a common sympton of depression is finding yourself unexcited by activities that used to make you happy.

things that used to make me happy: demi lovato, martial arts, fall out boy, panic! at the disco, twenty øne pilots, writing, reading, animals, my friends, acting.

things that make me happy now: reading, twenty øne pilots, animals.

so bold and fearless in the risks we take, laugh in the face of gravity as it's laws we'd break, on trampolines so high, we reach for the sky, but I do not look up anymore and I don't know why.