I've been thinking about beta and what I'm going to do if I get the spot for drawing. so I thought while I was trying to fall asleep and it hit me. I thought about it so much that I got way too excited about it and couldn't and still can't fall asleep.

so, I grabbed the first drawing pencil I could find and my sketchbook and sketched out my idea.

ignore that hand. I'm going to do a different hand position cause reasons.

I reaaaally hope I get the spot. but I'm competing against a senior and another freshman. neither of them really draw, but my beta leader said that he might get the spot since it's his last year.

so I plan on showing this to my leader so I can show her THAT IM PREPARED AND I HAVE A PLAN BECAUSE STATE IS IN TWO MONTHS.

ILL SHOW THEM.

I need to sleep dANGIT. I've got school tomorrow plus homecoming. I'm going to be on the art club float in the parade but I don't know if I'm going to the game or not. OH YEAH I ALSO HAVE A STUPID GEOMETRY TEST YAMMIT.