I always used to thought

I've so many friends to count

But when life decides to give you sense

It knows no bounds

I shifted to this whole new place

And left my soul in former

With no one to look up to other than

My parents and my brother

As time passed, it showed it's magic

One by one they started leaving me

"Oh I've got a job", "I'm studying", they say

And then disappeared from my life, further pushing me

Still few of them stayed for longer

But they were the worst of them all

As they made me raise my hopes

And left them brutally to fall

Within a year, I left with no one

All of them vanished into thin air

I started having doubts about myself

Did I ever exist in their lives? Were they fair?

I had to rely on someone

Because I couldn't trust me

So I made some new friends

Called 'Darkness, Depression and Anxiety'

They turned out to be much better than them

Never left my side even for a second

Behold you liars, this is friendship

Which is as vast as sea ends

I pushed every memory of them away

I tried to fight with the helplessness

Then because of my true friends, I meet it

Whom humans gave term loneliness

It felt so long since I updated any poem in this book. Today also my hands are shaking like the first time I published my first poem here.

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