responded with a slight nod and she bit her lip and gazed at me longingly. She unconsciously pressed her vagina into me and I wondred, why would she actively suppress her deep, subconscious desires for me? It was highly probable Hisoka had sex with other besides her, even after their marriage- and even if he didn't y/n deserved an escape from him. As I gazed at her I felt my penis throb with longing. She moaned quietly and leaned forward to kiss me, "oh Lumi, oh" she blushed deeply and I felt her soft lips begin to caressing me as she clutched the fabric of my shirt and pulled me into her embrace. I vowed silently as I I would never again hurt y/n in any way if I could at all help it. She kissed my lips and my cheeks and my nose, slowly and gently. I closed my eyes and embraced her small kisses. As she held me she whispered into my cheek, "alrighty then Lu Lu." She paused and said softly, " is there anything you want to tell me to get off your chest? Anything you want me to know?"

I thought of how I was tasked with looking after Killua, my thoughts and what had been plaguing get  me of late. I frowned and thought of many things I needed to tell her, to tell someone. Though as I took in her concerned expression and her bright lips, wet with my saliva I figured I wouldn't tell her anything. Not now, not yet. I just wanted to be with her and be happy in her presence. Often when I tell her of my feelings and experiences, she cries or smiles sadly as she holds me. I wanted her to comfort me but she was already doing that, and I wanted to see her bright and glad- as opposed to serious and contemplative when I spoke to her about my life. That time could be reserved for later. I stayed silent and gazed at her soft and feminine features, and her cutely pointed nose. I wondered in the back of my mind if our children would get her nose if I had the privilege of impregnating her. She lightly squeezed my shoulder and I shook myself out of my thoughts. She grinned at me and leaned into me and spoke quietly in my ear. Her warm breath tickled my ear and I smiled and held her waist tightly in anticipation of her words. "Want to know a secret?" She whispered. I felt excitement course through me and I nodded eagerly. she smiled and whispered, " the butterflies were for you, they liked you. When I slept i wasn't controlling them and they stayed for you Illumi, just for you. They love you." I breathed heavily and thought, for me? I had suspected that was the truth but now i has confirmation, now I knew that in some recess of her subconscious, she truly did love me and that love it manifested itself in her nen. I'd seen it before with Hisoka and now that privilege has been extended to me. I whispered, "thank you my flower, my love, my goddess, thank you thank you, thank you." My thoughts also drifted to how astounding it was that they changed form when I injected my aura into them and poured my longing out via my aura. I wondered how they would respond to my other emotions, or if I was the only one they responded to. When she came to my home, that is yet another thing I needed to add to my list of things I wanted to do with her. I smiled, thinking of the time we would have to enjoy each other's company alone in the coming weeks. I specifically instructed my father to be straightforward, they were not going to challenge him and subtlety wasn't necessary to get y/n to my home. Though I suspected Hisoka would find a way to accompany her, it was truly disturbing to see my father's attention held for so long by such an insignificant being, in comparison to him.

She nodded and wrapped her arms tightly around me and held me close to close to her heart. my whole body flooded with warmth as I cherished this moment and memorized every single thing about her, about us together, about the peculiar little nen butterflies she was now conjuring. She leaned back and watched with satisfaction as the butterflies placed wet kisses on my face. I smiled and felt her conjure an Atlantis breeze, just for me. I appreciated the smell of the air, the feeling of her comfortable and happy in on my lap, the faraway sounds of Angeles Los, of this modern city she had taken a liking to- but not the quite as much as Atlantais. I embraced the air and I memorized the sound of the wet wings of the butterflies slicing through the air, and the feeling as they gathered in my hair and on my nose. I was so content and full in this moment as we sat together with her conjuring especially to comfort me. She sighed and smiled as I played with the hem of her dress and I ignored Hisoka's symbols etched onto it. I smiled up at her and asked happily, "so you're not telling them what to do? They naturally do this?" I closed my eyes as one landed on my eyebrow and splashed water into my face. She beamed and held my hands happily. She said proudly , " nope, I just conjure them into existence, and I let the reins go, so to speak; and they stay for as long as they stay and do what they want. violá." She grinned and placed my hands on her shoulders. I smiled at her giddiness and nodded in understanding as she tried to touch one and it flew out of her grasp and landed in my hair.I laughed at her confused expression, and thought about how abnormal this conjuring ability was to create elemental beings; instead of just conjuring objects like most conjurers do. I wondered if she was a type of nen specialist snd just didn't know it. I filed that thought away for later consideration and I finished "so The only way to make them go away is to activate Zetsu, as you did earlier?" She frowned and said, "I think so, or if I get like really distracted or something? But they have to disappear at some point right?" She furrowed her brows and said, "I don't really know how long they'd last without me turning them off, like my chainsaw disappears when Hisoka kinda wants it to- I dunno Lumi." She shrugged and looked back up, roused from e rthougts. I sighed upon hearing Hisoka's name and figured I'd just have to grow accustomed to it, to him. I nodded in understanding and I leaned forward and brushed my lips against hers in silent question.

She nodded and I kissed her deeply and passionately and I smiled as the blue translucent butterflies began to play in my hair instead of just sitting on my head as they had done. I held y/n and poured all my love and need for her into the kiss. She closed her eyes and exhaled and I felt the tension in her body melt away as she leaned more into the kiss and clutched the fabric of my shirt. The butterflies were now all over my face and and excitedly taking turns trying to land on my lips. She frowned leaned back and said aloud, "not cool guys." They ignored her and I laughed at her cute dissatisfaction. I had to close my eyes because water was sloshing into my face as they excitedly deposited water in my hair and on my face when they landed. I laughed at how they spurred onto me, almost as a woman does when she orgasms. I smiled and held out my hand for one to land on my finger and several landed on my arm and kissed me with their tiny mouths. I examined their intricate patterns and they all had the same design, like that of a Monarch, or perhaps a Viceroy butterfly. As I examined them, I tried to remember what pattern the moths I had helped to make looked like. then, she activated Zetsu and they disappeared. I frowned as I saw her blushing a deep scarlet, and I asked for an explanation. "y/n why would you do such a thing? I enjoyed them, and they enjoyed me, as you do." She blushed deeper and and said sheepishly whole rubbing her arm, "well I want to kiss you and they were in the way." Before I could protest the the loss of the beautiful insects she ground her lower body into mine, shoved her breasts against my chest, and pulled me into a deep slow kiss. She closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around my neck and clutched my hair. She smiled into our kiss and I too closed my eyes so I could focus on her, on this kiss. Her hands combing through my hair, her trembling knees, her fast heart rate, her blissful expression, I could feel her love for me through it all. And I wondered what I have done in this life to make me so lucky to have her with me, even if it was for just a moment.