So...

I don't watch drama movies/shows much. It's not that I hate them, it just really depends for me and since I guess I tend to watch more lighthearted stuff. And if the drama's actually good then bitch...

I dOn'T lIkE cRyInG

Well, sometimes I do like to cry in private if I feel really upset. It helps let all the emotions out that I bottle up and makes me feel just a LITTLE bit better afterwards (I'm so much uglier than I already am whenever I cry tho xD Then again, who isn't?).

Anyways, I finally made myself watch the movie 1985. Like I already said I don't watch drama stuff much, but I kept looking around at the movie when I found out about it and its synopsis because I was curious. I know it's super sad so I didn't feel like getting depressed, but ugh... CORY MAH BEAUTIFUL BOI IS THE MAIN CHARACTER SO I SIMPLY COULDN'T STOP MYSELF ANYMORE AND HAD TO WATCH IT

LALALALALALA

I'M (*NOT*) OKAY

I'M (*NOT*) OKAY I PROMISEEEEEE

In all honesty, though, the cast and the film were fantastic! But again, it was very sad. The audience already pretty much understands what Cory's character is going through right from the beginning (especially in the timeline that he's in), and no matter how much you may want to change the ending you know you can't. It was D E P R E S S I N G

I didn't cry, cuz it's pretty hard to get me to cry (not unless you show me a vid of poor animals in need or something like that). I did, however, tear up just a little bit. The movie and Adrian's (Cory's character) struggles were absolutely heartbreaking, and it's even worse because it's an actual serious thing that many people in the world experiences.

Feel free to watch the movie, of course. It's good, but for the hundredth time just so utterly depressingggggg 😭😭😭