Science Fair Project
I'm literally having a breakdown because my teacher said that my science fair project is due tomorrow and I have nothing done. And now I'm sitting in the bathroom hearing my mom rant to my dad on the top of her lungs about what a failure I am that I don't have it done.
She's going on and on and on about how no one told her about this so she messaged my teacher and is making everything worse.
I'm already breaking down cause it's not done, and my mom's going around yelling about it so I can hear, and telling all different people about it who is doesn't effect and it's making me break down even more and I can't handle this.
She acts like I try to be a failure. I literally can't deal with my GT class but I'm not aloud to get out cause then that would be bad for me trying to get into a good college even though being in GT is making me learn all this stuff I don't understand, and is giving me horrible grades cause I don't get it. But if I drop out I'm gonna be the failure child.
I don't even know why I'm in GT, I've never been smart. My mom was just so fricken smart in school, like that kid who cries over an A-, and if I'm not just like her I'm a failure.
I'm literally the dumbest person in my class.
I never even wanted to be in GT cause one I'm not smart enough, and two none of my friends are in it.
The amount of times this class has made me cry myself to sleep is honestly to many times to count. I hate this.
I'm probably gonna get into a bad college cause I'm getting A's B's and C's, and I get yelled at if I get C's and for B's, I'm not yelled at but told to do better even though a B is literally good.
My mom acts like I'm supposed to be all smart, even though it's common knowledge by literally everyone who knows me that I suck at Math and Science. The only thing that is GT level is my writing. Maybe.
I've got average smarts, fragile esteem, and no confidence.
I have no idea why I'm in GT.
How do I tell my parents I can't do this anymore?
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