And I know they didn't care
When I started criing in the class
I know they just wanted to look good
And that's why they asked
"What's going on?"
And the teacher was so nice
To let me relax at the classroom
Instead of going to a Christmas performance
And they thought I was a poor little girl
At least they said it
But in their eyes I could see
How annoying I seemed to them
And I was cold
I was sick
I was criing cause I didn't want to go to the hospital for Christmas
I was criing because I was tired
I was criing because I was sad
For a really long time
I wasn't saying anything
Cause I knew my voice would break
And when my best friend hugged me
I knew I wasn't alone
But at the same time
I was the one most of them didn't like
I was the laughed at one
Not the bullied one
Because I was too strong for that
I was too able to strike back
And they knew
And that's probably why they didn't like me
I was hungry because I hadn't eaten
Because when I tried
I had to throw up
"It's just stress"
My mom said
And let me go to school anyway
I totally failed that day
Started criing in the class so much
That even this boy who didn't like me hugged me
And asked what was going on
And suddenly he was so kind
I couldn't tell anyone
It was him