"Maya, Maya, Mayaaaa," I exclaim as i run into our dorm.

"Woaaah there tiger, your gonna hurt yourself," Maya giggles.

"Babe, I got some great news," I say pulling my girlfreind into a bone crushing hug.

"We're expecting", Maya asks sarcastically.

"Well, not yet," i giggle.

Maya smiles and pecks my lips making me smile.

"I found the perfect girl for Josh, I want to hook him up with Chloe," I blurt out.

Maya's smile falters.

"Whats wrong? Is Josh gay", i ask confused.

"What no! Josh isn't gay," Maya says.

"Then whats wrong", I ask pulling back from the hug.

"There's something i need to tell you," my chuckles nervously.

"Okay well, hurry up and tell me because im trying not to assume the worst," i say.

"Well, Josh and I... We never dated but we used like each other when i was in 9th grade", Maya says.

I stay quiet. Im trying to process what
she just said.

"Wait, so you were "Talking to each other"," i ask.

She sighs.

"Yes", she hangs her head.

"Maya, im really trying to not get mad, but its not the easiest thing to do, I feel stupid! Maya, why didnt you tell me? We have been together for almost 3 years", I say.

"I know i should have told you but at first, i didnt think it mattered", she says defensively.

"So because i told you i want to hook josh up with someone, you suddenly feel the need to being up your romantic past with him," I ask agrily.

Maya doesnt say anything...

"Your jealous? Your not over him are you," i chuckle dryly.

"I didnt say that," she says lowly.

"You didnt have to", i say walking towards the door.

"Baby, wait," she grabs my arm but i pull away.

"No, I gave you my heart, and all this time he had yours," i say with no emotion.

"He's your baby," i say letting a tear fall from my eye.

"No dont say that, what i felt for him w-was in the past," she pleads.

"I just need some time," i say.

I look at her puffy eyes, and tear stained cheeks, and even though im hurt and angry, i kiss her forehead letting her know its not over, before i walk out the door.

I walk to the bathroom and splash cool water on my face.

I see my reflection and emotion hits me hard, seeing the broken look on my face. I let myself fall to the floor and sob uncontrollably.

3 years... Even if she didnt physically cheat on me, knowing those feelings were there, hurts like hell. And the fact that neither of them felt the need to tell me about this, it fucking pisses me off.

After a while of sulking i dust myself off and head to see a freind.

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"You poor baby, i dont even know how you must be feeling", She says as she holds me.

I wipe away my tears, and lay my head on her shoulder.

"And now she keeps blowing up my phone," I say before drinking another shot of taquila.

"Its irritatting the hell out of me", i slur.

"Why dont you read it", she asks.

"i dont want to see the little picture by her name, where we were sucking faces," i giggle drunkenly.

"You want me to read it", she asks.

I nod my head rapidly making her giggle.

I hand her my phone.

Fiancee 😍😚- Babe where are you

Fiancee 😍😚- Im really worried about you

Fiancee 😍😚- Im so so sorry, i should have told you

Fiancee 😍😚-I dont love him y/n whatever we had, i left it in highschool

Fiancee 😍😚- He means nothing to me, you have my heart not him!

Fiancee 😍😚- Please just let me know your ok

Fiancee 😍😚- We need to talk

Fiancee 😍😚- Come home to me please

Fiancee 😍😚-Your the one im gonna marry!

Fiancee 😍😚- Im gonna look for you

Fiancee 😍😚- Its 2 AM I need to know your fine

"Blah blah blahhh, just tell her im alright," i slur.

Me- Im fine.

Fiancee 😍😚- Thank god 😧

Fiancee 😍😚- Wait, where are u

Fiancee 😍😚- You better not be with Chloë

"gimee gimee," i say in a baby voice.

Chloë hands me the phone and i call Maya.

"Hello, oh my god y/n are you okay? whats going on? where are you", her voice rings through my phone.

"Fursth o all, I AM with chlo chlo!because at lest she doesnt hide shit fum me," i slur.

"Your drunk? your drunk and your with her?? Are you fucking out of your mind?!?!"

"NO! Are yuuuu?"

"Just give me your address, and I'll, I'll come and get you", maya says with jealousy and hurt in her voice.

:I dont want to see your cute, frustatingly, adorable face right (burp) now", i say.

"I dont want you to get hurt," Maya pleads.

"Im safe, im safe from the world, im safe from josh, and im safe from Yoohooo," i slur.

"In fact, Chloë and i think its best dat i stay her for a whyll, so leave me awonee", i say before hanging up the phone.

"Take dis away from meee", i say giving my phone back to Chloë. I try to get off the floor but stumble back down.

"Uh Somebody Named Riley sunshine is calling you," Chloë says with a giggle.

"Ooh, das Wifeys frend, i mean meany's fren", i slur.

"Here talk to her", Chloë says, handing me the phone.

"Omg y/n, you need to talk to Maya," She yells.

"I just did," i giggle.

"No you need to really talk!"

"Nope, i dont wanna she lied to meehhh, so noooo," i slur.

"Where are you," Riley asks.

"At my new dorm," i giggle.

"your ne- HELL NO Y/N IM GONNA BE THERE TOMORROW AND YOUR FIXING THINGS WITH MAYA," She yells before hanging up.

I throw my phone across the room.

"Why se so loud", i pout.

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