So ya.. it's been a bit, I know I've been off here for a while and I havent been focus on writing a whole bunch let me explain.

Last year near thanksgiving my dad had trouble eating, we though it had to do with his acid reflex so we didnt think much of it until march of this year, he was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. He was doing really well like extremely well. 2 weeks ago he was doing amazing he was eating and staying awake and everything. Last week on Monday everything just went down hill, he had to go to the hospital to get fluids he needed help getting to the car, out if the car and back into it and back into the house. The last week on Tuesday I was woken up by my mom at 10am to learn he passed away in his sleep. It's been a hard week dealing with helping getting everything settled and everything. I was off work for about 4 days, I would've stayed off longer but sadly I couldn't afford to do that. As of now I'm taking more time to spend with my mom and my brother. My brother took it the hardest because he couldn't be around as much as he wanted to be due to the fact that my brother works in a hospital. It's been really hard processing everything and dealing with the fact that my dad is gone.

The one person who actually made me want an actual wedding, the man who taught me everything I know about cars and about how to protect myself and others. So please understand that eventually I will update all my stories but it wont be any time soon.

I love you all!

-8/12/2020-